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- Independent Investigator, Intelligence Analyst, Journalist. Former CIA (NOC, Psychological Operations) Black Ops Survivor. Sovereign Child of God. Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ (Ordained 1979, D.Div.) Exposing Government Lies, Crimes, Corruption, Conspiracies and Cover-ups.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
NOTE, December 31, 2006: Preface written in 2005, excerpt from report, October, 1999.
Below is an excerpt from a report I wrote in 1999, roughly two years before the September 11 massacre.
Now, in 2005, when I look back on how far the Police State takeover has come since that time, seven (7) years ago, even though I am horrified at what has ACTUALLY come to pass, I am not the least bit surprised, as you'll see from reading my comments.
However, I am very disappointed and even heartbroken, that so few American citizens saw the writing on the wall. I remember all the people who made fun of me when I wrote this, laughing at me as if I were a raving lunatic. I don't think they're laughing now.
When people ask me if I think it's "too late" for Constitutional government to be restored, without a violent revolution, I say, I honestly don't know. I certainly hope it's not too late, but let's face it, the government is run by criminals.
These criminals must be removed from power, one way or another. If there can be a revolution, through uniting to form a solid party of citizens to remove the traitors peacefully, I'm all for it. I feel it is my duty as a Christian, to try that first.
That's why I have come to believe it is so important to unite. If we don't, we'll end up with separatist shootouts all over the country, more like a "suicide-by-cop" situation than anything else.
"Our rulers will become corrupt, our People careless. The time for fixing every essential right on a legal basis is while our rulers are honest and ourselves united. From the conclusion of this war, we shall be going downhill.
It will not then be necessary to resort every moment to the People for support. They will be forgotten, therefore, and their rights disregarded. They will forget themselves, but in the sole faculty of making money, and will never think of uniting to effect a due respect for their rights.
The shackles, therefore, which will not be knocked off at the conclusion of the war, will remain on as long, will be made heavier and heavier, til our rights shall revive or expire in a convulsion. The people will be taxed for fifteen-sixteenths of their production. They will themselves pay the wages for those who place the shackles upon their own hands and feet."
--COMMENTS AND NOTES TO THE STATE OF VIRGINIA,", QUORY 17, PAGE 10, 1784.
Jefferson saw it coming and so have many of us, once again, over two centuries later.
From a report titled, Political Persecution in the U.S. of A., October 13, 1999
THE MISSION IN THE CAUSE OF FREEDOM AND JUSTICE
I am willing to lay down my life, if necessary, and I will fight to the end for what I believe in. What I believe in is LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL.
Are we really living in the Land of the Free and the Home of the Brave? From what I have experienced first hand, HELL NO!
Just look around you...We are living in a country run by plutocrats, tyrants and crypto-fascists. Where cowardice, deception, subterfuge, treachery and the perpetration of atrocious violations of human rights are rewarded with all the accolades and amenities that blood money can buy.
Where those who are freedom loving American Patriots, seeking Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness are punished with persecution and branded as 'terrorists' or 'subversives'.
Where those who love God (no matter what their religion or lack thereof) and their families, friends and neighbors are ridiculed and ostracized.
Where the hard working people have become a virtual slave-labor force, exploited as nothing more than 'worker bees' to do the will of the tyrants.
Where so-called 'Federal' tax dollars are extorted from citizens by gun-wielding IRS hooligans in expensive suits, under threat of heavy fines or imprisonment......
Most of these victims don't realize that under constitutional law, federal income taxes are VOLUNTARY, NOT MANDATORY. The so-called 'Federal Reserve' is anything but 'Federal'...It's a privately owned corporation, run by multinational global elitists.
As citizens, we have every right to demand that our military forces be commanded and staffed by those who are proud to serve our country VOLUNTARILY.
To protect our National Sovereignty as a Constitutional Republic. (Not thinly veiled Socialism in the guise of 'Democracy'.)
Instead of soldiers fighting with honor, our military has become little more than a corps of mind controlled robots and mercenaries.
(Just look at the military Commander in Chief - Benedict Bill Clinton- a traitor who has stooped so low as to sell our Top Secret military technology to the Red Chinese! If he's not a traitor, then I don't know who is.)
'Special Forces' are deployed to do the dirty work for CIA , who in turn are the enforcers for the multinational cabal of Global Elitists who run the show from behind the scenes.
All this in service to the draconian masters and engineers of the New World Order, the encroaching Police State which will usher in NOT a New Millennium of peace and prosperity, but instead a ONE WORLD totalitarian Fourth Reich where all our civil liberties will be expunged in the blink of an eye.
They have already sold us out to the global elitists. And they're trying to finish us off by taking away our constitutional rights (what's left of them).
Just to cite a few: They are threatening our 2nd amendment right to bear arms. Here's a quote to think about:
"This year will go down in history. For the first time a civilized nation has full gun registration! Our streets will be safer, our police force more efficient, and the world will follow our lead into the future."
Sound familiar? No, these are not the words of the treacherous goose-stepping 'brownshirt' Janet Reno. These words were spoken by Adolph Hitler in 1938.
They are eroding our 1st amendment rights to freedom of speech and religion.
Eroding our 4th amendment rights to privacy and freedom from illegal surveillance, search and seizure....and so it goes. Their infringements on our constitutional rights are beyond the limits of tolerance.
If you don't believe me, READ THE CONSTITUTION...Read it and weep!
So-called 'U.N. Peacekeeping Forces' will enforce martial law (as they are already doing worldwide) and we will lose the sovereignty of our nation, which is already being destroyed, not because of some 'outside threat' or 'Evil Empire' but because the enemy is already ensconced in our midst and operating FROM WITHIN.
The FEMA concentration camps have already been built. (I have maps showing many of the locations, some of which are 'derelict' military bases. The man who compiled and published these maps died under 'mysterious circumstances'.)
These camps are equipped to contain large numbers of people. What kind of people? American Patriots, that's who! And anyone else who refuses to cooperate and knuckle under to the New World Order.
I don't know about you, but I'll die fighting for my freedom before I'll allow myself to be carted off to a gulag by jackbooted thugs.
Is THIS Government by the people, for the people and of the people? Not by my way of thinking.
Whatever happened to INDIVIDUAL RIGHTS, guaranteed by the US Constitution?
WAKE UP, AMERICA!!!
We will soon be living under a tyrannical ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT....UNLESS WE DO SOMETHING TO STOP IT!!
SPEAKING THE TRUTH IS A DANGEROUS --BUT NECESSARY-- PURSUIT
In addition to documenting my research and experiences, speaking publicly and through the media, I have made it a mission to talk to every person I thought might listen to me, people in all walks of life, in the hope that some of them would care --if not about me personally-- at least about the larger threat to our freedom in this country.
Although a few people have listened and expressed concern, most people either were not interested or told me they didn't believe me about the harassment and threats to my life. Some said they could not believe the government would commit such atrocities against its own citizens.
Still others told me --believe it or not-- that they would 'go along with the program' should martial law be declared and they were ordered to register at their local US Post Office, where they would be assigned a NUMBER or be tattooed or implanted with a microchip.
A microchipped population, subject to 'remote control'. A population of mind-controlled robots!
They have the technology. In fact, it's already OPERATIONAL, and has been for years. How can I be so sure? Because I have already been a victim of it, that's how I know!
Obviously, people who are willing to go along with the plan of these tyrants- the NEW WORLD ORDER- are not my allies, nor are they the allies of anyone who cares about Freedom and Justice.
The way I see it, there are only a few positions you can adopt:
1) YOU ARE CONSCIOUSLY AND PURPOSEFULLY WORKING ON THE RIGHT SIDE, IN THE INTERESTS OF FREEDOM AND JUSTICE.
2) YOU ARE CONSCIOUSLY AND PURPOSEFULLY WORKING ON THE WRONG SIDE, IN THE INTERESTS OF TYRANNY AND OPPRESSION.
3) YOU ARE BEING USED BY THE WRONG SIDE, IN THE MISTAKEN BELIEF THAT YOU CAN SOMEHOW SAVE YOURSELF BY COOPERATING WITH THE TYRANTS.
4) YOU ARE SITTING ON THE FENCE. BY REFUSING TO TAKE A STAND, THOSE
SITTING ON THE FENCE WILL SOON BE THROWN DOWN ON THEIR BUTTS WHEN THE FENCE COLLAPSES AND THE BATTLE LINES ARE CLEARLY DRAWN.
WHICH SIDE WILL YOU BE ON?
October 13, 1999
Saturday, December 30, 2006
NOTE, December 30, 2006: Below, find one of the older libelous "reports" by liar, grifter and meddling busybody, Pamela Schuffert.
Pam Schuffert has recently been harassing me by e-mail with more libelous "reports", filled with yet more outrageous lies.
Some of these "reports" are featured on Educate Yourself, a site run by Ken Adachi, a shill for ex-FBI agent Ted Gunderson. Pam wholeheartedly endorses Ted Gunderson, as well as transvestite, child porno collector and predicate felon Tim White.
It appears that Pam Schuffert has now taken over, where Tim White left off, in her massive efforts to demonize Barbara Hartwell and Jeff Swedenburg.
I don't have to wonder WHO ALL would sic this holy-rolling whackjob on myself and Jeff.
Warning: Anyone who gives this unscrupulous phony and liar a forum for her outrageous falsehoods will be held accountable, by Yours Truly.
REFUTING MORE FALSE WITNESS and LIBEL from PAM SCHUFFERT
Recently, I found another message from Pam Schuffert on her discussion board, American Holocaust, in response to an article posted on my website, EXPOSED: Pam Schuffert, That the Mouths of Liars May Be Stopped.
Tiresome and time-consuming as it is, I must refute yet another pack of lies by Pam Schuffert. And this time, I am issuing a warning to Pam that if she does not retract her false witness and her libel against me and my family, her name will be added to a lawsuit I am in the process of filing against all perpetrators of libel, slander and criminal harassment.
Here we go again........
My comments are in brackets, preceded by my initials, BH. Pam Schuffert's comments are in quotations, preceded by her initials, PS.
In Response to Your Questions Regarding BARBARA HARTWELL.
Sat Dec 6 2003
Pam Schuffert wrote:
"I was recently notified that BARBARA HARTWELL had posted some obvious misinformation attempting to discredit me. I went to her website, read the report, and recognized it immediately for what it was: a feeble attempt, using distortion and deception, to attempt to malign me to her own benefit."
[BH: No "misinformation" has EVER been posted by me about Pam Schuffert. It has never been my intent to "discredit" Pam, only to CORRECT and REFUTE the many false claims she has made about me. In my reports I deal only with facts, evidence and truthful testimony. Anyway, I think by this time, Pam has done a great job of discrediting HERSELF, as many people will agree. She doesn't need my help.]
PS: "Because many reports have been coming out within the past months, exposing and ultimately discrediting Barbara Hartwell's libelous slander against many other people, I did not feel threatened by it in the least. Also, I simply KNOW THE TRUTH about her false allegations. Besides, I still am very concerned for her and spend much time in prayer for her and her family. God's love is not capricious, and does not change with every whim or offense."
[BH: Well, let's take a look at these "reports" Pam refers to. They were ALL written by my enemies, who are under hire by the gov't as provocateurs in a COINTELPRO-style operation run by ex-FBI agent Ted L. Gunderson and all tasked with discrediting me.
These provocateurs and stalkers were sent after me because I have EXPOSED THE TRUTH, along with EVIDENCE, about black operations and government corruption in which Gunderson and his cronies were directly INVOLVED.
The authors of these reports are the lowest scum of the earth: such as transvestite, child porno freak, predicate felon and drug abuser, Tim White, who has been stalking and criminally harassing me for years; White's latest paramour, drunk and scamster Shirley Anderson; Brenda Negri aka Ranger Rick, another sexual pervert, delusional nutcase and law enforcement/intelligence groupie and wannabe; Larry Lawson, also a nutcase and foul-mouthed provocateur whom Pam Schuffert consistently toadies to and DEFENDS, no matter how outrageous his lies. These individuals are ALL malicious, pathological liars. Their "reports" have absolutely NO BASIS IN FACT.
If these slimy characters are where Pam Schuffert gets her "info" maybe she needs to look elsewhere for some CREDIBLE, TRUTHFUL sources.
And don't waste your time praying for me, Pam. Better to repent of your transgressions against others and your painfully obvious spiritual pride and pray for your own soul, which as far as I can see, is in desperate need of redemption.]
PS: "However, because I immediately recognised lies and deliberate distortions in her report regarding me, I informed her that unless she removed this piece of libel form her website, I would post it here on my website and refute each lie, paragraph by paragraph. This in turn would only further weaken her already fading credibility. Barbara has refused."
[BH: Now, here again we have more falsehood, another outrageous lie! I never received ANY message from Pam, certainly not one "informing" me of such a thing. Pam lies again, saying I have "refused" to remove the so-called "libel". In fact, I have had NO communication with Pam nor FROM Pam, in well over a year! As for the libel, SHE is the one writing the libel. But now that I have read it, I certainly DO refuse to remove it, since everything I have said is the truth and ONLY in my own defense!]
PS: "And so, in response, I am responding here on my website to a few of her statements WITH THE TRUTH."
[BH:Pam Schuffert would not know the truth if it slapped her in the face, nor would she know the devil if he bit her on the butt!]
PS: "I serve the GOD OF ALL TRUTH, and frankly am weary of seeing so many naive people and Christians deceived by those who CLAIM to have come out of dark CIA involvement, only to later show evidence that they HAVE NOT BEEN FULLY SET FREE and delivered, and are potentially able to be used then by CIA handlers to then PENETRTATE Christian/Patriot organizations to fill them with CIA misinformation/disinformation and to spy on them covertly as well."
[BH: People who bear false witness DO NOT serve "the God of all truth"!
As usual, Pam needs to get her facts straight (and her head out of her butt) before shooting off her mouth and preaching at others. Pam is NOT an authority on CIA mind control, and in fact, as many of her targets can testify, she functions as a "vacuum cleaner", attempting to suck information out of her targets, which she then apparently reports back to whomever she answers to (and I can assure you, it's NOT GOD!)
In addition, most of what she "reports" is twisted to suit her own ends, or those of her controllers. She gathers a few facts and then fabricates the rest, TOTALLY MISREPRESENTING the situation. She has done this countless times and the result has been a plethora of damaging disinformation about her targets, including myself.]
PS: "This kind of infiltration has happened to the PATRIOT/CHRISTIAN community previously with BO GRITZ, who later showed his true colors (but which MANY of us suspected) after 9/11".
[BH: I have NOT "infiltrated" ANYONE. I am a loner, always have been. I do not seek out interaction with others, nor do I join groups; and I have no alliances with any such "communities".
The truth is, other people from these communities have always approached me, trying to recruit me, NOT the other way around. This included Pam Schuffert. When they fail to recruit me, they usually turn against me and begin promoting lies about me, as Pam Schuffert has done.]
PS: "ONLY THOSE FORMER CIA MIND CONTROL VICTIMS WHO HAVE FULLY SUBMITTED TO GOD THROUGH JESUS CHRIST, can EVER hope to be set free completely and have ALL TIES SEVERED with the CIA (and Illuminati bloodline ties where applicable: Barbara has both.)"
[BH: Again, Pam Schuffert is NOT the authority on CIA mind control! Nor does she have the right to impose her own specific religious beliefs, including her brand of so-called "Christianity" or forms of indoctrination on others.
GOD is the only one who KNOWS if I am truly free, which I have been since 1994, by the GRACE of GOD. And GOD is the only one who KNOWS what is in my heart.
Pam Schuffert knows nothing about me that is real or true, as evidenced by her many false and judgmental statements. It is clear to me (and many others) that Pam LACKS the gift of discernment of spirits.
As for "Illuminati" bloodlines, my family comes from the Merovingian bloodline, which is not necessarily the same thing as Illuminati. And just because a person comes from a certain bloodline does NOT determine their fate, as regards the grace of God, which is the ONLY thing that set me free from CIA and their programming. Pam's ignorance again shows itself.]
PS: "When I was first introduced to BARBARA HARTWELL, it was through my previous webmaster, RON GARON, who at that time had been putting up a website for her. I was in fact visiting his home at the time."
[BH: For those interested in facts, here is the TRUTH about how Pam was "introduced" to me. Ron Garon had approached me and volunteered to be my webmaster, since my other webmasters had all been intimidated by CIA. I accepted his offer, but after he repeatedly showed he was NOT trustworthy, I cut off contact with him.
The first thing Ron Garon did to violate my trust and my privacy was to give my UNLISTED phone number to Pam Schuffert, after I had made it very clear the number was PRIVATE and NOT to be given to ANYONE without my permission.
I subsequently received an unwanted, unsolicited phone call from Pam Schuffert on my answering machine, for the ostensible purpose of "ministering" to me. I called Ron Garon and told him that he had violated my trust, and that he should tell Pam Schuffert to LOSE my phone number. That I did NOT need or want any "ministering" from unknown parties.
I then received an e-mail from Pam, apologizing profusely for calling and saying that Ron Garon had NOT told her the number was private. I forgave Pam, because Ron Garon also apologized to me, admitting his indiscretion.
I also told Pam at that time, that I was NOT interested in anyone proselytizing to me, that my relationship with God was my own business, not something I wanted or needed to discuss with her.
However, Ron Garon subsequently violated my trust again, this time in a way that endangered my life. In April 2001, I received the first of several death threats by provocateurs Kurt and Lee Ann Billings, where they accused an INNOCENT man, Jeff Swedenburg, of being a 'CIA assassin' hired to kill me. I later received the same death threat from Tim White, another provocateur sent to target and harass me.
Because Ron Garon was my webmaster at the time, I had a friend call him and tell him that I had left my home and gone to a safe house, because I had no way to determine if the threat was real. My friend made it CRYSTAL CLEAR to Ron Garon that this information was to be HELD IN STRICTEST CONFIDENCE.
But what did Ron Garon do? He spread the word about the "death threat" all around the Internet!...and worse, CALLED TED GUNDERSON AND TOLD HIM, when Ron was very well aware that I did NOT trust Ted Gunderson and had broken off all contact with him more than a year before.
Ron Garon endangered my life with his lack of discretion and his violation of my trust. Pam Schuffert has done the same thing, and by DEFENDING THE INDEFENSIBLE, violations of privacy and trust, she is as guilty as he is. Although Ron has apologized to me several times since then, and I accepted his apologies and forgave him, I would be a fool to trust him ever again, I and will not.]
PS: "BARBARA ADMITS: ' I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN AND WILL NEVER BE!'
When he confronted Barbara with the issue of BEING A CHRISTIAN, she responded at one point emphatically to him, "I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN AND I WILL NEVER BECOME A CHRISTIAN!"
[BH: First of all, I do not discuss my spiritual life or my personal relationship with God with ANYONE unless I find the person trustworthy and am moved in the spirit to do so. I have never claimed to be a member of any "religion", including Fundamentalist Christianity. If I am a Christian, that is MY business and if I do not wish to advertise my spiritual faith, it is for good reason, being that so many unbalanced religious zealots feel it is their prerogative to meddle in my business.
Secondly, my relationship with God is my OWN business, and no one else's.
When someone attempts to "confront" me about spiritual matters, especially when that person attempts to aggressively proselytize and to IMPOSE their religious beliefs upon me, I let him know that he is overstepping his bounds and that he has no place interrogating me. This is precisely what Ron Garon did to me. I warned him to stop, but he continued and after he betrayed my trust numerous times, I cut him off.
I do not need this kind of "Christian" in my life. I only need God, and I answer ONLY to God, NOT to snoops and busybodies who THINK they are ordained by God to "minister" to me; to tell me what I "should" be thinking, doing or believing. They need to learn to respect the spiritual integrity and personal boundaries of others, and to MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS, spiritually and otherwise.]
PS: "Warning flags and concern for her salvation immediately went up in my heart.
Barbara's sister, IRENE ADRIAN of Wilmington, NC, further confirmed this disturbing fact later."
[BH: There is no such "disturbing fact" to "confirm". My sister, Irene Adrian, does not know my true heart, nor my relationship with God, any more than Pam Schuffert does. Like Pam, she can only speculate, and many times has reached false conclusions.
I also have some serious disagreements with my sister about "religion" and always have had. Therefore I do not discuss religion with my sister, because I refuse to argue about spiritual matters with anyone, for any reason.
If Irene has reached false conclusions about my spiritual life and then passed these on to Pam Schuffert, that is unfortunate, I can't control what she believes, nor would I want to. But Pam is very wrongful to PUBLICIZE private, confidential conversations she had with my sister Irene, or anyone else, about ME.
When I mentioned this to my sister, she told me that what she told Pam, was told IN CONFIDENCE, but that Pam violated that confidence. I have asked my sister, with all due respect NOT to discuss me again. But whether or not she does, is out of my control.]
PS: "I had spent much time (and money) ministering daily to Irene by phone, during a very difficult time in which Barbara and Jeff were attempting to go down to see her.
IN fact, I had also spent time on the phone with Barbara, praying for her safety and then wiring her $100 to help her situation. It was VERY dangerous for her to attempt to come down and see her sister Irene at that time. (Irene, also a former CIA mind control victim, lives next to CIA plants who monitor and harass and threaten Irene daily. She suffers to this day and needs YOUR PRAYERS.)"
[BH: There was more than an "attempt" by myself and Jeff. We DID go to Wilmington, NC to see Irene, with one purpose: To help her get out of the situation she was in, living next door to CIA satanists Ron and Mary Ann Cerra, who were abusing and torturing my sister on a daily basis.
My sister Irene was not at that time a "former victim" of CIA mind control. She was STILL UNDER MIND CONTROL, which was why she was UNABLE to help herself. Jeff and I did the best we could do and we did ALL we could do, at risk to our own lives.
My sister Irene was set up for a FALSE arrest by her CIA neighbors, the day before Jeff and I arrived. The best we could do was to get her out of that house and take her to a motel about thirty miles out of town. We could NOT stay nearby because we had NO MONEY for motel bills and no other place to stay.
Jeff and I spent ALL the money we had, doing ALL in our power, to help my sister. Jeff drove all the way from Colorado to pick me up and take me to North Carolina and served as my bodyguard.
Remember, this is the SAME man who was falsely accused of being a "CIA hit man" by some of the VERY people who claim to be "Christians" and in league with those such as Larry Lawson, whose many LIES about me Pam Schuffert has endorsed.
I subsequently became so ill from that nightmare trip that to this day I have not totally recovered. I also took the heat for EVERYTHING that happened and was driven even further into abject poverty, all because I was the ONLY person willing to step forward to defend my sister and to EXPOSE THE TRUTH about the atrocities these CIA scumbags committed against her.
Shame on Pam for attempting to misrepresent a situation, at my expense, which she obviously lacks any real understanding of.]
PS: "Barbara admitted to me by phone at that time that they were in danger of being killed. The fear and tension in her voice was EXTREME and it could be sensed immediately, and she fully admitted she was afraid for her life and Jeff's as well, and hence had to get out of Irene's area immediately. (This is something which she strangely DENIED in her recent post against me...BUT IT IS THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH, and I and Irene were both witness to it.)"
[BH: Again, PAM LIES. I never "admitted" ANY such things to Pam. Yes, Jeff and I knew our lives were in danger and we told Pam that. But we did NOT leave the area for that reason, nor did we "admit" any such thing to Pam Schuffert!
And no, Irene was NOT a "witness" to any such thing! Irene herself was hysterical and not able to think clearly the whole time that Jeff and I were with her. She was badly traumatized, and still under mind control. She was incapable of making her own decisions.
Jeff and I had a hard time even getting her to listen to anything we had to say, or to agree to leave that house, where she would have been IN MUCH WORSE danger. Jeff deserves more credit than anyone, as he was the ONLY person outside the family willing to offer any CONCRETE help.
We could NOT stay at the house, as we had originally planned. The perps had POISONED the water and there were CIA goons swarming all over the place. For us to stay there would have been not only foolhardy, but to sign our own death warrants!
They had intended to try to set up a false arrest for me and Jeff, along with my sister. Had that happened, mark my words, there would have been more than one death on that day. The only prudent choice we had was to GET MY SISTER OUT OF THAT HOUSE, which we did.
We could not take Irene with us to Colorado, because her German Shepherd was not able to travel with other people. The dog too, had been abused by the CIA neighbors and as a result was a "fear biter".
My sister did not understand WHY it would NOT have been possible for us to stay there at that house. I know that she blamed me and Jeff, because she believed we abandoned her.
Would she rather we had all died? To this day, after serious soul-searching and having discussed it endlessly with Jeff, I KNOW we did the right thing, the ONLY thing we could have done under the circumstances.
I am very sorry for all the horror my sister endured. But NONE OF IT was my fault.
It seems easy for Pam Schuffert to judge others, and impugn their motives. But SHE HERSELF did not show up to help us, though she was living not far away in the same state.
Pam Schuffert is a COWARD, that's why. She talks a good game, calls herself a "mighty warrior for Jesus Christ"...but when it comes down to actually DOING something, or sticking her neck out, forget it, she has proven herself to be full of hot air, not much else.
And I believe that my sister is alive today because Jeff and I DID listen to God and obeyed the orders we received, which was to GET HER OUT OF THAT HOUSE.]
PS: "I promised to spend much time in prayer for both Irene and Barbara and Jeff. However, as Irene and I spent hours on the phone praying together, Irene fully admitted to me her heartache and grief that her sister Barbara had NEVER turned her life fully over to Jesus Christ and submitted ot the Word of God. Irene continually found this a great source of frustration.
However, Irene has been a committed Christian, even traveling in music ministry, for many years now."
[BH: Again, Irene does not know what is in my heart, what is my personal relationship with God or Jesus Christ, nor anything about my spiritual life. She is entitled to her opinions, as is Pam Schuffert. But how DARE Pam judge me? SHE has NO PLACE attempting to usurp the authority of God, in judging the heart of another. In attempting to do so, she reveals herself to be as bad as CIA, who think they can usurp the power of God.]
PS: "BARBARA INVOLVED IN SATANIST ELEMENTS WHILE IN CIA
And while Barbara has been in total denial that she was ever involved in Satanism and related darkness while involved in the CIA, Irene admitted to me fully that both she and Barbara HAD been. Irene shared a little about this, but could not go into too much detail..it was too painful and too triggering. She also did not want to give much information over the phone, which was highly monitored at that time, she warned me."
[BH: HAS PAM SCHUFFERT LOST HER MIND?
Or maybe the question is, did she ever HAVE a mind? This is an outright, bald-faced LIE! I was never involved with any form of "Satanism" while in CIA nor after I broke out.
As for my sister, I have NO IDEA what she may have "admitted" to Pam Schuffert. But as God is my witness, speaking strictly for myself, I was NOT involved in any kind of "satanism". IF this is what she told Pam, she is mistaken. But since Pam has lied so many times, there is no way to know.
It should also be noted that my sister's background (despite that we were born into the same family) is VERY different from mine, as regards any training and involvement with CIA. I also saw very little of my sister, since I left home at the age of 16 and we were separated for many years, living in different states.
For example, I was never sexually nor "satanically" abused, not as a child, not in adulthood, not by CIA or anyone else.
On the other hand, I know that my sister WAS sexually abused as a child and utilized as a "sex slave" by CIA scum and their political cronies, including Nelson Rockefeller, Ted Kennedy and Dick Cheney, some of whom were Satanists.
But for Pam to make the leap that such things were part of MY experience, just because they happened to my sister, well, there is no excuse. There is NO basis in fact to Pam's false claims.
And let me make one other thing very clear. If ANYONE, at ANY time, had attempted to sexually molest me, I would have KILLED the perp in a heartbeat, IN SELF DEFENSE. Anyone who really knows me can tell you, I am the WRONG woman to mess with, especially in that way.
As for "satanism"? I have been protected by angels my entire life, which is why no satanists could get their grimy hands on me. Yes, they launched attacks on me spiritually, but I KNOW HOW TO FIGHT BACK, through the Grace of God and wearing the armor of God.]
PS: "A few years previously, I was visiting the home of my former webmaster, (RON GARON, webmaster to MRS. ALBERTO RIVERA) in fact, during the very time he had been setting up a website for Barbara and in communication with her.
When I informed him that people coming out of backgrounds such as Barbara's from the CIA are ALWAYS exposed to Satanism and occult darkness tied in with espionage training, within minutes he received a phone call WHILE I WAS THERE, from Barbara Hartwell, informing him bluntly that "I HAVE NEVER BEEN INVOLVED WITH SATANISM WHILE IN THE CIA!"
Red flags once again went up immediately! Was his phone being monitored by intelligence as he worked for Barbara? How ELSE would she have known what we were discussing? We didn't know...
But we both found it strange that she called him and said this, within minutes of our discussion! "
[BH: Once again, Pam Schuffert makes outrageous blanket statements, presuming to be THE AUTHORITY on things she clearly knows very little about. NO, it is NOT ALWAYS the case that anyone trained for espionage by CIA is subjected to satanism!
As far as my phone call? God tells me, in spirit, what people are saying about me. And God has never lied to me.
Pam Schuffert will pay a heavy price for her lies and for the damages she has done to me. She will be held accountable to ALMIGHTY GOD for bearing false witness against one of God's servants, namely Barbara Hartwell.]
PS: "And I find it even stranger, since her sister fully revealed to me that THEY HAD BEEN exposed to Satanism and the occult and participation!"
[BH: Once again, I don't KNOW what my sister "revealed" to Pam Schuffert. Perhaps my sister was involved in some form of satanism. I have not discussed this with her, so I do not know for sure. I do know that Irene was very badly abused, in ways worse by far than I was.
Perhaps my sister falsely believes I was involved in things which never happened, and then relayed these false beliefs to Pam Schuffert.
However, I have made it very clear, to anyone who has asked, INCLUDING MY SISTER; INCLUDING RON GARON and INCLUDING PAM SCHUFFERT, that I personally was NEVER INVOLVED IN SATANISM, in any way, shape or form. And it is sickening and disgusting to be falsely accused of such a thing.]
PS: "Stranger still, has been several reports by Christian writers, exposing the fact that Barbara IN HER OWN WRITINGS, refers to certain "gifts" that she possesses...of course left over from CIA programming days and totally tied in with the occult espionage tactics they are heavily involved with."
[BH: My "gifts of the spirit" were bestowed on me by GOD....NOT "training" by CIA. CIA merely exploited these spiritual gifts to use for their own ends. And I know others, among them Christians, who possess similar spiritual gifts, BESTOWED BY GOD.
I refuse to argue with the likes of Pam Schuffert, or for that matter with anyone, about these issues. Pam is ignorant and worse, arrogant in her ignorance.
If Pam REALLY knew God, she would realize that God DOES INDEED bestow such gifts of the spirit on certain of His people, to use for His glory. There is nothing "occult" or "satanic" about these gifts of the spirit, because they come from GOD. If a person ABUSES such gifts of the spirit, that is another story.
Just because SHE has not been blessed in this way does NOT mean anyone who has, is using these spiritual gifts in service to darkness.]
PS: "Satanism and the occult also plays a role in this as well, with demons providing such "gifts" even as former CIA Satanists such as ELAINE (whom I have worked with extensively in the past)admitted. In fact, more and more articles have come out about the CIA develping extensive occult techniques of OCCULT ESPIONAGE.
In Barbara's writings, she even defended these occult "gifts" indicating once again that SHE HAS NEVER RENOUNCED THIS DARKNESS NOR BEEN SET FREE FROM IT.
The whole point of questioning whether or not Barbara Hartwell has fully committed her life to Jesus Christ and been ministered to in the realms of DELIVERANCE from her dark background, is ESTABLISHING CREDIBILITY.
People who come OUT of such a CIA mind-control background of such intensity, are easily able to be ACCESSED by the CIA and their handlers once again, and then USED by the intelligence community to penetrate Christian/Patriot organizations, and for a myriad of purposes, including feeding naive listeners/readers deliberate MISINFORMATION and DISINFORMATION... even as Barbara has recently posted against me and MANY other people as well."
[BH: MORE LIES AND BLASPHEMY BY PAM SCHUFFERT. No, Pam, you have it ALL WRONG. YOU are the one bearing false witness against God's people and against God's REAL warriors.
YOU support and endorse the likes of Larry Lawson, a low-life LIAR and disinformer. Shame on you, Pam Schuffert!]
PS: "Friends, this is how it works. A person NOT under the Lordship of Jesus Christ and FULLY walking in the light of the Word of God, will have no problem LYING, DECEIVING, INFILTRATING and being used for Satan's many purposes in this dark hour. EVEN UNWITTINGLY.
And even well-meaning former CIA mind control victims, who THINK they have come out, BUT HAVE NOT BEEN SET FREE THROUGH THE POWER OF JESUS CHRIST and in submission to His Word, can easily be accessed by CIA handlers, set up, and used by the CIA/intelligence community ALL OVER AGAIN...EVEN unwillingly and unwittingly.
Rather than dissect her deliberate misinformation regarding me on her website, point by point (which I am fully capable of and have done privately in response to the many questions I have received over this) I have decided to focus on the CRUX OF THE MATTER as stated above. And frankly, I don't want to embarass her.
Realizing that Barbara needs to truly yield her life COMPLETELY to Jesus Christ and submit to the WORD OF GOD, I have spent much time in prayer and intercession for her and her entire family. I have much compassion for those that have undergone such a tortuous background with the CIA.
And for this reason, I am not angry about the post she made against me on her website recently...not at all. The love and compassion that God gave me for Barbara and her eternal soul has never changed, and never will.
Even last night, I dedicated a great deal of my time to praying for Barbara and for her forgiveness and full deliverance from her tortured past. HER SOUL IS OF UTMOST IMPORTANCE.
But as long as people with Barbara's type of CIA background keep retreating into denial over the truth, and refuse to fully surrender their lives to JESUS CHRIST and obtain deliverance and begin to walk a true walk of DISCIPLESHIP CHRISTIANITY, they will NEVER be fully set free or able to be fully trusted in anything they say or do.
Hidden motives and unsevered CIA ties will ALWAYS remain suspect, UNTIL such former CIA workers are completely set free. And APART from JESUS CHRIST, this is SIMPLY NOT POSSIBLE.
While I fully recognize that one of the greatest barriers standing in Barbara's way of fully committing her life to Jesus Christ, is the fact that as a former CIA operative, she is CERAINLY aware of the PLANNED NEW WORLD ORDER PERSECUTION of the Christians of our nation, or the coming AMERICAN HOLOCAUST.
EVERYONE working for the CIA is! But regardless, God's requirements for ETERNAL SALVATION remain: REPENT AND BELIEVE IN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST, and you shall be saved. CONFESS HIM BEFORE MEN. WALK IN THE LIGHT OF HIS WORD. And become willing to suffer persecution and death for His sake if needs be. THIS is ALL a part of BASIC CHRISTIAN DISCIPLESHIP 101, and it always will be. YOUR ETERNAL SALVATION IS WORTH IT ALL! I continue to love and pray for her. Please pray for Barbara Hartwell and her family.
[BH: Pam Schuffert is an outrageous LIAR, a PHONY and a DECEIVER, bearing false witness against me and many others.
She is, therefore, in service NOT to God, but to the devil. From my perception, and that of many others, she is severely mentally unbalanced and possessed by multitudes of demons.
I cannot fully express my disgust with this woman, so I won't even try. I have said all I have to say.
I would advise all those reading this that Pam Schuffert needs your prayers far more than I do, prayers for God to give her a love of the truth and for deliverance from demonic possession!
Only God knows WHO she is, WHAT she is and what is in her heart, and only God can judge her accordingly. God help her, no one else will.
December 21, 2003
Friday, December 29, 2006
From the Revolutionary Coalition Forum
STANLEY NOTE: A wonderful post Barbara Hartwell. I can only thank you from the bottom of my heart for the sentiment, the credibility, the message that was sorely needed for this forum. I am going to post this to the Scoop as well.
This was absolutely incredible writing. I hope that the forum will take it to heart. Each new member brings something more to the table. This was right on the money. May we all be like Barbara Hartwell in our efforts to unite. Check out the last three lines of her signature block. Definitely, RIGHT ON THE MONEY.
By the way, Barbara Hartwell has taken a beating on the internet from some of the scumbags that I have taken heat from as well. Good enough reason to welcome Barbara Hartwell with open arms. When one gets attacked for standing up for America, the Constitution, you know that we are doing something right. We must continue...
LIVE FREE or Die!
Liberty or Death, Don't Tread on Me
I only joined the Revolutionary Coalition recently and from reading many of the messages on this forum, it seems to me that there are more arguments about minutiae, secondary issues and personal opinions than information which would be useful in the cause of uniting.
Over and over, I have seen that Rick has to reiterate the purpose of the coalition. As I told Rick when he invited me to join, most of my frustration over the years has come from having to battle the government for the most part alone, because I could never find a group of people who were actually working for the same goal:
DEFENDING INDIVIDUAL RIGHTS, NATURAL RIGHTS BESTOWED BY GOD, AND GUARANTEED UNDER THE CONSTITUTION OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA .
There you have it, the hard line. As I also told Rick, most people I've encountered are not hard-core enough for my blood.
INDIVIDUAL RIGHTS are what real liberty is all about, because these rights come directly from God on High, not from government.
It is a very simple concept, and yet many fail to grasp it. For any true defender of Liberty, it is so much more than just a "concept", it is a mandate written upon the heart. For those who understand this, in their hearts, no explanation is necessary. For those who don't, no explanation is possible.
Sure, most of the groups I've interacted with would claim they were working toward the same goal as I, but their actions told a different story.
The problem, as I see it, is that most people are willing to compromise this very basic principle, in one way or another; they are willing to "go along to get along"....with whatever. Even if that means sacrificing, here and there, some of what God has given them as a birthright.
Some have another agenda which supersedes this basic principle and which they allow to derail them. But failing --first and foremost-- to defend INDIVIDUAL rights, we have already lost the battle, united, in any part of the cause, or not. Yet without uniting, for this most important of causes, we stand little chance of succeeding in effectively defending individual rights.
In my case, the open "guerilla warfare" with various government agencies, including CIA, FBI, DARPA and others, has been going on since 1994 when I broke out of CIA's black ops (Psychological Operations) became a government whistleblower and took a public stand against the crimes and corruption, the massive violations of human rights which I personally witnessed and experienced while being utilized by CIA as an intelligence agent, under Non-Official Cover, an between 1969-1994.
But even during the years I was inside, I was continually at war with them for their many violations of my rights, and if not for that, along with the much more important Grace of God, I could never have broken free.
I, like many people here, have a "problem with authority". Especially, ungodly, unconstitutional "authority". Thank God we have this "problem", or we wouldn't be here.
Because I come from an intergenerational OSS/CIA/Military Intel family (on both sides) most of my family relationships were destroyed because my relatives (some of whom are still employed by and/or aligned with them) sided with the government as opposed to throwing off the shackles and taking the side of defending Liberty.
Trying to find backup, and really wanting to unite with other genuine defenders of Liberty and the U.S. Constitution, I finally joined the John Birch Society in 2003, after many years of attempts to recruit me by associates who were members.
Which didn't work out for various reasons, foremost among them that the JBS operates mostly through "education", though they claim that their main focus is activism. I for one, have not seen such activism, at least not in the local chapter here in Maine.
There's certainly nothing wrong with educating people, it is necessary; and my purpose is not to malign the JBS, there are a lot of good people, sincere patriots, involved. I know many, from all around the country. But I have found that "education" does not motivate people to TAKE ACTION to defend their Constitutional rights, nor to actually STAND UP, ONE BY ONE against tyrants in government or unconstitutional legislation, especially that being dumped into the system since 9-11-01.
Witness the treasonous Patriot Acts and the fascist behemoth, Department of Homeland Security. How many people do you know who have actually confronted them directly? Not many, I'd venture to say. Probably more exceptions in this group, as I learned from reading some of the posts.
Like many people here, most of my time is already taken up with my own efforts to do what is in my power to fight this utterly corrupt government and defend my own liberty. I also devote what time I can to disseminating educational materials; but networking is not my strong suit, never has been.
I'm not an organizer, either. That's why I'm thankful for people like Rick Stanley, who has some of the talents I lack. I believe that God has given each of us our own special gifts, to be used in the service of defending Liberty. If we are able to unite in that cause, each person's gifts can be used more effectively.
Still, having given it some thought, what I am willing and able to do is devote more time to distributing information, specifically about the Revolutionary Coalition, to every person with whom I come in contact.
What I have found, going back many years, is that there are people, all over the country, who feel the way I do, the way all of us here do, regarding the Police State takeover. In the years before 9-11, I called it "the encroaching Police State".
I tried to warn people that it would soon be a lockdown if they did not take action to stop it. Now, it's a de facto Police State. Why? Because too many people were apathetic and refused to believe "it could happen here".
My own son used to tell me that he was tired of being asked to support what he called my "one-woman crusade against the government." But over the years, as my "predictions" about the escalating outrages by Big Government came to pass, he has witnessed (and experienced) far too many violations to argue against my activism or the stand I have taken.
Still, there are people of all ages and from all walks of life, who are outraged, mad as hell about this country going to hell in a handbasket, but don't know what they can actually DO to change things.
They are tired of the liars, cowards, thugs, criminals and traitors who run our government. And most of these folks have not been in a position (not yet anyway) to be subjected to some of the outrageous injustices which people like Rick Stanley, myself (and I'm sure many others in this coalition) have been targeted for.
Outrages such as illegal phone taps; surveillance vans; bugs; stalking by government goons; SWAT teams; illegal confiscation of weapons; illegal search and seizure; set ups for false arrests; "black bag jobs"; harassment by helicopter and even military fighter jets at rooftop level....and on and on.
I've also been targeted by the same government-sponsored COINTELPRO-style operations, which Rick mentioned in a few of his posts here. False patriots who are organized in a network (and used by the government) for the specific purpose of harassing sincere patriots, people standing up for America and defending the Constitution.
I call these minions of Satan (for that is what they are) "time wasters". Anyone interested in finding out more about the COINTELPRO ops and their minions may read my OPEN LETTER TO CONSTITUTIONAL ACTIVIST RICK STANLEY, posted on the Stanley Scoop, Yahoo group.
One thing which I think would be helpful, in motivating people to get involved, to UNITE for this cause, would be a simple basic list of networking projects for activism. Something that would fit on one page, comprehensive and concise, which could be distributed in hardcopy, like a flyer.
It could also be posted on the Internet and forwarded by e-mail. I have found that having something concrete (printed out in hardcopy) helps people to focus, to be more specific about their goals and the steps needed to work toward them. Everyone who cares enough, can do SOMETHING. If this sounds like spoon-feeding, maybe it is, but it's better than nothing.
And lastly, just a few things which I have found effective, despite being the lone gun I am.
1) I have a Liberty or Death, Don't Tread on Me flag, flying on my front porch. Actually, I have two flags, one on my upper porch as well. Since my house is on a major thoroughfare, in a beach community where cars pass by and people walk, many, many people see it.
They talk about it too. I've overheard the conversations, as people walk by. Some have stopped to say hi to me, or friends and family, sitting out on the porch. I'm always willing to discuss what the flag means.
2) Whenever I go out to a public place, I engage people in conversations about the Constitution. This could be after a church service, in a restaurant, walking on the beach or even in line at the supermarket.
If I'm with a friend or family member, sometimes I'll just announce, loud enough to be overheard: "When the people fear the government, there is tyranny. When the government fears the people, there is liberty"....Stuff like that.
It's amazing how people respond. Some laugh or look at me like I'm a nutcase, but more often, I can see from the look on their faces that they agree. If nothing else, it brings the issue to light and gets them thinking about it.
3) Whenever I am confronted with a violation of my Constitutional rights, however small, I make a big deal about it.
Example: I was at the Western Union, picking up some money which was wired to me. The lady at the counter (The WU is at my local supermarket) asked me to fill out a form. The form asked for my street address. I explained that I was not going to give my street address, as that would be a violation of my privacy.
The clerk told me it was "required by Homeland Security". I said, "Screw Homeland Security! I don't answer to them, I just want my money. And I'm not leaving here until I get it."
I said it as loudly as I could without shouting. The lady actually laughed and said she agreed with me. I then started a conversation with a few people on the line about violations of Constitutional rights and gave them some literature I carry around for occasions just such as this.
In one instance, while out in Denver Colorado, I went to a Western Union, also in a supermarket. In this case, I could not believe my ears when the man asked me for a THUMBPRINT.
I said, "Are you out of your mind?" The guy told me, "It's the law. You can't get your money without it".
I told him he was dead wrong, that it certainly is NOT "the law" and that I would get my money. Without it. Right here. Right Now.
I told him I needed to speak to the manager. I gave him hell and told him that he had better have a talk with this employee, as he was attempting to violate the Constitutional rights of the customers and would be held accountable for it. The manager apologized to me and admitted I was right. I got my money and there's a clerk out in Colorado who (hopefully) learned a lesson.
But anyway, I've ranted on long enough. Except to say that if somebody wants to come up with a list of activist projects for networking for the specific purpose of UNITING to defend the Constitution, I'd be happy to distribute it far and wide.
Since leaving the JBS, I don't know anyone in my area to "network" with, but would like to meet some serious no-nonsense defenders of the Constitution for that purpose. I'm sure there must be a few here. This is "Maine, The Way Life Should Be".
Thanks for listening and God Bless,
Believer in the Gospel of Jesus Christ
Defender of the U.S. Constitution
Enemy of the New World Order Police State
Thursday, December 28, 2006
On Friday, June 2, my good friend Geral Sosbee received the following message (below) from a person calling herself Christina Cook.
Her spelling and syntax are atrocious, but when a person shows herself to be as ignorant as this one, I suppose that is to be expected.
Personally, I don't have a public e-mail address and after reading this silly little tirade, maybe you'll understand my reasons. If it's one thing that makes my blood boil, it's a meddlesome fool who feels the need to launch personal attacks while bypassing the larger issues.
I've certainly been targeted for many such ad hominem attacks over the years and normally, I don't bother responding to these small-minded scandal mongers. They're a-dime-a-dozen and tiresome as hell.
But I decided to make an exception for Ms. Cook. Every once in a while, in service to the truth, I like to make an example of one of these morons in the hope of nipping others in the bud.
[My comments are in brackets, preceded by my initials, BH.]
Christina Cook's letter to ex-FBI agent Geral Sosbee:
"While i believe the things you are saying are true & i have met people who have suffered a lot of ridicule, hurt, damage to their life & reputations, much, loss etc.,because of the telling of the Truth, truthfully i have a very, very, very, very hard time with Hartwells version. i acknowledge that she is pure genius the way she writes BUT and it is a big BUT.....
She seems to me to be without concious in the way she wields the poison pen toward others which is slanderous to people who are trying to expose the evil that is going on as well but it appears to me she attacks everyone & isolates herself from anyone who might want to help her. It is positively hateful the way her version of things is being spewed out. It makes you wonder if people want to destroy her just because she is so hatefull."
[BH: Ms. Cook says I am "without concious" . Did she mean to say "conscience"? I think it's likely this woman missed the boat in second grade. Be that as it may, how in hell does she come to these totally unwarranted conclusions? Evidently, Ms. Cook is not only a busybody, but also an amateur psychoanalyst.
How could she possibly think she knows who "might want to help" me? Maybe I don't want their "help", whomever they are. And it's my business whom I choose to associate with. As it happens, I am a recluse by my own choice. I choose my friends and professional associates carefully. She does not know me nor anything about me and apparently gleans her misinformation from reading the libelous trash fabricated by my enemies.
As for being "hatefull" (hateful), exposing crimes and corruption is a dirty job, but someone's got to do it . I have zero tolerance for liars of any stripe. If that makes me hateful, according to Ms. Cook, then so be it, she's entitled to her opinion. As my father used to say, There's no substitute for stupidity.
Next item: As for why certain people want to destroy me, there is nothing new under the sun. Evil-doers always want to destroy those who expose their evil. It's a given and that's just the way the world works. Psychology 101. It might behoove Ms. Cook to learn to distinguish good from evil, right from wrong, hate from righteous outrage.]
"It almost seems like she has read every single document on every expose on evil out there and made it her story. Her own book she has written in her mind and it sounds credible except for the hate spewing against those trying to truly expose the real evil as well. She should be on the same team. It appears you are the only friend she has. It makes one wonder what the hold is on you that she has. If you have a "wife" relationship with her that would explain the hold. Your too close to see the truth."
[BH: Well, in my case, for the most part, I did not need to read documents or the work of other expositors to learn about the vast range of evils which are destroying this country. Unfortunately for me, the evil I've witnessed and been subjected to comes from firsthand experience, not parroting the reports written by others, as is clearly the case with Ms. Cook.
I do not enjoy talking about it, or even thinking about it. But it is my duty as a Christian and as a defender of liberty to expose what I know. I call a spade a spade. My reports are based on facts. I do my own investigations and research.
What's more, I do not coddle evil-doers, criminals or liars. Why should I? My agenda involves exposing them for what they are and putting them out of business so they can't hurt anyone else --especially the innocent (such as children) who can't protect themselves.
As for the individuals named in my reports, without exception, they were the aggressors, who attacked me without provocation. They drew first blood, not I. They got what was coming to them and I have no regrets about exposing the truth.
Furthermore, I've got a serious problem with tyranny, corruption, terrorism, war crimes and the like. So sue me. Quite a few of the criminals in government and their cronies and minions have already threatened to do so.
Some have even threatened my life. Just another day in the Police State of America. And I'm far from the only one receiving such threats. Just standing up against these government rat bastards is enough to qualify anyone as an enemy of the state. In my book, it's a badge of honor.
As for being "on the same team" with those (she does not name them, but it's not hard to figure out to whom she refers) she claims are "truly exposing evil", no thanks.
Firstly, I am not a team player. Secondly, even if I were, I certainly would not team up with provocateurs, liars, con men, shakedown artists, drugs-for-arms dealers, psychopaths, thugs, porno-mongers, blackmailers or any other type of criminal.
Let Ms. Cook join their team, if that is what she feels compelled to do. Most likely, she already has, as her letter to Geral Sosbee strongly suggests.
Like so many others, among the masses of asses, Ms. Cook really needs to learn to mind her own business and leave me to tend to mine.
Just because I have gone public as a whistleblower on government corruption does not mean that my personal life is an open book; and I surely don't appreciate gossips of this woman's ilk speculating about it.
And I'm sure Geral Sosbee would greatly appreciate it too, if she took her idiotic unsolicited advice elsewhere. As he is under attack on a daily basis from criminals in government trying to destroy him, I'm sure he has more important concerns on his mind.
But I will say this: For Ms. Cook's edification, Geral Sosbee is my friend, as well as my professional colleague. We have been working together, fighting the battle for liberty for over five (5) years. Before we knew each other, we were each engaged in the same efforts for many years.
We seek justice. I guess that is a concept which Ms. Cook finds it difficult to comprehend.
And just because Geral and I stand in agreement about the issues we are exposing (crime and corruption in government, including FBI and CIA) does not mean I have any "hold" over him. Her innuendo that I wield some Svengali-like power is pure foolishness. And no, I am not his "wife" or any facsimile thereof, contrary to the erroneous speculations presented by Ms. Cook.]
"If i hadn't had personel experiece with someone similar to her, she would pass me by like a speeding bullet & i would never see her error for what it is.
Ms. Harwell sounds just like a friend of mines wife. I tried to warn him about her 'mudslinging contests ' and her superlatively serpentine highly intelligent (GENIUS even) of her "the usual" 'song & dance numbers' but they were, his favorite lies, (i.e. me & you against the world babe, etc.,.... )
My friend-long story short- was lied against, a restraining order given & during that time the woman sold the house & disappeared. So much for me & you babe against the world....
Don't isolate that very people who are in the same boat you are in and are trying to expose the evil that is going on in America and around the world."
[BH: Now, Ms. Cook feels qualified to cite the "error" of Barbara Hartwell, a person she does not know. A person she knows nothing about. What she thinks she knows has apparently come through the grapevine from her cohorts, the provocateurs and criminals whom she believes are "exposing evil".
Further, she compares me to some woman she once knew who ripped off her husband and flew the coop. Golly gee, I'm sorry to disappoint her, but there is no such parallel from my life, never has been, never will be.
Since she has taken it upon herself to attack me and by extension, my friend Geral Sosbee, here is a list of suggestions to the presumptuous and moronic Christina Cook:
Learn to respect the privacy and personal boundaries of others. In other words, mind your own business.
Try discussing the real ISSUES for a change; that is, if your pea-sized brain can accommodate and process any more than petty gossip about people you do not know.
Instead of attacking the messenger, look for the real perpetrators of "hateful" behavior. Then, if you truly have concern (unlikely) become active in working to stop it. Stop gossiping and DO SOMETHING.
Do some research to ascertain the facts before shooting off your mouth. By blathering on about people and subjects you know nothing about, you only expose yourself as a fool and show the world who is pulling your strings: the very people you claim are "exposing the evil" or are "in the same boat." Speaking for myself, I'd jump ship if I found myself in such despicable company.
Shut off that boob tube. Watching too many soap operas can fry your brain. (Maybe that's where your silly plot lines come from?)
Get a basic education. Take some courses, especially in history, psychology, philosophy and English. Maybe then people might take you seriously when you write your hate mail. You sound like an undergraduate high school student, not yet wise in the ways of the world. If that's what you are, there may be hope, but only time will tell. On the other hand, maybe you're just a bored housewife looking for some excitement. Who knows? Who cares?
Find a new set of friends and team mates. Since you clearly don't think for yourself, the ones you're hanging with now are guaranteed to keep you from ever seeing the light.
Stop assuming you know about issues in the private lives of others. You apparently have time on your hands. Use it to straighten out your own problems, the worst of which seems to be some serious psychopathology. Get some therapy, before it's too late.
It is people like you, Ms. Cook, whose ignorance and sheer stupidity are contributing to the downfall of this country.
I've run across dozens and dozens like you and they all spout off the same party-line, accusing anyone who works to expose crime and corruption of being "hateful". They all attack the messenger, yet refuse to learn the facts behind the message.
Meanwhile, get lost, Ms. Cook, and leave me and my colleagues alone.
June 7, 2006
NOTE, December 28, 2006: Needless to say, I was not in a hopeful frame of mind when I wrote this rant. My faith had worn thin, which happens from time to time. It was written at a time when it looked as if all was lost, and I just could not take anymore.
Since that time I have managed to change my viewpoint, and have attained more peace of mind, at least in a spiritual sense, and that is what counts most, at least for me. God has blessed me again and again; and delivered me from my oppressors, and even if I don't have reliable people in my life, my lapses of faith have become (mostly) a thing of the past.
Nonetheless, this report consists of factual information, and if nothing else, shows some of the extreme abuses perpetrated by rat bastards from the U.S. Government.
When I first put this site up, several people told me they thought I should "soften" my approach. They said I should REMOVE the words Government Rat Bastards from the front page of my site.
They feared I would not receive contributions from readers, because I would be considered "too extreme".
My answer? The HELL with those who have their heads in the sand! If they can't see these RAT BASTARDS for what they are, I don't want their money. I'm not in the business of pleasing people, my business is to fight for Liberty and to see Justice done!
But interestingly enough, shortly after I put the site up, I made a flyer, Barbara Hartwell vs. CIA, which described the contents (as on the front page summary) and which I handed out to everyone I know. Business owners; shop keepers, gas stations, neighbors, etc. etc.
In EVERY case, these people read the flyer and said, YES, THEY ARE RAT BASTARDS!
And these folks had fire in their eyes when they said it.
And they passed my flyers on to others. Because the truth is, most people DO KNOW (even if only intuitively, in their hearts) that there is something very wrong with the government in our country.
Most have not had my experiences, which are certainly not those of the "average person" --but the "average person", in my opinion, does not exist. God created only unique individuals, not "average people". And many of them have the discernment to see the truth. Maybe they just need a little help in waking up to that truth.
And so, money or no money, donations or no donations, I will continue to EXPOSE these Government Rat Bastards until God sends the chariot to take me home!
SHOW. ME. THE. MONEY.
It is with some degree of regret that I have had to make a decision I was hoping I would not have to make. But given my current circumstances, which are now worse by far than at any time since 1994, when I disengaged myself from CIA's black operations and broke the last hold of the mind control programming, I have little choice in the matter.
That is, unless I want to sacrifice myself totally in order to continue doing the work I do. And I refuse to sacrifice myself any longer just so that others may benefit from what I have to offer, when I myself am just NOT receiving the help and support I need. Not by a long shot.
If you have been a regular reader of my articles and reports for some years, you will have heard some of what I am going to say before. If so, please forgive what you may see as redundancy or worse, the same old sob story. Or just stop reading right now, since you may not hear much of anything that's new.
The brutal truth is, I have reached the absolute limits of my endurance at having to live in abject poverty; working long hours seven days a week, without being able to earn the most basic living for my efforts; suffering from physical disabilities and chronic illness for which I have not been able to afford medical or even 'natural' health care; and living under the constant anxiety of losing the very roof over my head.
I'm ill, exhausted to the bone, and flat broke. Enough already!
For the past four months I have suffered from acute and serious illness, which worst of all, has affected my eyes, putting me at risk of losing the vision in the one 'good' eye I have, and even for that eye I need very strong corrective lenses, as I have for both eyes since childhood.
I lost the vision in my right eye in 1986, after I suffered severe head trauma from an 'arranged' car crash. The date was October 13, 1986, a date that has had ominous significance throughout my life, as many strange (and always dreadful) events have occured on that date.
Coincidentally, my Knights Templar ancestor, Jacques de Molay, found that date of significance as well. I believe in Fate, Predestination and Kismet...what else can I say? Of course, I believe in free will too, bestowed by God. And though it can't be apprehended by logic or reasoning, there is no contradiction whatsoever between Fate and Free Will....something one can only know in spirit and in the deepest recesses of the heart.
I guess somebody decided I was supposed to die in that crash, but evidently God had other ideas for me, as I survived through Divine Intervention.
I was driving alone, on a lonely country road, when suddenly my car went out of control for no apparent reason. I let go of the wheel and prayed for help. Somebody, out there in the spirit world, heard me. (Likely the angels, who have been with me all my life and performed miraculous rescue missions many times in the past.)
The car came to a stop by jamming itself between two metal posts which made a convenient break in the guard rail. It was the ONLY break in the guard rail, on the edge of a rocky cliff. Far below, at the end of the rocky embankment, was a reservoir. The car fit perfectly between the two posts and stopped me from going over the edge of the cliff.
The seat belt on the driver's side was broken, so I was thrown hard from one side of the car to the other, striking my head three times. I was in shock and trauma and wandered the road side for a long time before a passing motorist stopped to help me and called the police.
I was taken to a hospital by ambulance. The idiots at the hospital gave me a neck brace and released me. Apparently, they didn't realize that I had a severe concussion; temporary amnesia and that my vision was blurred in the right eye.
Perhaps because they saw no blood, and because I was trained by CIA to always keep control of a situation; a stiff upper lip; never to show my feelings and to keep things close to the vest, they thought everything was just fine and dandy. (As you might imagine, I'm a great poker player.)
A few days later, I was readmitted to the same idiot hospital, when the symptoms became severe and I realized that I could no longer see out of my right eye. I was given all sorts of tests, but not one of the idiot doctors, not even the neurologists, could explain the loss of my vision. I later realized that the loss of vision was caused by a government implant which had jammed into my optic nerve on the impact to my head.
Naturally, I was not able to file a lawsuit for damages, nor to get the continuing medical attention I needed. I was left with a permanent loss of vision in my right eye, where now there is only a mass of scar tissue behind the eye, along with an atrophied optic nerve. That little 'accident' should have set me up financially for life, if nothing else. Instead, I was left with permanent damage for which no help was available. The story of my life.
My attorney (who also happened to be my boyfriend at the time) naturally, worked for CIA. I refused to marry him and then all hell broke loose...That about sums it up...betrayed, as usual, by the unscrupulous bastards whom I was led to believe I could trust. But that's another story....
Getting back to the present day, 17 years later......
In addition to the chronic illness there is the political persecution, the ongoing and escalating slander and libel campaigns by malicious adversaries, the corupt government officials and their minions and dupes, in attempts to discredit me; and the dearth of support and financial donations.
There you have it: A formula for a final and irrevocable disaster. I'm long past running on fumes, I'm running on empty. It's time for me to get off this train.....
Every week I receive hundreds of e-mail messages from people asking for information; professional advice; beseeching me to investigate their cases; asking me to publish their material on my website or on others for which I have posting privileges.....and on and on it goes. I also receive thick dossiers and long letters by post, in which people tell me the stories of their lives, along with lists of questions which they apparently expect me to answer, post haste.
I don't have time to even READ most of this mail, much less answer it. And then I'm expected to be an UNPAID consultant to boot? Where in hell would I find the time, much less the energy?
Most of these folks have never offered any financial support, not even a small donation, for my work, even those whom I have been able and willing to help. Despite the lack of remuneration, I have continued for years to work cases and provide consulting services on a selective basis and always pro bono.
I am trained as a journalist in both print and electronic media; a Jungian analyst; a Transpersonal psychotherapist; a hypnotherapist; a forensic investigator; and have studied enough law to be competent in working legal cases, though I don't have a license to practice law. I have a Doctorate of Divinity degree from seminary school, and was ordained and licensed as a minister, specializing in pastoral counseling, in 1979. I am also trained in Psychological Operations, specifically my area of expertise is creating psychological profiles and debriefing military and intelligence personnel.
Talk about being overqualified......
And yet, for many years, I have been unable to earn the most basic living using these professional skills, simply because the perpetrators have arranged things to make sure I was isolated, alienated and deprived, the classic Psychological Operation for neutralizing a target.
For many years, I have also been writing and publishing material from my own research and based on my personal experience and professional expertise, which I felt could be helpful, enlightening or informative for the general public. And never have I been paid a penny for my work.
To add insult to injury, I have had videotapes of my lectures and TV interviews pirated and sold all over the Internet. Again, I have never been paid a penny by those who have exploited my hard work. And these scavengers continue to violate copyrights merrily along the way, while raking in the cash.
Up to this time, I have just barely scraped by on a combination of financial donations (few and far between) from supporters and what I can only call charity from family and friends. There's nothing wrong with charity in and of itself, but I'm literally sick and tired from being a 'charity case' instead of simply BEING PAID for my work. Quid pro quo, and all that good stuff.
The way I see it, if people find my work valuable, they will just have to be willing to pay me for it. If not, they'll have no problem doing without anything I have to offer.
Some people may be wondering how I earned a living in the past. For my entire adult life, I have been 'self employed', at least when I wasn't doing contract work for CIA under various fronts and cut outs as an 'independent contractor'.
In a nutshell, I offered various professional services to private clients and corporations, for which I was well paid. But once I broke out, as part of the neutralization campaign directed against me, I was blacklisted from every professional field in which I could have earned a living.
Due to disabilities which are a direct result of many years of abuses in the black operations, and let's not forget those 'arranged' car crashes, the latest of which happened in October 1998, I am simply not capable of working any 'regular' job with regular hours.
Naturally, the perpetrators have arranged things so that I am not eligible for any disability benefits, despite the fact that THEY are responsible for those disabilities. I am also NOT eligible for any pension plan, and not even social security benefits, as I have no employment history. How convenient for the perps.
One of the worst things I have experienced is that some of those people who claimed to be 'supporters' and 'friends' have had a sub rosa agenda regarding me. Being the straightest of straight arrows, I have always made it very clear that I will not accept financial donations if there are ANY strings attached. In other words, if people want to give me money, it must be understood that this does not 'buy' them any of my time; nor my cooperation in matters of importance to them; nor does it make me beholden to them in any way.
I explain that if they make a donation, it should be of their own free choice, simply because, for whatever reason, they have decided my work is valuable and/or that my survival is worth contributing to. Period. End of story.
And yet, many people seem to think that I owe them something for their contributions or other forms of assistance. Some offer unsolicited advice, which I neither want nor need, and become angry with me when I ignore it or refuse to follow their advice.
Some have attempted to meddle in my personal or professional affairs. Some, who seem to have some sort of savior complex, think it is their duty to 'rescue' me.
Most of these 'rescuers' have been men. And it usually turns out that these guys have some sort of romantic fantasy as regards me. It becomes clear that their REAL reason for wanting to offer 'help' is based not on REAL concern or the 'love' they profess for me as a person, but on the (mistaken) idea that I may be willing to become a girlfriend or wife, once I recognize how 'wonderful' these men are, and how much they 'care' for me.
Oddly enough, once I set them straight, that their romantic interest or 'love' is unrequited, and that romance is the last thing on my mind, they tend to just disappear. Suddenly, there are no more financial contributions, nor offers of other assistance. In fact, from all appearances, it seems not to matter to them if I live or die. Oh well...in any case, these are the type of 'friends' I can definitely live without!
I have never understood why so many people simply don't listen, and worse, why they just can't seem to mind their own business. But I do not allow anyone to violate my spiritual integrity; and I refuse to have dealings with people who do not respect my personal boundaries.
And so, based on these recurring negative experiences with so called 'supporters' and 'friends', I have grown somewhat cynical, to say the least.
This is not to minimize the help I have received over the years in terms of financial contributions and other forms of assistance, from many good people, who in fact had NO agenda regarding me. I am truly very grateful and appreciative of their support. It's just that these people are few and far between, and that I cannot RELY on these sorts of sporadic donations to pay the bills.
There have also been some people who promised or offered continuing financial support, which I was led to believe I could rely on; but which for one reason or another never materialized.
But the bottom line is this: I have decided that I will no longer be an unpaid worker. I am simply no longer willing, nor able, to continue working for nothing, struggling for basic survival, while having no life of my own.
Certainly, I will still welcome and be grateful for contributions. If I happen to get enough contributions from supporters to continue writing and posting material on the Internet, and to maintain my website I will be happy to 'keep up the good work' as so many people have encouraged me to do.
If I do not receive enough donations, then I will use all my time (assuming I have figured out a way to recover my health and survive) writing material for publication and working cases FOR WHICH I WILL BE PAID. Quid pro quo.
Just like the good old days, working for CIA. True, they exploited me, but at least I was able to PAY THE BILLS and put food on the table for myself and my family.
In those days, I actually took vacations. Imagine that. I have to imagine it, I haven't had a vaction in over ten years. I even had husbands and boyfriends...all relationships arranged by CIA....but damn it, at least I had a 'life' which is more than I can say for 'life' out in the cold, where I have been living for too many years.
No, I'm not 'coming in from the cold' to go back to work for 'them', which is what my detractors have been accusing me of for years. I'm simply determined to be paid for my talent, my expertise and my hard work and to 'get a life' .
Maybe I'll take a vacation. Maybe I'll find myself a husband, a man of my OWN choosing, not hand-picked by the stupid CIA bastards. Maybe --mother of all miracles- I'll actually fall in love with someone who's not a spook; a government plant; a religious zealot; a gangster; or a macho-minded moron.
The way I see it, where there's life, there's hope. But before there can be life, somebody will have to SHOW. ME. THE. MONEY.
February 20, 2003