Barbara Hartwell

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Independent Investigator, Intelligence Analyst, Journalist. Former CIA (NOC, Psychological Operations) Black Ops Survivor. Sovereign Child of God. Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ (Ordained 1979, D.Div.) Exposing Government Lies, Crimes, Corruption, Conspiracies and Cover-ups.

Monday, February 21, 2022



He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High, who abides in the shadow of the Almighty,

will say to the LORD, "My refuge and my fortress; my God, in whom I trust."

For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence;

he will cover you with his pinions, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness is a shield and buckler.

You will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day,

nor the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor the destruction that wastes at noonday.

A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand; but it will not come near you.

You will only look with your eyes and see the recompense of the wicked.

Because you have made the LORD your refuge, the Most High your habitation,

no evil shall befall you, no scourge come near your tent.

For he will give his angels charge of you to guard you in all your ways.

On their hands they will bear you up, lest you dash your foot against a stone.

You will tread on the lion and the adder, the young lion and the serpent you will trample under foot.

Because he cleaves to me in love, I will deliver him; I will protect him, because he knows my name.

When he calls to me, I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will rescue him and honor him.

With long life I will satisfy him, and show him my salvation.

Psalm 91

God has blessed me with gifts of the Spirit and with the presence of Angels, who have watched over me, protected me and kept me from harm for as far back as I can remember.

There were times when I could see them; at others I only felt their presence, but knew they were there. I saw them in waking visions and in dreams, and have often thought of what Paul says, when describing his visionary experiences: Whether in the body or out of the body, I know not; God knows.

Much of the time, my perception of the Angels involved no effort on my part; I did not seek them out. At certain times they came in response to my prayers, when I was under some form of threat; and at other times I knew from their sudden appearance that they had prevented harm to me before I was even aware that I was in danger.

At times, they visited me and gave me detailed instructions, they issued warnings, and they advised me on what course of action to take. The most dramatic incidents involving Angels were those in which they saved my life, usually at the last minute.

I should also make it clear that my prayers are always to God, not to Angels. They are His messengers and do His bidding. They do not act independently, but always according to His will.

It is my hope that these true stories will be an encouragement to others, whether or not they “believe” in Angels, or have had similar experiences. I don't believe these incidents of Divine Intervention are unusual, rather I tend to think they happen to many people, who perhaps just have not understood that the supernatural realm is real, as is the power and greatness of God, Creator of Heaven and Earth. In my view, every answered prayer is a miracle, as is the faith which leads to salvation, by the grace of God.


NOTE: This is an excerpt from an old report, edited for brevity and clarity. The government had a habit of tampering with my cars, such as cutting brake lines, puncturing tires, etc. which at times led to arranged car crashes. So far, I have survived them all, albeit with serious injuries. Also, I should mention that I was trained not to wear a seat belt, which may seem odd, but there was a reason for this. I don't know what CIA training is like today, but I'm sure it is very different, due to the electronics which now control almost everything. In this case though, the seat belt was broken, as stated, so it is a moot point.

I lost the vision in my right eye in 1986, after I suffered severe head trauma from an 'arranged' car crash. The date was October 13, 1986, a date that has had ominous significance throughout my life, as many strange (and always dreadful) events have occurred on that date.

I guess somebody decided I was supposed to die in that crash, but evidently God had other ideas for me, as I survived through Divine Intervention.

I was driving alone, on a lonely country road, when suddenly my car went out of control for no apparent reason. I let go of the wheel and prayed for help. Somebody, out there in the spirit world, heard me.

The car, accelerating toward the guard rail, came to a stop by jamming itself precisely between two metal posts which made a convenient break in the guard rail. It was the ONLY break in the guard rail, on the edge of a rocky cliff. Far below, at the end of the rocky embankment, was a reservoir. As it happened, the car fit perfectly between the two posts and stopped me from going over the edge of the cliff.

The seat belt on the driver's side was broken, so I was thrown hard from one side of the car to the other, striking my head three times. I was in shock and trauma and wandered the road side for a long time before a passing motorist stopped to help me and called the police.

I was taken to a hospital by ambulance. The idiots at the hospital gave me a neck brace and released me. Apparently, they didn't realize that I had a severe concussion; temporary amnesia and that my vision was blurred in the right eye.

Perhaps because they saw no blood, and because I was trained to always keep control of a situation; a stiff upper lip; never to show my feelings and to keep things close to the vest, they thought everything was just fine and dandy.

A few days later, I was readmitted to the same idiot hospital, when the symptoms became severe and I realized that I could no longer see out of my right eye. I was given all sorts of tests, but not one of the idiot doctors, not even the neurologists, could explain the loss of my vision. I later realized that the loss of vision was caused by a government implant which had jammed into my optic nerve on the impact to my head. This was later confirmed by an ophthalmologist, who knew of my history.

(And FYI, I called the doctors idiots because that is what I thought at the time, but then, I have never trusted doctors, as most of them in my life, from childhood on, have been CIA-issue.)



The year was 1970. I was a college student living in Manhattan, in an old 3-storey brownstone on the upper West side. At the time, I had a dog named Pasha. My apartment was on the third floor and my front window looked out at the street.

I had classes at the same times and days during the week, so my schedule was fairly predictable. One morning, I was home, as there were no classes that day. I had just woken up when I heard the buzzer which was inside the small vestibule of the building. I asked, Who is it? from the intercom, but got no answer. I looked out the window to see who it might be, as I was not expecting a visitor. But there was no one there, not that I could see.

But the buzzer rang again. Again, I asked who was there, got no answer, and I looked out the window, but no one was there. This kept happening and rather than ignore it, I decided to walk down the stairs to see what was going on. I put my dog on her leash, and we walked down to the ground floor. There was no lobby, per se, only a small vestibule and the door leading out to the street.

I can't think why, but I still had on a floor length flannel nightgown. I even remember that it was Lanz of Salzburg, the brand I had always worn. Pasha and I went out the door and looked up and down the street. It was quiet, with no traffic, and it was snowing. And no one was there.

So I turned around and we entered the building to head back up the stairs. When we had taken a few steps, Pasha pulled on her leash and began to growl. Then, I heard a voice in my ear, warning, Don't go back up there.

Feeling the danger, I turned around and we walked back out into the street. Not being properly dressed, in the heavy snowfall, it was difficult to stay out there. But knowing better than to go back inside, I prayed for help to come. Ten minutes later, a police car turned off the avenue and cruised down the street. I stepped into the street and flagged down the car. The police got out and asked me what the problem was. I'm sure they were wondering why I was out in the street, in the snow, with my dog, wearing only a nightgown.

(When I think back on it, I wonder too. Except, there must have been a reason at the time, perhaps that I felt the need to get out of there quickly, and take my dog, as if I had sensed the danger.)

I explained to the police what had happened and that I did not want to go back up there, as I believed there was someone lying in wait. The police told me to stay where I was, and drawing their guns, headed up the stairs. Then I heard one of the cops shout, What the hell!

They came back down the stairs and one cop, showing his hand, coated with grease, told me that when he tried to open the door to my apartment, the door knob had been covered with grease, which they showed me when I followed them back up the stairs.

The perp must have been in the building, they explained, and greased the doorknob when I had come down the stairs. The police searched the building (only 3 floors) but there was no sign of the would-be assailant. I asked the police to wait until I got dressed and gathered some things. I made a call to relatives who lived on Long Island and the police gave me a ride to their home. I knew then that I could never go back there, as this was not a random incident, but a mortal enemy who had planned to kill me. But I had been saved, by Divine Intervention.

I had gone back to the apartment only once, to pick up my possessions, accompanied by my relatives. I finished out the school year by commuting from Long Island. But I was heartbroken to have to find another home for Pasha, who in some way also served as my guardian angel, as animals often do.














I had taken a road trip with some friends, from New York to Ft. Lauderdale, Florida. We were staying at a beach hotel. One day I decided to take a swim by myself. Thinking back on it, I did many foolish (even stupid and crazy) things when I was younger. I was not exactly a dare devil, but I was less concerned with dangerous situations than most others I knew.

The ocean was calm that day and once I got beyond the breakers, I just kept going, swimming straight out, far from the shore. I can't remember why I did that, but I do remember that I felt like I was in a trance state, unaware of how far out from the beach I had gone.

Then, I saw them. There were two barracuda, just under the surface of the water, about ten feet away. I felt like I would panic, but instead, I prayed. Lord Jesus, help me! I quickly reversed my direction and headed back to shore, swimming as fast as I could. As for the barracuda, they ignored me, as if I were not even there. When I got back to the beach, and told my friends what happened, they thought I was crazy. But after that day, I never swam out into the ocean again, but stayed always close to the shore.










On June 28, 1983, the Mianus River Bridge, spanning between Cos Cob (a section of Greenwich) and Riverside, CT collapsed. It was a route I traveled often, as I lived and worked in Connecticut for a number of years. I was visiting friends in Greenwich and we had gone out to dinner. By the time we got back, it was late, but I had planned to drive home, as I had appointments the next day. And I would have had to cross that very bridge (I-95) to get home, at the very time of the collapse.

My friends had invited me to spend the night at their house, but I declined the offer. I had got to my car, started the engine, and was backing out of the driveway, when I heard a voice say to me, Don't leave! Stay here tonight. The message was so clear that I knew I must heed it. I stayed the night, and we heard in the morning of the tragic event. This was not exactly a close call, but close enough, and it is something I can never forget.



I was living in a beach house in Milford, CT on Long Island Sound. This was the year I finally managed to break free of CIA operations. I was being heavily persecuted and one of the tactics used against me was directed energy weapons (pulse beam microwave assaults).

It was late at night and I had gone to sleep, when suddenly I was jolted awake, with extreme pain shooting through my head. It was far worse than any migraine I ever suffered, the pain was indescribable.

I became violently ill, with projectile vomiting, and I was so weak I barely made it to the phone to call a friend who lived in Greenwich, to get help. Shortly after the phone call, I passed out. An Angel appeared, and he was speaking to me. He gave me detailed instructions on how I could “get back into my body” (I won't relate them here). I did exactly what he told me, and soon woke up. I don't know how much time had passed.

My friend arrived about 10 minutes later. He wanted to take me to the hospital but I refused. Especially in a case like this, I don't trust hospitals, nor most doctors. And I never would have told them what happened, since I knew they would say I was crazy.

So I stayed in bed for two days, recovering. There was no permanent damage, at least that I knew of. But it was the most violent directed energy assault I ever remember. There were Angels in my room during this time and I knew my cats saw them, as they were reaching up and batting at them, cooing like turtle doves. Animals are sensitive to the spiritual world and perceive things most humans do not. Again, I had been saved by Divine Intervention.














In May, 1975, I took a flight from New York to Omaha to visit my sister, where I was planning to stay for at least a few months. As I had done so many times, I thought I could run away, to escape the clutches of CIA. Of course, I was wrong, as they were everywhere I went. But that is another story...

On the very day I arrived in Omaha, the tornado struck. My sister was at work and I was at her house when I got the call from her, warning me to go into the basement, NOW. I didn't listen, and I stayed upstairs, looking out the windows, as I wanted to see it coming. I had never seen a tornado before and I have a love of wild weather. Of course, I was a fool. I waited until the last minute, after I received 2 more calls. By the time I got down into basement, the tornado had passed by. I heard it, but it never even touched the house, though when I went outside later, there was destruction all around.

In this case, I did not receive any supernatural warning, nor did I see any Angels. I don't know why I wasn't afraid, but as it turned out, there was no reason to fear, which I probably sensed.



NOTE: This is an excerpt from an old report, edited for brevity and clarity. This was the closest to death I had ever come, to my knowledge.

I cannot remember a time when God was not with me, though I first met Jesus Christ in person on August 21, 1976, when He appeared in all His Glory at the foot of my hospital bed and saved my life, as I was bleeding to death after childbirth, on the way to emergency surgery.

The hospital personnel knew this for a miracle, as the Priest, Father Hybel, from St. Luke's Episcopal Church in Somers, New York (where my son was baptized later that year) had already been summoned and it was believed I had lost too much blood to survive.

Jesus picked me up in his arms and carried me out of my physical body, carried me away from the Earth and into the sky, where I saw all the brightly burning stars. My physical body was in surgery, far below.

Jesus said I wouldn't be allowed to die, as God had work for me to do. Since that time, I'm not sure how well I've done the job God intended for me, I only know I've done the best I could under some extremely difficult circumstances.


I don't remember what year this was, but it must have been some time in the early 1980s. There was a fundraiser, run by Jerry Rubin (the sixties radical) in New York City, at a place called Studio 54. I had heard of this place, but it wasn't at all the kind of place I would ever choose to go. I only agreed to go because it was sponsored by some people with whom I was working at the time.

In those days, I was able to drive on highways and in traffic, before I became disabled from injuries. I lived in upstate NY and I had agreed to pick up a friend who lived in the Bronx, as she didn't own a car.

I hated that place (Studio 54) where the fundraiser was held, from the moment I walked in the door. It was loud and crowded and an extremely offensive environment to me. I hate crowds, I hate noise, and I hate the whole culture of what seemed to me to be a kind of Sin City. 


I found a spot in the Ladies room upstairs, where there were couches, to escape the noise and people, where I spent a good deal of the evening, and read a book I had brought.

The event broke up after midnight, and I went to find my friend. She gave me the directions back to her apartment, and I dropped her off. By this time it was after 1 AM. Being alone, in an area I did not know, I had trouble remembering the way I had come, and before long, I was totally lost.

Worse, I had somehow ended up in the South Bronx, an urban ghetto, where even some of the police I knew had told me they dreaded working. There were burned out buildings and empty lots filled with trash. I had no idea how I would find my way back to the parkway, as I had missed the exit some time before.

I kept driving, but I was only getting deeper in a maze, seeing no way out. Finally, in desperation, I knew I would have to stop and ask directions. I saw a group of young men, hanging out at a corner. I pulled the car over and asked them if they could give me directions. They didn't seem particularly menacing, but I knew I was not in a good situation. One of them offered to get in the car with me, to show me the way. When they surrounded my car, I knew it was time to get out of there. But where could I go? I prayed for help to come.

Just then, a police car came around the corner into sight. I leaned on the horn and flashed my lights, and the young men scattered out of the way. The police stopped and one of them approached my car. I explained that I was lost and asked if they could lead me back to the parkway. So I followed right behind them until they showed me the exit, and I was on my way home, safe and sound.

Again, saved by Divine Intervention. My prayer was answered. Yes, I know the police are not angels, but they were that night, at least for me.

There are many other true stories like this, but these are some of the ones I remember best. What I know beyond any shadow of doubt is that God does answer prayers, He does perform miracles, that His ministering and warrior Angels are real, and that His grace is more real than any dangerous city streets, any predators (human or otherwise), any natural disasters, and most important, more real than any state of fear in which we might live.

Barbara Hartwell

Delivered by the Grace of God

February 21, 2022




Monday, February 14, 2022




Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.

John 8:44

Fight to the death for truth, and the Lord God will fight for you.

Ecclesiasticus of Sirach

I have exposed the many offenses (civil and criminal) of an unrepentant liar, fraud and blasphemer named Howard Nemaizer in numerous reports since 2014. I should begin by making it clear that I am certain there are very few people who would ever have the slightest interest in the likes of Howard Nemaizer. Why would they? He is only one of the hordes of aggressive, unprincipled characters who roam the Internet, seeking whom they may devour, ruled by worldly ambition, attempting to make a name for himself by poaching and parroting the legitimate work of others, while exploiting their names for his own unscrupulous ends. They are a dime-a-dozen, so who cares?

I have no reason to expect that anyone would care, one way or another, about the offenses this reprobate has committed against Barbara Hartwell.

My purpose in exposing him, very simply, has to do with pursuing JUSTICE, even if I am the only person who cares. I want it on the record.

I make it a point to name names, to document and expose the evil deeds of my enemies, for the public record, so that anyone who is interested may have the opportunity to know the truth. So that I may be vindicated by the truth, which is based on verifiable facts and supported by evidence. And so that others may be warned, lest they too fall prey to the schemes of an evildoer.

That said, this report has one primary focus: My horrific ordeal of the Dungeon, in the home of Howard and Maureen Nemaizer, where I was trapped and stranded for 29 hellish days, from November 22, to December 21, 2013. For without knowing of this, it might be difficult for anyone to comprehend the level of my outrage, my righteous anger, against Howard Nemaizer.

Some brief background will clarify the situation: In 2010, I was forced to sell my home in Maine, an old 3 storey New England Victorian beach house, in which I had invested everything I had, but which, through machinations of the government, I was about to lose my entire investment, unless I sold it, for far less than its worth. This situation was engineered against me by the government, and I won't give further details, except to say that to drive me to homelessness was the goal. Unfortunately, they succeeded.

After the sale of my house, I was forced to live in motels for 8 months, with all my belongings in storage, because I could not find a rental property. No landlord would rent to me, for several reasons. 1) I was a ghost in the system, and had no credit history. 2) I had no official employment history. 3) The massive defamation campaign against me on the Internet, filled with outrageous lies, which CIA had set in motion to discredit me and make me into a pariah, to be shunned and ostracized. I had been falsely accused of every dastardly deed imaginable, as part of the government's retaliatory vendetta against me. Who would want to rent a property to a so-called “CIA assassin”, or, a “con artist”, or, a “terrorist”, or, a “right-wing anti-government extremist”? All of which are the blackest of lies.

In December of 2010, I finally found a rental property in the same neighborhood of my old house. The landlords were Christians and they had not searched my name on the Internet. I lived there for three years, that is, until the next disaster struck. That being, my primary source of material support was cut off suddenly and unexpectedly. By 2013, I knew I would be forced to move again, by the end of the year, as I could not afford to pay the rent. I had no money, I was totally destitute, and had nowhere to go.

I did all in my power, trying to find help. I had only a few months to find somewhere to go, even if only a temporary place, until I was able to relocate.

But my efforts were fruitless. There was not a soul who cared enough to help me, despite the fact that I made it clear that I was in a life-threatening situation.

That was when the next disaster struck. It came in the form of an offer of “sanctuary” from a person who at the time I considered a friend, namely Howard Nemaizer. But as I soon learned, to my great dismay, his offer was fraudulent, a bait-and-switch set up which not only caused me additional losses and damages, but nearly cost me my life. All because of Howard Nemaizer's many lies, misrepresentations, false pretenses and reneging on his promises. Howard Nemaizer showed himself to be a totally dishonest and dishonorable person.

Nemaizer told me he had a “room” in his house where I could stay until I was able to find another rental. He promised that he would help me move my possessions, at least those things which were absolutely necessary, that I could not afford to lose, and could store them at his house until such time as I was able to move them to another location.

In desperation, when no other offers of any help came, I accepted his offer, not having anywhere else to go. I was forced to sell most of my belongings, including furniture, antiques, family heirlooms, for pennies on the dollar, since I could not afford to pay for storage. Some things I gave away, including to Christian charities. In short, I lost most of everything I owned, the precious possessions of a lifetime.

But I had no idea of the horrible ordeal that was in store for me, when I learned that Nemaizer was not a friend, but a liar with an agenda, an agenda which was not in the least concerned with my welfare.


As it turned out, in his offer of "sanctuary", Howard Nemaizer had lied about everything. As I discovered, the “room” he said was available was actually the cold, dark, filthy, unheated basement of his house, a true Dungeon. It reeked of damp, mildew, and toxic black mold. It was unfit for human (or animal) habitation. Since I suffer severe allergies, I was ill the entire time I was there. My elderly cat, Kyra, also became ill with respiratory ailments, from which she eventually died, 18 months later. She had been perfectly healthy before being trapped in the toxic Dungeon.

Nemaizer had lied by telling me his wife, Maureen Nemaizer, would welcome me to their home. As I soon learned, nothing could have been further from the truth. She, being an aggressive busybody, like her husband, thought she could interrogate me with intrusive personal questions, which were none of her business. I later learned that she had been gossiping with her friends, and that behind my back, she was invading my privacy, making phone calls, to the devil knows who, attempting to make “arrangements”, without my knowledge or consent.

I learned, on the second day I was there, that their landlord did not allow visitors to stay more than 2 weeks, something that Nemaizer failed to tell me until it was too late, and I was already stranded there, with what belongings I had managed to salvage before leaving my home. Now, I was placed under intense pressure to find another place to go.

Another bombshell dropped: the fact that Nemaizer had failed to tell me that Maureen Nemaizer's parents had been told lies about the fact that they had a “guest” (I was treated as anything BUT) staying there. Maureen Nemaizer expected me to lie to her parents, as she had done. Nemaizer's inlaws did not live there, and had no business with me, and I refused to be a part of some coverup they hatched in order to deceive others. There was no reason for me to ever even speak with them. I refused to take any part in their web of deception. Being for all intents and purposes, a captive, I suffered through a Thanksgiving dinner with his inlaws, and then was later insulted and shouted at because I refused to become a part of their web of lies.

On the day (November 22, 2013) that Howard Nemaizer came to my house in Maine, to pick me up and move my possessions, he brought with him a friend, named David St John, who was to drive my car to Connecticut, while Nemaizer was driving a rental van (far too small to hold the possessions I needed to take with me, which I discovered at the last minute). I was also shocked to learn, after the fact, that David St John was a convicted felon, for the offense of drunk driving. Under the law, he was not supposed to be driving anything but his own car. But now, he was driving my car, because Howard Nemaizer never warned me that I would become a part of an illegal scheme. If the police had stopped us, I would have been arrested, along with the unlawful driver. Again, Nemaizer put me at risk, by never telling me the truth. This is criminal negligence and reckless endangerment. Had I known in advance I never would have agreed to this, no matter how desperate my situation.

I had told Howard Nemaizer, well beforehand, that I needed him to get some things off the shelves in the basement of my house, that it was imperative that I take them with me. Due to disability, I could not lift the heavy boxes myself. This, he promised he would do, when I told him, more than once, ahead of time, how important it was.

But when the time came, he shrugged it off, and casually told me that there was “no more room in the van”, and that he “had no time” to get the things I needed. Among these possessions were all my camera/video equipment and computer software. And worst of all, my entire collection of videos and audiotapes, including evidence from investigations, and every single tape (video and audio) of my cable television shows and other guest interviews, and my terrestrial radio shows, going back to 1987. I lost all my professional work, hundreds of tapes, which can never be recovered, a shattering loss. All because of the lies and false promises of Howard Nemaizer.

During most of the time I was stranded there, I had no Internet access, due to the fact that Nemaizer reneged on his promise to set up my laptop computer, which was my only way of communication by e-mail, which I needed to try to get help.

But by then, Maureen Nemaizer had issued an edict: That I must be “OUT by noon on December 21, 2013.” I was harassed on a daily basis by this harridan, and I told her that she need not worry, that I had no intention of staying there, no matter what might happen to me. According to my code of honor (something the Nemaizers could never begin to understand), I would never have stayed in a place where I was not wanted, no matter the consequences.


Maureen Nemaizer, at one point, actually had the effrontery to grossly insult me by suggesting that I go to a homeless shelter. AS IF that would ever happen...over my dead body.

But unbelievably, it got even worse. Now the Nemaizers tried to farm me out to some of their lowlife friends. And never in my life had I had the misfortune of being around such low class, vulgar ill-mannered persons.


Here is an excerpt from a previous report, describing the events that transpired. As God is my witness, this is the truth of what happened, difficult as it may be for some to believe.



NOTE: HN is Howard Nemaizer. 

Only a few days from the “deadline” (High Noon on December 21), HN received a phone call from Dave. I was told that a friend of theirs, who lived in the same town, might be willing to offer me a place to stay.

So I told them that I would have to speak to this person directly, and meet him in person, to find out exactly what the situation was, before I could even consider it. I had only been told that his name was Steve, that he lived with his ex-wife (?), somewhere on the other side of town.

HN gave me a phone number to call Steve. When I did, I was shocked at being greeted with a string of curse words and foul language. WHO? WHO the f--- are you? I tried to explain that HN had given me his number, and what it was in reference to. It was obvious that this guy was blind drunk, and I mean three sheets to the wind. I was further horrified when I was subjected to a string of insults (I won't repeat them here). I was unable to carry on a conversation with him, and finally gave up, thanked him for his time, said goodbye and disconnected the line.

I told HN about the “conversation”, but he only shrugged and said something like, Well, Steve has some problems... Some problems? I would say that was a vast understatement, without ever having met the man.

When HN later called Steve himself, I was told that Steve did not remember even having talked to me (not surprising in the least), but that he had “sobered up”. Don't worry, said HN, Steve's a good guy, he's my “brother”, and I trust him.

(So, now he actually expected me to trust this guy? This was getting weirder and more horribly unsettling by the minute. I wasn't used to being around the kind of people whom Howard Nemaizer counted among his friends, and trusted “brothers”.)

Next, I was told that Steve had been invited to have dinner at their house the next evening, so that I could meet him. The only thing I can say about what happened next is, you can't make this stuff up (nor would want to).

Steve arrived, in a miasma of alcohol fumes, and staggered into the living room. He was unsteady on his feet, and slurring his words to the point where his speech was incomprehensible. I was just sitting there, as he was introduced to me, not knowing what I could possibly say. After a couple of minutes, I went outside. I badly needed some fresh air. Steve soon followed me to where I was standing, and I thought maybe I could try to have a conversation with him, though it seemed unlikely that this would be possible.

Then, suddenly, he fell down hard, to the side, nearly knocking me over (fortunately, I have very fast reflexes), and was lying on his back on the concrete. He didn't move, and when I tried to speak to him, to ask if he was okay, he didn't answer me. He was evidently unconscious.

I ran back into the house to get HN and his wife, telling them that Steve was passed out cold in the driveway. They followed me out, and tried to speak to Steve, but he didn't answer. So they grabbed him by the arms, trying to lift him up, and finally succeeded in getting him to his feet. They walked him back into the house, and planted him on a couch.

They tried to reason with him, saying that they would drive him home, as he was in no condition to drive himself. But he insisted that he would be staying for dinner, and that no, he didn't need a ride home.

This went on for a few minutes, HN and his wife arguing back and forth with Steve. Then, all of a sudden, Steve shot up off his seat, running out the door, sprinting across the yard, jumping into his truck. He took off with tires squealing, rubber burning, like a bat out of hell.

I then told HN, He's in no condition to drive. He could kill himself, or someone else. And I asked, Aren't you going to go after him? HN's answer was that he didn't know where Steve lived. (???) And besides, he said, he'd been in this condition before; he was “sure” that Steve would be fine.

(Clearly, drunk driving was not considered a problem, in the mind of Howard Nema. No matter who might get hurt or even killed, no matter who might sustain irreparable damages.)

As for HN's wife, she was extremely distressed. I said to them, If you're not going to go after him, then at least I think we had better pray for him to make it home safely. (This suggestion got only vacant looks, as if it never would have occurred to them, but I did pray for him, silently, as I was very seriously concerned about what might happen.)

But after this terribly unsettling event, I made it very clear that there was no way I was even going to consider going to stay at this guy's house. The wife, still very upset (Oh my God! Oh my God!), said to me, Well, I don't blame you! No, no, that would NOT be good! I don't blame you!

But the next day, she changed her mind. I was now informed that Steve had called to apologize, that he wanted to offer me a place to stay. I couldn't believe this. Both HN and his wife had witnessed this extremely disturbing behavior, and yet they actually thought I would even consider placing myself in that kind of danger? I had never even had a chance to speak with this friend of theirs, and could only imagine the type of circumstances, or the unstable (to put it mildly) behavior to which I would be subjected. No way. No way in bloody freaking hell.

But, she said, he has a nice big house, they have the room... (Where had I heard this before?) I said, I don't care if he has a palatial mansion with liveried servants, the answer is NO.


Aside from all this horror, I learned, to my dismay, that the Nemaizers are heavily involved in the filthy, satanic heavy- metal culture of devil worship. While I was stranded in that godforsaken place, I was shocked to discover that Maureen Nemaizer was attending heavy metal “concerts” where Bibles were burned onstage, while the crowd was giving the two-horned devil worship salute.

I later learned that both Nemaizers were fans of/participants in the devil worship culture. Here, one such devil worshiper, Ronnie James Dio, of Black Sabbath, promoted on their Facebook pages, and elsewhere.











For all Christians, I ask you, what Christian could possibly bear to be stranded in such a horrible place? A Dungeon in the home of devil worshipers. It was one of the worst experiences of my entire life.

I was delivered from that hellhole, just as I was about to be thrown into the street by the Nemaizers, on December 21 (a satanic holiday) only by the grace of God.


Howard and Maureen Nemaizer have continued to lie, promoting outrageous calumny against Barbara Hartwell, as they do to the present day. They spread malicious gossip on social media. They have lied about everything that happened when I was stranded in that hellhole in attempts to cover up their own wrongdoing. The damages to me have been extreme and severe, as their libelous falsehoods have also been spread far and wide by their many accomplices. 


The Nemaizers have falsely accused me of being a CIA agent, "the devil", "evil and wicked", a "liar", a "con artist" and on and on in this vein. They have parroted the very lies spread by the government, in their attempts to discredit and neutralize me.

So I will continue to expose the crimes and civil offenses of Howard Nemaizer and to pursue JUSTICE.

Here is my warning to the Nemaizers and their many lowlife accomplices.

May your names live in infamy in perpetuity, in accordance with your evil works, and may God's swift and terrible JUSTICE be visited upon every last one of you.














Barbara Hartwell

A Christian, Persecuted by Devil-worshiping Liars

February 14, 2022


~injurious exploitation of the name and website of Barbara Hartwell

~false witness against name and reputation of Barbara Hartwell

~fraudulent use of the name and images of Barbara Hartwell, including on devil-worship websites

~defamation, libel, slander, false light

~ theft and fraudulent appropriation of intellectual property of Barbara Hartwell, Internet piracy, copyright infringement

~monstrous invasions of privacy


~intentional infliction of emotional distress

~theft of personal property

~theft of postal mail addressed to Barbara Hartwell

~criminal negligence

~reckless endangerment


Former FBI Agent Geral Sosbee for the Defense: Howard & Maureen Nemaizer's Abusive Treatment of Destitute, Disabled Senior Citizen



To add more evidence against Howard Nemaizer, of the lies he fabricates, of his demonic practices and his vile hypocrisy, in his attempts to justify the unjustifiable, in trying to deny what would be glaringly obvious to any true Christian, here are links to reports which expose the truth about Howard Nemaizer.

I have no doubt that God-fearing Christians, servants of the Lord Jesus Christ, will be appalled!

THE DEVIL MADE ME DO IT (?): Howard & Maureen Nemaizers' Anti-Christ Spirit


As a Christian minister for nigh on forty (40) years (ordained 1979), I have had a broad range of experience with the supernatural realm. Christians are called to engage in spiritual warfare, though most Christians today are not taught in the churches the vital importance of this.

Many do not even believe that demons are real. Maybe they don't believe in demons, but most assuredly, demons believe in the followers of Christ.

By the same token, there are many ignorant people who believe that the heavy metal rock culture, where tribute is openly paid to Satan, is “only entertainment”; it is only harmless fun, they say, and they will mock Christians who admonish against it.

They believe that as long as they are not directly participating in formal satanic rituals, they are “safe” from the spiritual consequences. Or, if they are atheists, they believe there are NO consequences whatsoever.

Nothing could be further from the truth!

(And there are no atheists in Hell.)

The occult culture of witchcraft and satanism, especially in heavy metal, its primary vehicle of delivery, is a corrosive influence which destroys lives.

This diabolical culture is directly connected to pornography, “sex magic”, satanic ritual abuse practiced against children, and sex predators in human sex trafficking.

Anyone who tries to tell you otherwise is either grossly ignorant, or willfully evil.

Howard Nemaizer, Advocate of Demonic Blasphemy: "On a Mission from God"



Mob of Busybodies Conduct Witch Hunt on Facebook


Saturday, February 5, 2022

EXPOSED: Fritz Springmeier, Charlatan, Predicate Felon, False Prophet, White Separatist, Fraudulent Christian & His Lackey, Government Stooge, Howard Nemaizer


Fritz Springmeier (real name Viktor Earl Schoof) is a major promoter of false information on MK Ultra, including the side show called Monarch.

I first heard of Springmeier in the mid-90s, and have done investigations since that time. Unfortunately for those seeking the truth about MK Ultra, he has all but cornered the market on the subject with his books, lectures and many video presentations, which have been heavily promoted in many venues since the mid-90s.

Thus, he has deceived many thousands of people with his false “Christian” doctrines, and has been a morally corrupt influence on those who lack discernment.

Fritz Springmeier is a convicted felon, a drug dealer, a bank robber, and a member of terrorist organizations such as Army of God, whose members have been convicted of murder, attempted murder and bombings.

He is also tied to the Christian Identity movement, a white supremacist/separatist organization, and has been promoted by neo-Nazi groups, such as Stormfront.

I have been in possession of some documents (photocopies) which expose Springmeier as a fraud, since 1997, and will publish them here for the first time.


They show some of the false identities used by Springmeier. They are not of the best quality, but are evidence just the same.

Some of the aliases used by Fritz Springmeier:

Ian McDiarmid, Peter Dunne, Amos Eicher, Vernon Schwartz, Arthur Alexander Jr




































Why does Fritz Springmeier have all these false identities? Is he a spy? Is he a criminal? (Yes, that has been proven.) Is he involved in other shady dealings and illegal activities? The devil knows...


Linda Johnson (or, Linda Anderson) aka Cisco Wheeler

Q Anon (Government Disinformation operation)

Henry Makow (Self-hating Jew, Jew-hater, misogynist/male supremacist, major promoter/crony of Springmeier and false info on MK Ultra)

Alex Jones (Mockingbird media shill)

Doug Millar (Low-level COINTELPRO penetration operative, a minion of the late FBI chief/COINTELPRO Kingpin, Ted Gunderson, has slandered Barbara Hartwell for over 20 years)


Charles Bruce Stewart (Government stooge, phony Christian, promotes false info on Monarch, has been defaming Barbara Hartwell and former FBI agent, Geral Sosbee for 2 decades)

Howard Nemaizer (Government stooge, fraud, involved in anti-Christ, heavy metal devil worship culture, running defamation campaign against Barbara Hartwell since 2013)

Janet Phelan (Left-wing agitator, advocate for the UN, intelligence groupie, accomplice of Nemaizer in defamation of Barbara Hartwell)


Chris Zucker (Runs an organization/website, FREEDOM FIGHTERS FOR AMERICA, promotes false info on MK Ultra, and many disinfo peddlers, an accomplice of Janet Phelan and others in defamation/malicious gossip against Barbara Hartwell)    

Timothy Shelley (Runs disinfo site, FIGHTING MONARCH, promotes false info on MK Ultra, promotes defamation against Barbara Hartwell)


Reggie Fashbaugh (Runs an organization, TINY HEARTS BRIGADE, promotes a plethora of false info on MK Ultra, Jew-hater who promotes vile blasphemy, doctrines of devils and claims the Holocaust was a "hoax".)

Penny Shepard (Fraud, gate-crasher, intelligence groupie, promotes defamation against Barbara Hartwell)

Stormfront (Neo Nazi website, enough said)


Ken Adachi (A pseudonym used for Ted Gunderson's primary PR shill, publisher of a New Age/Gov't disinfo site, Educate-Yourself, who ran a massive, long-running campaign of utterly hideous, diabolical calumny against Barbara Hartwell from 2000 until his death a few years ago, and a major promoter of Fritz Springmeier and Alex Jones, and also spread the vile lies by Howard Nemaizer)

Of course, there are many, many others promoting, supporting and endorsing the charlatan, Fritz Springmeier.

There are also those who have exposed him, including his ex-wives, Christian ministries with whom he was associated, and journalists.

For this report, I will give a few links, but for those who want the truth, there is no substitute for doing your own research.

I do not necessarily endorse these sources, but I did find them of interest, and they did confirm at least some of what I have found to be true.


By John S. Torell

Here, a newspaper article:

The Oregonian, 2001

Deputies, feds arrest Corbett couple

An investigation continues into activities of a white separatist group, including drugs and weapons Friday, March 2, 2001

By Stuart Tomlinson of The Oregonian staff

CORBETT -- Federal agents and Clackamas County sheriff's deputies arrested a Corbett couple Thursday as part of an ongoing investigation into the activities of a white separatist group.

Fritz A. Springmeier, 45, also known as Victor E. Schoff, and his wife, Patricia Springmeier, 46, are accused of first-degree manufacture and distribution of a controlled substance, and conspiracy to manufacture and distribute controlled substances. They are being held in the Clackamas County Jail.

Agents from the FBI and the federal Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms as well as sheriff's deputies searched the couple's home on Groce Road for several hours Thursday, said Deputy Angela Blanchard, spokeswoman for the Clackamas County Sheriff's Department.

Blanchard said police seized equipment used to grow marijuana, several weapons and white separatist literature. The weapons were not "anything illegal to have in your home," she said.

Fritz Springmeier was known for writing books and tracts on the beliefs of the Christian Patriot Association, an ultra-right-wing group based in Boring. "He does a lot of public speaking and proclaims himself to be a self-employed author," Blanchard said.

Last month, police arrested three people in a Sandy-area home and seized military-style weapons and 50 marijuana plants. Two of the people were released, but a third suspect, Forrest E. Bateman Jr., 29, is being held at the Justice Center Jail in Portland on outstanding warrants for previous charges of assault and illegal possession of an AK-47 assault rifle.

In the Feb. 9 raid, agents also seized a small amount of ammonium nitrate and fuel oil, and literature affiliated with the Army of God, a white supremacist group connected to the 1997 bombings of an abortion clinic and a gay nightclub in Atlanta.

Blanchard said Fritz Springmeier and Bateman met at a Christian Patriot Association meeting several years ago.

"We think that part of their supplemental income came from selling marijuana," she said. "We believe they were very close and worked in concert together to operate a marijuana grown operation."

In November, federal agents arrested six members of the Christian Patriot Association on accusations of operating a $186 million "warehouse bank" scheme in Clackamas County that allowed 900 people across the nation to hide their money from the Internal Revenue Service. The case has not yet come to trial.


Springmeier, formerly a resident of Corbett, Oregon, has written and self-published a number of books based on the subject of the bloodline Illuminati and their use of mind control. He has also endorsed the existence of Project Monarch, an alleged CIA mind control project, based partially on the assertions of author Cathy O'Brien.


Criminal conviction

On January 31, 2002, Springmeier was indicted in the United States District Court in Portland, Oregon[7] in connection with an armed robbery. On February 12, 2003, he was found guilty of one count of armed bank robbery in violation of 18 U.S.C. §§ 2113(a) and (d) and one count of aiding and abetting in the use of a semi-automatic rifle during the commission of a felony in violation of 18 U.S.C § 924(c)(1).[8][9] In November 2003, he was sentenced to 51 months in prison on the armed robbery charge and 60 months on the aiding and abetting charge, fined $7,500, ordered to pay $6,488 in restitution, and assessed an additional $200.[10] Springmeier's conviction was affirmed by the United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit.[11] He was imprisoned, and was released from federal prison on March 25, 2011.


I can think of no better example of the type of credulous fool who would slavishly support the likes of Fritz Springmeier than Howard Nemaizer. Nemaizer is a salesman by trade and a lowlife reprobate by character, who foolishly thought he could latch on to a genuine CIA whistleblower (namely Barbara Hartwell), and make a name for himself by grossly exploiting my name and work. 

Nemaizer has done massive, inestimable damage to my good name, as well as intentional infliction of emotional distress, and has cost me thousands of dollars in damages as well as losses which are irreparable. I have not had the resources to sue him, but he can be assured if that day ever comes he will live to regret all the harm he has done, of course only for self-serving reasons.

Nemaizer is as dishonest as they come, as the following commentary will make clear.

I should add for the record that Nemaizer is a criminal, whose crimes against Barbara Hartwell have been documented on this site, as well as the monstrous invasions of privacy, malicious gossip and harassment against me and members of my family by Nemaizer and his wife, Maureen Nemaizer. They are a pair of horrible, vulgar, totally unprincipled busybodies and liars whose vile defamation has been spread far and wide by their accomplices, also my enemies, all over the World Wide Web.

The following report (from which I have given an excerpt) concerns Howard Nemaizer's shameful hypocrisy and dishonesty involving Fritz Springmeier, and exposes him for the toady and lackey he is.

One last note: the late Dr. Antonella Carpenter, mentioned here, had a radio program, THE MEDICAL CONSPIRACY, on Orion Radio Network (now defunct) on which I was her regular guest, and later, co-host, from 2011-2013. My areas of expertise are counterintelligence and psychological operations, which were topics discussed on the program.

Howard Nemaizer & “Truth Talk News”: Unscrupulous Assault on Truth (2)


In December of 2012, an issue came up which involved Fritz Springmeier, a very well-known person claiming to be an expert on CIA MK Ultra. Earlier that year, Howard Nemaizer had requested that I provide him with some information about Springmeier. I e-mailed him some documentation, along with a summary of my considered professional opinion, having conducted investigations on Springmeier and some of his associates, going back to the 1990s.

Nemaizer had previously interviewed Springmeier on his TV show, believing him to be legitimate. But now, he said he was interested in anything which would give him another perspective as to Springmeier's credibility. I told him (as I would tell anyone who asked) that he could not develop an informed opinion or reach a reasonable conclusion unless he did his own research, that I could only suggest some areas he could look into.

I received some e-mails from Nemaizer, in which he stated that he had a “plan” to “expose” Springmeier by inviting him on a program, co-hosted by Harry Link and another of his associates, Vincent Blasone. The “plan” involved using a pretense of supporting Springmeier, and then setting him up to later be “exposed”.

The e-mail exchanges that follow are mostly self-explanatory. I have removed any irrelevant and/or personal information, as well as certain names, to protect privacy. But, as will become clear, the issues themselves were (and are) very public.

Hartwell to Nemaizer:

Got both messages re Springmeier. I've told you what I know about him, and some months ago, sent you some documentation from other sources.

In my opinion, he is a charlatan and a phony Christian, as well as a MC handler. I've exposed some info on Monarch on my website and have probably told you more, can't remember what precisely.

I would not want to be involved in anything re Springmeier myself and don't have anything to say re Harry or Vinny, it's not my business.

I don't want my name to be brought into this, but I can't stop others if that is what they choose to do. My policy is, if someone else brings up my name publicly (say, Harry or Vinny) I would then probably address it in a report to set the record straight, and the same, should "the enemy" (Springmeier) say anything.

All I would ask, should YOU decide to interview him, is that my name not be brought up on the air, nor discussed with him off the air.

I have no interest in any kind of "debate" on these issues. My policy is to expose the liars and shills, not engage them.

Nemaizer to Hartwell:

"Fritz clearly has an agenda. I'd like to know what it is. I know he was working on a new book when Vinny invited him on several months ago. Incidentally he has posted very positive things about us on his Facebook page including us as one of his favorite shows he's been on since his "return".

I know Harry would like to hit him with some tough questions. Of course, I would never bring you up, Barbara, neither would Vinny -- and if you were brought up by F.S. I would defend you to the end.

I must say, I am intrigued. I spoke with Vinny and we both would like to see where this goes. Very odd. We would like to feel him out then question him about Alex Jones cointelpro. We know if we hit certain things like Cisco Wheeler and plagarism he will walk and that would be that. Looking to give him enough rope to hang himself. Not looking for an abush, or a love fest. I would like to milk this into 2 even 3 interviews before we hit him with the really tough questions and then when we've "used" him enough we can ask the really tough questions and expose the truth about Cisco Wheeler, plagarism and his associations with cointelpro shills like AJ. What are your thoughts about our plan?"

Hartwell to Nemaizer:

No e-mail in response to this. I simply repeated (as I had told him before) that I considered his “plan” to be dishonest, and wanted no part of it. It had nothing to do with me. He seemed to believe (falsely) that I was somehow involved, which is apparently why he kept asking for my opinion.

I also told him I did not want anyone “defending” me. I only wanted my name to be LEFT OUT of any of his dealings with Springmeier, including this dishonest plot. And in this case, Nemaizer was not qualified to “defend” me, since he lacked the knowledge and experience to know what he was talking about.

Note that Nemaizer talks of “using” Springmeier to extract information. No honest exchange of ideas, not even a straightforward discussion, allowing the so-called “tough” questions to be asked and answered. This is very telling as to Nemaizer's character. Don't be honest. “Use” people for what you can “get”, and then spring a trap after you have misrepresented your intentions, insincerely, on false pretenses.

(Which, as it turned out, is exactly what Howard Nemaizer later did to me, with his false pretenses and promises of “sanctuary”, placing me in a horrible position, even endangering my safety, which resulted only in more extreme stress, losses and damages from Nemaizer's lies. I should have seen it coming....)

So, Nemaizer went ahead, along with Harry Link and Vincent Blasone, and did the interview with Springmeier. When I watched this interview, it became clear to me that the hosts had no intention of doing anything but promoting Springmeier with entirely favorable comments, sympathetic responses to anything he said, treating him with great deference, kow-towing and toadying to him, as if he were a heroic figure, who had earned their admiration and respect.

There are two ways to view this: 1) They were sincere in their expressions of “support” for Springmeier, despite their claim that their “plan” was to set him up. Which would probably mean that they were operating out of profound ignorance. 2) They were insincere, laying on the phony praise. Either way, it shows dishonesty, rather than a search for the truth.

Frankly, it made me sick. I believe in honesty, no matter the circumstances, not manipulation and set ups. Do that, and you might as well be working for the government.

But they never did “expose” him. The show ended with accolades for Springmeir from the three toadies. There was also a huge promotion of Springneier's books, in large banner ads. Nobody watching this show could ever get the impression that the three hosts were anything but advocates and supporters of Fritz Springmeier, “True Believers” in all he was selling.

But here's the issue for me: What Springmeier claims to be true, and in fact what he has succeeded, over a period of years, in persuading large numbers of people to believe, goes against what I KNOW to be true, personally and professionally, from both direct experience and extensive investigations, and actually misinforms his large audiences, most of whom are probably sincerely seeking the truth.

Like other charlatans selling “Monarch”, never a CIA operation under MK Ultra, but a sideshow to misdirect attention from the actual operations, Springmeier has made money off the sale of his books and tapes, cashing in on the misery of innocent victims of the government's abuses of human rights.

What about the people whose children have been horrifically abused and exploited in government mind control programs? What about genuine, sincere Christians, seeking the truth about these demonic government operations? Springmeier touts himself as a Christian minister. Again, it makes me sick.

As I can attest from personal experience, MK Ultra is hell on earth, a nightmare from which you cannot easily awaken. The damages are extreme and severe, and in almost all cases, permanent, even if one manages to recover some semblance of a "normal" life. I was only delivered by the grace of God, with my sanity and principles intact. (Thank You, Jesus!) Most are not as fortunate.

I told Dr. Carpenter about the Fritz Springmeier debacle, and about how I could no longer in good conscience promote anything from Howard Nema (aka Nemaizer), not his show, nor “Truth Broadcast Network” where his show aired. We decided to comment on this on Dr. Carpenter's program, which aired the evening after the Springmeier interview.

Harry Link was also promoting Alex Jones. Alex Jones, the notorious government shill, who had done damage to both Barbara Hartwell and Dr. Carpenter (as well as many others), with his censorship and sabotage of our legitimate exposure of information.

Here, an excerpt from a report (2012):


Howard Nema had co-hosted a program on TRUTH TALK NEWS with Vincent Blasone and Harry Link, an interview with Fritz Springmeier, on December 10, 2012. Springmeier was shortly thereafter heavily promoted by Harry Link on Truth Broadcast Network, including a large banner which exclaimed: SPRINGMEIER IS BACK!!! Additionally, there were large advertisements encouraging the public to buy Springmeier's books.

Considering the fact that I had thoroughly investigated Fritz Springmeier since the mid-1990s and long ago reached several conclusions, based on facts and material evidence, that Springmeier (among other things) is a charlatan, a false Christian, a mind control handler and a criminal whose books, articles and radio/video presentations are filled with disinformation about a number of subjects, most notably government mind control operations.

Some time back, in the Spring of 2012, Howard had asked for my opinion on Springmeier, whom he had interviewed on his program a few times; these interviews took place before Howard and I were acquainted. In response to his request, I sent Howard some documentation. And I made it very clear in several telephone conversations what I thought of Springmeier and some of his associates, who promote the "Monarch" project as a CIA operation under MK Ultra, when in fact it was not.

It is important to state that my knowledge of these issues is based on my professional background, my extensive personal experience and many years of research and investigations, as well as my expertise on counterintelligence operations.

So frankly, I was outraged when I watched the Springmeier interview on TRUTH TALK NEWS, in which he was touted as a "political prisoner" (in fact, he did prison time for bank robbery), and "mind control expert" (those who consider "Monarch" to be a CIA operation, out of ignorance, or for an agenda, might agree, but that does not change the facts.)

Shortly thereafter, I decided that I could not allow this promotion of Springmeier to go unchallenged, so I did a show with Dr. Carpenter (The Medical Conspiracy), on which we exposed the facts about Fritz Springmeier (aka Victor E. Schoof aka Arthur Alexander Jr. --and yes, I've seen the forged I.D.s in both those names, of which I may still have copies in my files, and if I find them, will publish them as evidence.)

[NOTE: See copies of these above.]

I also, as a matter of principle, removed the links on my website for TRUTH TALK NEWS and Truth Broadcast Network. As I explained on the air, I refuse to promote any network or individual who is promoting liars, charlatans, disinformation specialists, government shills, criminals or other wrongdoers. That is my policy and not subject to compromise.

Before the Springmeier interview on December 10, Howard had told me he wanted to "expose" Springmeier on the air, after a series of interviews, and asked me what I thought about that. What I told him was that this would not be my way of dealing with anyone; that I do not condone such a "set up"; and that lastly, I did not want my name connected to any of this, nor mentioned on the air, nor used as a "source", should he choose to go through with this plan, which I considered unwise.

Aside from this, there were others involved, namely Harry Link and Vinny Blasone (who unlike Howard, were not my associates or friends). I explained that I did not want to get in the middle of any of this, and wanted no involvement whatsoever. And though I refused to give advice on this matter, when asked, I told Howard the truth about what I thought: that this would backfire and in the process compromise his own credibility.

As it turned out, the consequences I had predicted came to pass. Howard later told me that I was "right about everything" (including Springmeier and Laibow) and after much consideration, made a decision to sever his ties with Truth Broadcast Network.

End of excerpt.

Now, here is what happened next, which I did not cover publicly, but which I find it necessary to address now, considering the circumstances, being that Howard Nemaizer has added insult to injury by his libelous falsehoods against Barbara Hartwell.

He took offense when I addressed the issue of the promotion on “Truth Talk News” of the charlatan Fritz Springmeier, on Dr. Carpenter's radio program.

It was none of Nemaizer's business how I chose to conduct my own professional work, which had nothing whatsoever to do with him, but he clearly had the false notion that he had a “say”, given that he seemed to believe that there was some “team effort” underway.

Shortly after Dr. Carpenter's program aired, I received a series of irate phone calls from Howard Nemaizer. He left messages which were extremely disrespectful, in attempts to pressure me to call him back. I regarded these calls as harassment, and did not respond.

He even threatened, in one such message, that he would set up an interview with Fritz Springmeier, and would confront him with the accusations from “my source, Barbara Hartwell.” This statement was made in a very aggressive, even nasty, tone of voice.

This intrusive, disrespectful behavior should have been the red flag that alerted me to the true character of Howard Nemaizer. It was the behavior of an aggressive busybody, trying to horn in on my business, entirely lacking respect for my personal boundaries.

I should have cut off communications with him then and there, but decided that I would give him the benefit of the doubt, by giving him the opportunity to see the error of his ways. As later became clear, it was a mistake, one that I have paid for many times over.

I decided to e-mail Nemaizer, if only to set the record straight, and to once again clearly state my position.

I got the following e-mail in response.

Nemaizer to Hartwell:

"I understand your position, however, I agreed not to mention your name on air with FS so I am a bit confused as to why you undermined my plan and blocked me on skype? I told you exactly what we would do."

Hartwell to Nemaizer:

First of all, I did not block you on skype. I was on another call, and had no time as I was busy with something else, and I don't use skype for personal messages, there is no privacy at all. You had asked me to call, and I would have, as soon as I found time.

I don't ever use my cell phone, so I keep it turned off. I have asked people who have the number not to call me on the cell, unless in a case of emergency. It was only when I turned it on to charge it that I got your messages this morning.

I was accused of dodging your phone calls. Not true. And to try to pressure me to call is not something I would respond to.

I did not "undermine" anything, and I'm sorry you would interpret it that way.

Yes, you had told me about this plan re Springmeier. But please remember, I was not involved in it in any way. In fact, I told you I refused to be involved, because I do not condone or participate in "set ups" of that nature, that is not the way I do things. I am always direct and blunt, that is how I deal with everything and everyone.

It was not my place to tell you what to do, nor to give unsolicited advice, and there were other people involved, namely Harry Link and Vinny. They are not my friends, nor even my associates, and I don't interfere in other people's business, that is my policy. I did not think this plan was wise, and when you asked for my thoughts, I tried to tell you it was dishonest and risky, but you chose to go through with it, and that is your right.

I had simply asked you not to discuss me with Springmeier again, nor to allow my name to be part of any discussion on air. As I told you, I want NO INVOLVEMENT in any way with Springmeier or anything connected to him, and that is my prerogative.

Springmeier to me is the enemy, and I made that clear to you from way back. I do not directly engage my enemies (unless in extreme circumstances where I am being attacked physically or verbally), and I ask my friends to please respect my wishes in not discussing me with them, and that is all I asked.

I operate independently, always have, always will. I am not a team player. No one has any say in my decisions except me and I don't allow myself to be influenced by any consensus of others.

I have been exposing FS for many years, and investigating him for almost 2 decades. I know what I'm talking about, and I have the documentation. If someone chooses to take my word for it, they are free to believe me, or not. I have been repeatedly attacked by Springmeier's cronies and supporters, and his disinfo has greatly damaged me and my family in many ways. For me, this is not only professional, but personal.

So, no one has the right to expect that I will have a "gag order" on me, or expect that I will suddenly cease in my work of exposing criminals/shills/liars, simply because exposing the truth (as I always do) might be inconvenient with someone else's "plan" --one that has nothing to do with me.

When I saw the show with FS, in which it appeared that all of you were extremely supportive of him, I knew that I could not in good conscience allow this to go unchallenged. Whatever your plan was, you still were, in all ways apparent, promoting and supporting Springmeier. And that disinfo was going out over the airwaves to anyone watching, who might well believe it to be true.

Then I saw the big banner ads, promoting FS and the sale of his books. Yes, I know Harry Link runs TBN, but I knew I could not be associated with any network that promotes FS, along with Alex Jones. I had no way of knowing if you were involved, or not. You had not contacted me during all this time, so I had to go by the evidence which was right before my eyes.

So I removed the links to the sites, since I was not going to be involved in promoting anyone who promotes Springmeier or Jones.

During the show, Randy said he received a message from you, stating "Barbara jumped the gun". No, I did not, as I was never INVOLVED in your plan re Springmeier, and I have the right to comment publicly on something that has been made public (your show with FS, and the banner ads and big promotions of FS's books, etc.)

You may not understand this, but any promotion of FS not only does not serve the truth, but damages those like me who are telling the truth about MK Ultra and other related issues. You don't know a fraction of what has gone on, or what I have been through, because I have not made it public (for my own reasons), and have only told you a small part, in confidence.

Re the Dec 21 show. I heard it advertised by you only a few days ago, and there was a notice promoting it, but I never received a call from you to let me know if it was still on. I had already decided not to be on the show, due to the Springmeier debacle, and had you called me, I would have told you that, but since I never heard from you, I just let it go.

Lastly there is the issue that you said in your phone message that you would be using my name as a "source" re Springmeier? And make a video with him? And making assumptions (untrue) that this was what I wanted?

Not at all. My original request to you is that you not use my name in any way, shape or form, in connection with Springmeier. That request stands. If you want to expose him, as you say, then please do it on your own, not involving me.

I hope you understand my position on this. If you want to sever ties with TBN, then that is your choice. Again, it's not my business, that is between you and Harry Link. But in any case, I don't want any involvement with his network, because he has shown his true colors, and I can't condone nor support what he is doing. So I would ask you to please remove any references to me, or my previous reports you posted on the site, that is, if they have not already been removed by Harry.

Howard Nemaizer's response:

"First off, I way overreacted and I am very sorry. I do sincerely apologize for all the misunderstandings on my part regarding last night's show. Thank you for the clarifications.

I would never want anything to come between our friendship and mutual respect. I must say, this has been eating at me.

In retrospect, you were right all along regarding FS and I should have listened to your advice not to proceed the way we did. But I will make amends.

That said, Harry has pulled AJ off the network (which is still under renovation) and we had a long discussion about the direction of TBN and my place in it. I understand your feelings toward Harry and TBN and realize the way we cat and moused the FS interview and Harry's actions could have a damaging effect on my own reputation.

That said, I will be absolutely direct in my actions in the future. Straight as an arrow, like you. I will expose FS in the future by asking him the tough questions we were hoping would be asked by callers.

Of course I will be doing this on my own, but I would appreciate any info you can send me regarding him so I can be prepared.

I am also sorry since I am aware how devastating this FS debacle was to you, due to your own MK Ultra past and the lies about monarch, etc

My hope is that you will consider supporting my work on the for I will always support you, your work and your reputation. I am hopeful we can move forward and continue our efforts working on projects together in the future."

So, Nemaizer apologized to me and acknowledged that he was in the wrong. But was his apology sincere? Looking back on it, I don't believe so. Note that he tries to shift blame onto Harry Link, when he was a full and willing participant in the “plan”. He says he is concerned about his own reputation being damaged, but did he ever consider the damage to me, had MY NAME been dragged into his foolishness?

Also, note that he states:

"That said, I will be absolutely direct in my actions in the future. Straight as an arrow, like you. I will expose FS in the future by asking him the tough questions we were hoping would be asked by callers."

Howard Nemaizer had always told me he admired me for my honesty. I had even heard him talking about me on his program, stating, “Barbara Hartwell is the most honest person I know.”

But like others (former friends) I have known, he clearly does not like it when my “straight arrow” honesty and bluntness becomes too hot to handle, when HE is confronted for his dishonest behavior, or when I state the truth and the facts, even when they may “offend” someone.

Since that time, he has publicly accused me of being a “liar” and a “con artist”, even a “sociopath”, simply because he refuses to admit his own wrongdoing. He lacks integrity, and rather than make a REAL effort at honesty, tries to twist things around to blame me for his own unethical behavior. For that kind of crap, I have a ZERO TOLERANCE policy.

He then states:

"I am hopeful we can move forward and continue our efforts working on projects together in the future."

In fact, I had never worked on any “projects” with Howard Nemaizer. I had only been an occasional guest on his radio program. Again, he seems to believe that there was some “team effort”, where none existed, at least not involving me.

Shortly after I received this e-mail, I got another. The subject header stated: “Important NEW information”.

The e-mail was about another charlatan, one Rima Laibow. This referred to Laibow, the liar, and her hoax, who stated in a widely promoted video, “I am Adam Lanza's doctor.” As I stated in a report: Bullshit!


Nemaizer jumped on this, believing it was true, as did Harry Link. They actually set up an interview with Rima Laibow, on “Truth Talk News”, which they heavily promoted. But after I apprised Nemaizer that Laibow is a liar and a government shill, married to General Albert Stubblebine, a perpetrator of massive crimes against persons, including mind control programs, as well as horrific abuse of animals, Nemaizer cancelled the interview.

Here is my response to Nemaizer's e-mail about “Important NEW Information”:

You asked me what I think about this? I'll be blunt, as always, so I hope you understand.

There is no "new" information here. This woman is a demon, and so is her husband, Stubblebine (both listed in my HALL OF SHAME), who have both been heavily involved in MK Ultra, psy ops and behavior modification for years.

I know all about them, and none of it is good.

Their "natural solutions" are phony. I've already seen these videos (Alex Jones interview, 2009), and the new one is nothing but a psy op. I have no reason to believe this woman was Adam Lanza's doctor, in my opinion that is a lie. Anyone with any discernment, watching this, will know that and will know who and what she is. But sadly, most people will not see that and will believe the lies.

They pretend to be against drugs? Nothing could be further from the truth!

I looked on Truth Broadcast Network and saw the big promotions for the Rima Laibow interview on TRUTH TALK NEWS, presented AS IF this were "truth".

Meanwhile, people reading this may believe this is "real" when it is not. Just like the Fritz Springmeier promotions.

I must say, I don't understand why you would choose to do this, even if your plan is to "expose" her. Again a false paradigm is being set up, which people reading TBN could well believe, attributing credibility where it is not merited. And will compromise your credibility, in my opinion.

But as always, that is your right, if that is what you and Harry Link have decided.

But again, please do remove all references to my name, including on the scrolling banner of the TV show. I do not want my name connected to any of this, and re your show, not until such time (if ever) that you and I see eye to eye on these matters.

This is solely professional and on principle, so please take this in the way it is intended.

End of excerpt from e-mail.

Following this, more e-mails from Nemaizer, asking questions, for my opinions, for advice, etc. Now, talking about how HE was going to “EXPOSE” Rima Laibow. I was getting very tired of all this, and my patience was wearing thin, considering that my own circumstances were growing worse by the day.

So I sent this e-mail to Howard Nemaizer:

First I should say that my situation is so bad that most of my time is spent just trying to survive. I am flat broke with no money for even the most basic necessities, and am in pain with no way to get relief. I don't have the option of medical care, as I can't even afford to buy food. Other people are ill? Most can get help, where I cannot.

To add to this nightmare, I am currently snowed in and my car has been blocked in by a wall of snow, I haven't been able to get out for days, have no money to hire a plow and have not been able to get any help. Sorry, but I am not in any shape to get into heavy discussions on all this, not at this time.

The only thing I can tell you is that you have chosen a path which I cannot condone and do not agree with. But I can't advise you, as our viewpoints are so far apart I don't see any common ground. I don't allow myself to get into conflicts or arguments with people, it is too stressful and I don't try to impose my views on others.

But I can give you a few ideas to consider, which you can take or leave.

In my opinion, you have aligned yourself with a person, namely Harry Link, who does not hold the principles to defend truth, no matter the consequences, but will exploit anything in order to draw publicity for his own agenda.

Frankly, I don't have any respect for him, and have now seen enough to know that I want no dealings with him and no association with his network.

How can someone promote such obvious disinformation and claim he is all about truth?

As far as exposing the bad guys, my way is to do a thorough investigation and present my findings in a report, and/or on the air. An investigation takes time, so if you are rushing in attempts to "expose" someone, you won't have enough solid information or facts to make a valid case.

Speaking for myself, I do not engage the bad guys directly, nor do I play any kind of games, such as presenting false information in order to lure someone into a trap.

If you really believe you must confront them directly on the air in order to expose them, then I can't advise you. However, presenting disinformation ahead of time, as part of this set up, is not something I believe in. That is a compromise of the truth, and can only as a result compromise the credibility of the person engaging in such tactics.

This is 'the ends justify the means' philosophy and it does not serve truth.

The way I see it, there is only one weapon to be used against the bad guys: UNADULTERATED TRUTH. Without that, you are fighting a battle you can never win. To quote Sun Tzu (Art of War): Know the enemy and know yourself.

First, I would free myself from any alliances where you do not have complete sovereignty, where you don't have to change your ideas or compromise your principles in order to work with anyone else.

That is what I have done, a long time ago, and it is the only thing that has ever worked for me. When you have to constantly confer or argue with someone who does not serve truth, or you are "at the mercy" of someone because you are dependent upon them in any way, it drains your energy, warps your priorities and stops you from standing up for the right thing and ultimately, defending TRUTH.

But that is me, and my way.

I truly hope you will find a way that works for you, but I believe you will have to find it on your own, through some direct revelation, not from the advice of others, including me.

Lastly, ask yourself: What would Jesus do? Would He promote disinformation, even for a minute, in order to "expose" the enemy? Or would He call out the enemy and admonish them for their lies, and their demonic behavior?

End of excerpt from e-mail.

The evidence presented here shows that I gave Howard Nemaizer every opportunity to understand my position on various issues. I also told him the truth, whenever he asked for my opinion. I repeatedly gave him the benefit of the doubt, and accepted his apologies for his indiscretions, believing them (at the time) to be sincere.

But what Howard Nemaizer eventually revealed to me, through his words and actions, is that he is fueled by self-serving personal ambition, rather then by the desire to do the right thing, to serve the truth, no matter the consequences.

It also became clear to me that he did not even seem to “hear” what I was actually saying, on any number of occasions, which was always based on principle. Instead of considering principle, he interpreted everything through pragmatism, by how it would serve HIM and HIS interests, HIS agenda, which it became clear was to make a name for himself, to seek public attention and approval, when he did not have the knowledge or experience as a basis for such an achievement. He thought he could ride my coattails to gratify his ego and glorify himself at my expense.

Instead of showing a willingness to learn, from others who DO have the knowledge, the hard-won personal/professional experience and expertise, and who hold the necessary principles to serve truth, he bulldozed ahead, scavenging from the legitimate work of others, trying to make himself APPEAR to be an authority or expert on issues, where in fact he so obviously lacks understanding that he only exposes himself as a pretentious fool.

I left off in the last report with Howard Nemaizer's phony comment to me in his latest public smear piece:

"If you truly are a sovereign child of God, Barbara and not a CIA disinformation agent, do what Jesus would do. Turn the other cheek as I am going to do–and get on with your life."

Now. This statement shows the true arrogance of Howard Nemaizer. He “copies” my sincere statement to him:

Lastly, ask yourself: What would Jesus do? Would He promote disinformation, even for a minute, in order to "expose" the enemy? Or would He call out the enemy and admonish them for their lies, and their demonic behavior?

Now, I have this to say to Howard Nemaizer:

How dare you, you aggressive, obnoxious, self-serving little punk!


Nemaizer accuses me of being a “CIA disinformation agent”, when he knows damn well this is untrue. No, he tries (as usual) to twist things around and blame me for his own dishonesty, aggression and the outright idiocy of some of his promotions, when all this started simply because I exercised my RIGHT to protest his misrepresentation and exploitation of MY NAME and website for his own unscrupulous ends.

Which he continued to do, even after I publicly demanded that he REMOVE the false and fraudulent information and notices in connection with my name. To this day, no public apology. No public retractions of his fraudulent promotions, going on for more than two years, as the damages continue to mount to my good name. Only more lies, more character assassination. More monstrous invasions of my privacy and now, even that of my family, who are not involved in any way.

If Howard Nemaizer is really so blind and/or so stupid as to think I will allow him to get away with the arrogant, dishonest, and utterly despicable offenses he has committed against a person who has never once done anything wrongful to him, he will be hit right between the eyes with the true meaning of “straight arrow” honesty, in word and deed.


Howard Nemaizer, this servant of the devil, has continued to promote, support and endorse Fritz Springmeier, right up to the present day, just as he has continued to promote vile lies and diabolical calumny against Barbara Hartwell. 

In summary, I must say that those who promote the charlatan, Fritz Springmeier, or his little toady, Howard Nemaizer, have ZERO discretion, and should they keep following along, are on a one way trip down the Highway to Hell, unless they repent and make a 180 turn, while there is yet time.

Barbara Hartwell

Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ

February 5, 2022