NOTE: I have divided this report into two parts as it is lengthy. Please read PART 1 before continuing. PART 2 is not meant to stand alone.
In the context of setting the record straight regarding my Christian faith, here is an overview. I have been accused of being a “right wing fundamentalist”, a “religious zealot”, a “fundamentalist fanatical religious freak”, a “Christian right wing anti-government extremist”, a “Christian bigot”...and so on...
website has been blocked/censored (as in ACCESS DENIED) from a number
of public places, including libraries and schools, for the purported
offense of “hate” and “racism”. Nothing could be further from
the truth! I have a proven track record that I have always exposed
and denounced any kind of bigotry. I advocate EQUAL RIGHTS and EQUAL
JUSTICE for one and all. But according to the leftist morons who
would censor me, that is not enough. No, they want “special rights”
and “social justice” for certain groups, so in fact they are the
real bigots, racists and haters.
off, it should be clear that these accusations have been made by
people who hate Christians, and all that the Christian faith stands
for. Without exception, they came from Luciferian leftists, Marxists,
New Age nincompoops (such as those who speak such gobbledygook as
“connecting with Source”, an ambiguous, nebulous term which
negates the reality of God as Spirit, Lord of Hosts, Creator of
Heaven and earth), secular humanists, atheists, and satanists.
is a loaded word. Evolution, for example, never more than an unproven
theory (and a bad one at that), has been established as a religion.
Whereas, true Christianity is a faith; it is a personal relationship
with God, with our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Faith comes by
hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. We are saved by grace,
is another loaded word. I do not consider myself a fundamentalist,
for the simple reason that I do not adhere to any number of beliefs
promoted by those calling themselves by this label. I have found many
of these people to be self-righteous, holier-than-thou, domineering,
male supremacist/misogynistic, legalistic, and bound more to the
conventions and doctrines of men, than to the actual love and
reverence for God. I have no interest in engaging in arguments with
these people, about scripture, or dogma, or doctrines, or anything
else. They are free to believe what they will and I don't attempt to
force my views on anyone, as these “fundamentalists” often do.
Avoiding them solves the problem for me.
a Christian life is a moral and spiritual imperative to me. I do not
limit myself to any particular form of religious orthodoxy, though I
have attended churches of various denominations (on and off)
throughout my life. I don't need to go to church to practice my
faith; I can do that anywhere I happen to be, though I do enjoy
corporate worship and fellowship, as long as I find nothing
objectionable which I cannot in good conscience support. Sadly, I
have found quite a number of churches and Christian groups to fall
into this category.
was first baptized in the Eastern Orthodox church. I have been
trained in seminaries, specializing in pastoral counseling. I also
had private formal instruction in other religious systems (including
by Jesuits, Sufis and Buddhists). I wanted to find the truth, and for
me that meant investigating these systems (and more), to find out
what they believe, and why.
on both experience and revelation by the Holy Spirit, I have found
that most systems are a form of cultural indoctrination, the
doctrines of men. There is no substitute for the Gospel of Jesus
Christ, in all its simplicity, while grounded in sound doctrine.
was ordained in 1979 (D.Div.) as a minister of the Gospel of Jesus
Christ. I do not use any titles awarded to me, as I seek no
acknowledgment of the World. I had no calling to be a pastor and have
not served as such. This is an important distinction; serving as a
pastor is only one form of Christian ministry.
the years I have served in the ministries of different churches and
have been a member of several for a time. Mostly I have served in
ministry outside of churches per se, especially in counseling,
particularly of intelligence/military personnel and survivors of
was an instructor at various educational institutes, at some of which
I was the only Christian on staff, or brought in as a guest lecturer,
but that was where God placed me. I developed and led a seminar
called Prayer: The Greatest Power in the Universe, which was my
enjoy going to church, including the fellowship. I always love the
people, as my brothers and sisters in Christ. Unfortunately, I have
seen so many churches which embrace worldly values, promoting the
doctrines of men, and in some cases, the doctrines of devils. So many
churches have been infiltrated by New Age and secular humanist
is not a “cafeteria”, not an “a la carte” faith. Those who
think they can pick and choose, mix in all kinds of non-Christian
ideologies, to suit their subjective opinions and worldview, or to
hedge their bets, in the misguided belief that there are “other
ways” than Jesus Christ, the Way, the Truth and the Life, are not
Christians, no matter their claims. You cannot serve two masters. Let
the redeemed of the Lord say so.
have had a particular history with the Episcopal Church (in part due
to family connections), and was confirmed in Christ by an Episcopal
Bishop, though I was not ordained in that denomination.
Traditionally, the Episcopal church embraced “conservative”
values and was mainly based on scripture. At least I found nothing
which was insupportable.
left once the Episcopalians began to make a hard left turn,
supporting Marxist causes like gun control, advocacy for allowing
illegal aliens to invade this nation, the LGBTQ mafia, BLM, etc. etc.
add insult to injury, most recently, the officers of a church where I
served for two years in the ministry as Clerk of the Vestry, required
compliance with the unlawful edicts of the corrupt public officials
in government, that all attendees must be masked AND vaccinated AND
observe “social distancing”. I am always non-compliant with such
appalling tyranny. Of course I love the people and still pray for
them, but on principle, I will never darken the door of that church
again. Not unless they publicly repent and acknowledge their grievous
of the most egregious displays of the anti-Christ spirit is those
claiming to be Christians, who are Jew-haters. This atrocity has been
an alarming and growing trend, with its adherents grossly defaming
and condemning all “The Jews”, simply by their “bloodlines”,
by promoting anti-Jewish propaganda (such as the so-called “Jew
World Order”, and the thoroughly discredited and fraudulent
“Protocols of Zion”), and by calling the Holocaust a “hoax”.
This is an abomination to God. They, and all their supporters, should
be shunned and denounced by true Christians. Never the twain shall
meet. True Christians do not hate Jews, nor promote such shameful
propaganda. Jew-haters are anti-Christ. Period. Case closed.
am charismatic, as I know the gifts of the Holy Spirit to be real. I
have been blessed with these gifts since childhood. I have witnessed
them in others, and been blessed by them, over a lifetime. I know
from experience that 'cessationism' (as some call it) is a false
doctrine. Jesus Christ, the same, yesterday, today and forever. God
is so much greater than some believe! He expects us to use His gifts
in His service and to declare His Glory!
don't care one way or another about denominations and I refuse to be
locked into any set of rules and regulations, which I see mostly as
man made contrivances. I preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and I
discern by the Holy Spirit, not by the doctrines of men.
do not embrace the values or doctrines of the World and have no
worldly ambition. Friendship with the World is enmity with God.
have been blessed many times by Divine Intervention, and communion
with angels, including being delivered from grave danger,
experiencing miraculous healings, and surviving life-threatening
the Lord and pass the ammunition!
MK ULTRA, SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE & “TARGETED INDIVIDUALS”
Now here is a minefield, if ever there was one. These are three distinct and separate categories. Yet they have been thrown together and placed under one generalized umbrella, AS IF they are one and the same. And it has resulted in a mess of confusion and false information, which was exactly the plan by those who spawned it.
exception, the worst cases of false information promoted in
connection with the name of Barbara Hartwell have been on these
subjects. The damages have been extreme and severe and my outrage
knows no bounds.
name has been falsely dragged into every conceivable category among
these issues, which have been lumped all together by promoters of
government black propaganda, and endlessly parroted by ignorant
people, including government stooges and lackeys.
sheer number of falsehoods promoted is far beyond the scope of this
report, so I will list some facts which should set the record
straight on at least the basics. (Also see reports on this site for
come from a CIA/military intelligence family (both sides). I was
trained for intelligence work, beginning in childhood. I was chosen
and recruited without my knowledge or consent, through
family/bloodline connections. It is important to state that, as a
child, I was given no choice in the matter.
am a survivor of MK Ultra and other CIA black operations. It is
important to state that MK Ultra was a very specific operation, for
the primary purpose of “creating the perfect spy” during the Cold
War era. There were sub-projects, using drugs, hypnosis, behavior
modification tactics, psychotronic weaponry (including Electronic
Dissolution of Memory) and trauma based programming.
set the record straight (as I have done many times before), see this
list of false claims which have been promoted in connection to my
no time was I ever a victim of sexual abuse, nor was ever a “sex
slave”, nor “sex trafficked”.
no time was I ever a victim of satanic ritual abuse.
no time was I ever any kind of “mind-controlled slave”.
no time was I ever involved in what is known as “Monarch”.
Monarch was never a CIA operation under MK Ultra. It has been used as
a side show (sex slaves and satanism) to misdirect attention from the
actual MK Ultra operations, which had absolutely nothing to do with
sex slaves or satanism. Anyone who is promoting Monarch as a CIA op
under MK Ultra is 1) part of the purposeful deception, for an agenda,
2) parroting the party line out of ignorance, 3) exploiting this
false information for self-serving motives such as material gain
and/or ego gratification and/or seeking power and control.
to fight my way out of CIA operations, I broke free, as a defector,
in 1994. I am not “retired”.
the time I became a CIA whistleblower (1995) I have been targeted for
political persecution by the government. It is called a
“neutralization campaign”. Much of the persecution against me is
because I am a Christian. The perpetrators hate Christians, because
Christians alone know that the only way out of criminal
government/military operations (including MK Ultra and related
projects) is Jesus Christ.
was delivered from CIA by the grace of God, after many years of
spiritual (supernatural) warfare and what I can only describe as
is the truth, for the record.
INDIVIDUALS": NEVER ONE OF THEM
In yet another case of mistaken identity, my name has been exploited, over a period of many years, by large numbers of people who call themselves “targeted individuals”(aka TIs). They make false claims that I am “one of them”, and drag my name in repeatedly and profusely where it does not belong. I am a CIA whistleblower, targeted for political persecution, in a vendetta of extreme prejudice. NOT a “targeted individual”. And there is a huge difference between these categories, as I will explain (once again...)
the number of journalists (and others) who cover these issues, there
is a tendency for them to take the party line and lump a number of
issues together in one basket. Very few who speak about these issues
are professional journalists. Even among those who are, most are not
survivors of government operations, nor were they involved in any
way, and most significantly, they are not government whistleblowers.
To put it bluntly, they don't know what they are talking about, but
are seeking fame and fortune at the expense of genuine victims,
survivors and legitimate whistleblowers, those who have shed blood,
sweat and tears, who have risked their lives to expose government
corruption, have worked and fought for decades to put criminals out
of business and behind bars.
the claims made by those promoting themselves as “targeted
individuals” (including those in the many groups who are
self-described members of the so-called “TI Community”) is that
there is a “TI program”. Some promote the falsehood that “ALL
TIs are blacklisted into this program.” Some claim that TIs are all
victims of “trafficking” and/or “non-consensual
a number of these persons make extravagant claims of being individual
(specific) targets of huge black operations, involving FBI, CIA, DOD,
fusion centers, etc. etc. They speak of armies of perpetrators, foot
soldiers, fleets of cars, drones, aircraft, invading a neighborhood,
for the purpose of singling them out, attacking them
with electronic weaponry with the intent to kill them.
this sounds absurd, that is because it is. Imagine the extent of
resources, the manpower, the military hardware, it would take to
deploy such a campaign, against a lone individual. Millions upon
millions of dollars?
this, against people who are not even government whistleblowers, who
have never been involved in government operations, and who therefore
would pose no threat which could possibly rise to the level of
justifying such expenditures.
these are the claims being made by a large number of people calling
themselves “targeted individuals”.
such sensationalist claims only discredits the entire subject. Anyone
with even a modicum of common sense would know that such an immense
operation, supposedly to “kill” one person makes no sense
who have actual experience and knowledge in these matters know that
if they were hell-bent on killing someone, they could easily do so,
without making a huge production out of it.
whole point of this report is to make it clear that what I have
chosen to make public about my own case, my own background, my own
purposes, has been tainted by a plethora of false information, over a
period of decades.
less publicity I get, the more I thank the Good Lord.
am outraged (and righteously so) at having my name grossly exploited and defamed by
self-serving publicity-seekers, ambitious and aggressive individuals,
intelligence groupies, government stooges and snake oil salesmen,
looking to make a name for themselves at the expense of those
legitimate persons (of which I am only one), whose purpose is to
serve God, defend Liberty and pursue Justice, for one and all.
the one thing I know I cannot do wrong, I pray God's Justice on them
all, according to His will.
June 30, 2022