"He
who is not angry when there is just cause for anger is immoral. Why?
Because anger looks to the good of justice. And if you can live amid
injustice without anger, you are immoral as well as unjust."
– Thomas
Aquinas
FOREWORD:
JULY 2025
When
checking the stats in the internal non-public area of my site, I
found that this old report had been getting hundreds of views. I
don't know why this is, but I pay attention to what the readers are
viewing, as it gives me insight into what they find of interest, of
importance, and hopefully, of value.
I
should state for the record that, according to the stats, most of my
readers are not in the US, but overseas, with a large number also in
South America. Again, I don't know why this is. The largest numbers
appear to be in France, and secondly, in Brazil and Argentina. Hong
Kong, Vietnam, Singapore, the Far East in general.
Suffice
it to say that there appears to be the least interest in my own
country, even though much of my focus has always been on the crimes
and corruption committed by US entities such as the FBI and CIA. Much
of which I have personally experienced and/or witnessed myself, as a
victim, a target, an enemy combatant, and/or as an investigator of
crimes against persons.
As
stated in my NOTICES, this is not a “news” site. It is an archive
of my work, going back at least three decades (or more, when including
articles from previous hardcopy publications). My work is strictly
professional and my site is not interactive; rather, it is a closed
system.
I
have never used social media (and never will). I am not a participant
in the internet culture. I find it important to state these facts,
since people often make false assumptions which lead to erroneous
conclusions. One of which is that I can be influenced by what other
people think, believe, or what they think they know, from following
cultural trends.
This
particular report is comprised of documentation that is more than a
quarter century old. When I recently saw the number of views, I
decided to re-read it, to see if I could find what might have been of
interest.
I
should also say that I was actually shocked that I had forgotten so
much of what was reported. Not in the larger picture, but in the
details. But I do know that the details given, the facts of the case
(including as described in the testimony of witnesses), were recorded
by me as they happened, and that they are therefore accurate.
I
believe that the traumatic nature of the events is the reason I have
forgotten so much of what I experienced and suffered. I have found,
in my research of victims and targets of government persecution, over
many years, that the human psyche can take only so much trauma and
abuse before it shuts down the memories as a form of
self-preservation. This also has been shown in cases of military
veterans and intelligence agents I have debriefed (both inside and
outside government operations).
My
main areas of expertise, in regard to government operations, are
psychological operations and counterintelligence. I am trained in
psychoanalysis (primarily Jungian), hypnosis, in related disciplines,
and as a Christian minister, specializing in pastoral counseling. I
have been involved in profiling, debriefing and counseling victims
and targets over a period of many years (again, both inside and
outside).
The
main point I wish to convey is that I know how these operations work,
how and why a particular person becomes a designated target, and what
outcomes are likely to result if the individual is unable to get some
support from those who are able and willing to help, and who also
have an understanding of what is actually happening to a person so
targeted.
My
main concern, when it comes to writing reports on government
persecution, has always been in pursuing the cause of JUSTICE.
I
have no worldly ambition, but only want to call attention to grievous
injustices in the hope that it will inspire righteous outrage and a
desire to work to end the abuses perpetrated by the arrogant
aggressors in positions of power and control, those who display a
total lack of respect for the privacy, personal boundaries and
God-given (and thereby unalienable) rights of individuals.
Unfortunately,
my work has been misunderstood, grossly misinterpreted and
misrepresented by hordes of aggressive, ambitious amateurs, seeking
fame and fortune for themselves. These individuals seek out the work
of legitimate professionals (former government agents and
whistleblowers) and attempt to copy and exploit their hard-won
accomplishments for their own self-serving ends. They twist the
factual information, they add hyperbole and embellishments, and
worst of all, make extravagant (and untruthful) claims about their own experiences. For those interested in the gory details, I have exposed quite a number of these wannabes, frauds, charlatans, snake oil salesmen and whackjobs in reports on this site.
For
many years, I have found it necessary to refute the many falsehoods
(some of a bizarre nature) which have appeared on the Internet in
connection with my name, my website, and my work in general. And I
know I have seen only a fraction of what is out there.
For
this reason, I am including an excerpt from a report on this topic
(2022), one of many efforts to set the record straight. Please read
this before continuing on with the main report on Psy Ops. It will
provide helpful context.
Lastly, as always, my reports are FOR INFORMATION PURPOSES ONLY. Readers may make of the information what they will. Caveat lector.
Barbara Hartwell
July 7, 2025
(Part
2) NOTICE: A CASE OF MISTAKEN IDENTITY? SETTING THE RECORD
STRAIGHT...ONCE AGAIN
https://barbarahartwellvscia.blogspot.com/2022/06/notice-case-of-mistaken-identity_30.html
EXCERPT
MK
ULTRA, SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE & “TARGETED INDIVIDUALS”
Now
here is a minefield, if ever there was one. These are three distinct
and separate categories. Yet they have been thrown together and
placed under one generalized umbrella, AS IF they are one and the
same. And it has resulted in a mess of confusion and false
information, which was exactly the plan by those who spawned it.
Without
exception, the worst cases of false information promoted in
connection with the name of Barbara Hartwell have been on these
subjects. The damages have been extreme and severe and my outrage
knows no bounds.
My
name has been falsely dragged into every conceivable category among
these issues, which have been lumped all together by promoters of
government black propaganda, and endlessly parroted by ignorant
people, including government stooges and lackeys.
The
sheer number of falsehoods promoted is far beyond the scope of this
report, so I will list some facts which should set the record
straight on at least the basics. (Also see reports on this site for
more detail.)
I
come from a CIA/military intelligence family (both sides). I was
trained for intelligence work, beginning in childhood. I was chosen
and recruited without my knowledge or consent, through
family/bloodline connections. It is important to state that, as a
child, I was given no choice in the matter.
I
am a survivor of MK Ultra and other CIA black operations. It is
important to state that MK Ultra was a very specific operation, for
the primary purpose of “creating the perfect spy” during the Cold
War era. There were sub-projects, using drugs, hypnosis, behavior
modification tactics, psychotronic weaponry (including Electronic
Dissolution of Memory) and trauma based programming.
To
set the record straight (as I have done many times before), see this
list of false claims which have been promoted in connection to my
name.
At
no time was I ever a victim of sexual abuse, nor was ever a “sex
slave”, nor “sex trafficked”.
At
no time was I ever a victim of satanic ritual abuse.
At
no time was I ever any kind of “mind-controlled slave”.
At
no time was I ever involved in what is known as “Monarch”.
NOTE:
Monarch was never a CIA operation under MK Ultra. It has been used as
a side show (sex slaves and satanism) to misdirect attention from the
actual MK Ultra operations, which had absolutely nothing to do with
sex slaves or satanism. Anyone who is promoting Monarch as a CIA op
under MK Ultra is 1) part of the purposeful deception, for an agenda,
2) parroting the party line out of ignorance, 3) exploiting this
false information for self-serving motives such as material gain
and/or ego gratification and/or seeking power and control.
Having
to fight my way out of CIA operations, I broke free, as a defector,
in 1994. I am not “retired”.
Since
the time I became a CIA whistleblower (1995) I have been targeted for
political persecution by the government. It is called a
“neutralization campaign”. Much of the persecution against me is
because I am a Christian. The perpetrators hate Christians, because
Christians alone know that the only way out of criminal
government/military operations (including MK Ultra and related
projects) is Jesus Christ.
I
was delivered from CIA by the grace of God, after many years of
spiritual (supernatural) warfare and what I can only describe as
trench warfare.
That
is the truth, for the record.
"TARGETED
INDIVIDUALS": NEVER ONE OF THEM
In
yet another case of mistaken identity, my name has been exploited,
over a period of many years, by large numbers of people who call
themselves “targeted individuals”(aka TIs). They make false
claims that I am “one of them”, and drag my name in repeatedly
and profusely where it does not belong. I am a CIA whistleblower,
targeted for political persecution, in a vendetta of extreme
prejudice. NOT a “targeted individual”. And there is a huge
difference between these categories, as I will explain (once
again...)
Among
the number of journalists (and others) who cover these issues, there
is a tendency for them to take the party line and lump a number of
issues together in one basket. Very few who speak about these issues
are professional journalists. Even among those who are, most are not
survivors of government operations, nor were they involved in any
way, and most significantly, they are not government whistleblowers.
To put it bluntly, they don't know what they are talking about, but
are seeking fame and fortune at the expense of genuine victims,
survivors and legitimate whistleblowers, those who have shed blood,
sweat and tears, who have risked their lives to expose government
corruption, have worked and fought for decades to put criminals out
of business and behind bars.
Among
the claims made by those promoting themselves as “targeted
individuals” (including those in the many groups who are
self-described members of the so-called “TI Community”) is that
there is a “TI program”. Some promote the falsehood that “ALL
TIs are blacklisted into this program.” Some claim that TIs are all
victims of “trafficking” and/or “non-consensual
experimentation”.
Quite
a number of these persons make extravagant claims of being individual
(specific) targets of huge black operations, involving FBI, CIA, DOD,
fusion centers, etc. etc. They speak of armies of perpetrators, foot
soldiers, fleets of cars, drones, aircraft, invading a neighborhood,
for the purpose of singling them out, attacking them with electronic
weaponry with the intent to kill them.
If
this sounds absurd, that is because it is. Imagine the extent of
resources, the manpower, the military hardware, it would take to
deploy such a campaign, against a lone individual. Millions upon
millions of dollars?
And
this, against people who are not even government whistleblowers, who
have never been involved in government operations, and who therefore
would pose no threat which could possibly rise to the level of
justifying such expenditures.
Yet
these are the claims being made by a large number of people calling
themselves “targeted individuals”.
Making
such sensationalist claims only discredits the entire subject. Anyone
with even a modicum of common sense would know that such an immense
operation, supposedly to “kill” one person makes no sense
whatsoever.
Those
who have actual experience and knowledge in these matters know that
if they were hell-bent on killing someone, they could easily do so,
without making a huge production out of it.
IN
SUMMARY
The
whole point of this report is to make it clear that what I have
chosen to make public about my own case, my own background, my own
purposes, has been tainted by a plethora of false information, over a
period of decades.
The
less publicity I get, the more I thank the Good Lord.
I
am outraged (and righteously so) at having my name grossly exploited
and defamed by self-serving publicity-seekers, ambitious and
aggressive individuals, intelligence groupies, government stooges and
snake oil salesmen, looking to make a name for themselves at the
expense of those legitimate persons (of which I am only one), whose
purpose is to serve God, defend Liberty and pursue Justice, for one
and all.
In
the one thing I know I cannot do wrong, I pray God's Justice on them
all, according to His will.
PSY OPS: SPECIAL REPORT
NOTE,
March, 2007: I'm not sure of the date I wrote this report, which is a
compilation of several older reports, between 1999-2001.
It
has been taken from the archives of my old website. And just reading
it again, in the process of editing for reposting, has been extremely
disturbing and exhausting! I hate dredging up all this stuff which I
would really rather forget.
Those
(like myself) who suffer from PTSD should be warned that reading this
report might cause emotional distress.
It's
the government rat bastards who SHOULD be reading it --as I know they
will. These bastards should bow their heads in shame. They should
repent and make amends to all the victims they have targeted. There
may be hope for some of them --I've seen it happen, though
rarely.
Lastly, the names of victims have been changed, for
their protection.
PSY
OPS: Special Report
"Enlighten
the people generally, and tyranny and oppresions of body and mind
will vanish like evil spirits at the dawn of day."
– Thomas
Jefferson
I
had intended to write a comprehensive article on PsyOps, but frankly,
due to the rapidly escalating Psy Ops being directed at me and my
fellow patriots and friends, I just couldn't find the time. I have
other reports to write, as per breaking news and breakthroughs in the
continuing investigation of criminal activities and corruption which
has thrown our country into a state of chaos and disruption,
especially since the events of September 11, 2001.
So
as the next best thing, I've taken some previous reports I wrote,
dating from December 2000-February 2001, edited them and present them
here.
Over the years, I have drawn a lot of criticism from
some of my detractors —and even from friends— for making the
harassment and persecution I've been subjected to a matter of public
record. But I will never give up my right to freedom of speech and as
long as I have a forum to air my views, I will continue to let
everyone know what these perps of Psy Ops are doing. Their criminal
violations of human rights need to be exposed, and I will never stop
talking and writing about this until the day I die or until these
violations stop —whichever comes first.
Another thing: The
people behind these nefarious activities are not faceless
nonentities, the ubiquitous 'they' or 'them' as we commonly refer to
these perps. No, 'they' are individuals, with names and addresses.
Though 'they' operate collectively, orders invariably come from the
top and move down through the ranks in the chain of command. And it
is my policy to expose 'them' by name when and if I can find evidence
to back up my allegations. Otherwise, I just refer to 'them' as 'the
perps'...sums it up nicely.
These reports give detailed
descriptions of the various PsyOps tactics. I give the details
because I want to bring Psy Ops close to home. I want everyone to
understand how an individual can be affected, once targeted for Psy
Ops and just how devastating these tactics can be. As I think you'll
see....the devil's in the details.....
February
06, 2001
My last report of
December 2000 dealt mainly with the computer sabotage perpetrated
between the months of June and November, 2000. My website was
constructed in May 2000 and by June it was 'frozen', after I lost the
services of two webmasters, due to Psy Ops and intimidation tactics.
Then came the total destruction
of my computer hard drive and the permanent loss of thousands of
documents which comprised my research files, as well as being
off-line for the better part of 6 months. These were major setbacks
which forced me to suspend all activities of my Legal Defense and
Research Fund for this extended time period.
Here's
an excerpt from my previous report, December 6, 2000:
COMPUTER
SABOTAGE: THE TECHNO-TERRORISTS STRIKE AGAIN!
From
June to November 2000 my Internet access was cut off due to
continuing sabotage of my computer, courtesy of the cyber-spooks and
techno-terrorists who have spared no effort in their attempts to
"neutralize" me, silence me and shut down my Legal Defense
and Research Fund and all related activities.
As
a result most of my communications with the outside world were cut
off for a lengthy period of time. 6 months seems an eternity when you
know that time is of the essence and may be running out. In
September, 2000 my hard drive was finally TOTALLY DESTROYED as the
culmination of the relentless electronic sabotage. I was finally able
to get back online in November 2000 thanks to a generous contribution
from one of my supporters which allowed me to replace some of my
computer hardware.
DESTROYED: All
my research documents. Much of the text of a book I am writing.
Thousands of e-mail messages. My e-mail address book. Articles I was
writing, still in progress. Photographs from my research, some of
which served as evidence. Documents sent to me by other journalists
and researchers. Testimony sent to me by survivors of mind control
and various gov't black operations.
THOUSANDS
of documents, all told. ALL GONE. TOTALLY WIPED OUT.
Although
I still have hundreds of hardcopy files and thousand of documents,
collected over many years of research, I can NEVER replace the rest
of what was destroyed. I understand that my own lack of computer
expertise —and lack of resources— is part of the reason I was
unable to save my many files onto disks. To some people, this may
appear as a foolish lack of vigilance on my part, when I must have
known such a loss would be devastating and there is so much at stake.
All I can say is that when you
are dealing with constant, heavy-duty harassment —electronic and
otherwise —your life can become a form of trench warfare. No sooner
has one emergency situation —hit and run strike or savage
electronic assault— been dealt with, than another follows on its
heels. The relentless attacks and sabotage of all my activities, both
personal and professional, have driven me to the limits of my
endurance —and at times, beyond.
Had
I not known that God --whom I know to be the highest benevolent
spiritual intelligence in the universe-- was there to back me up, I'm
sure I would not have survived as long as I have. I would not be here
today to write this report if not for the grace of God. For the past
7 years, just TRYING TO STAY ALIVE has taken up most of my time and
attention. And for those who may be wondering: No, I am not a
religious zealot. I am not even a member of any organized religion. I
am just a person who has always known God in my heart, my source of
sustenance, courage and spirit-filled intuition.
Back
to the electronic sabotage: It's nothing new. It's been going on
since 1994. It is only one of the many and varied harassment tactics
used by the perps in their campaign to "neutralize" me.
BARBARA HARTWELL'S LEGAL DEFENSE
AND RESEARCH FUND WEBSITE
My
website was first put online in May 2000. It took me SIX YEARS of
serious effort to finally get my own website, due to continuing
sabotage, harassment, intimidation tactics —and in certain cases,
even death threats— used against people who were involved in
publishing my material, whether in hardcopy periodicals or on the
Internet.
But as I expected, once
I had my OWN website, the harassment against me and those working
with me escalated dramatically, resulting in my website being
'frozen' ONLY ONE MONTH after it was first constructed. But it was
after I lost the services of 2 webmasters in a row and the site was
frozen, that once again, all hell really broke loose!
INTIMIDATION
OF SUPPORTERS AND WITNESSES
I have
a documented and published history of the harassment and intimidation
tactics used against my witnesses and supporters, but what has so far
been published is only the tip of the iceberg. My first webmaster,
one of my oldest and dearest friends, whom I had known for 27 years,
immediately became the target of extreme harassment and intimidation
tactics, but only after he became involved in constructing my
website.
I had issued to him the
standard warning which I feel in good conscience I must give to ANY
person who volunteers to help me in ANY way: You will be targeted. I
tried to explain, in great detail, how these perps operate. That they
are ruthless and totally unscrupulous. That they will do anything and
everything they think they can get away with in order to intimidate
my supporters and witnesses.
Like
most people, my friend did not take my warning seriously. Not until
HE was targeted and it happened to HIM. The day after he constructed
my website, he lost his regular job and his only source of income was
cut off. He was then blacklisted when applying for other jobs in his
field. He was forced to take a job doing manual labor in order to
meet his obligations and make ends meet.
Shortly
thereafter, the perps broke into his apartment in NYC and TOTALLY
TRASHED the place. He came home one day to find his bathtub filled
with water, covering books, photographs, electronic equipment and
sundry other items. The perps destroyed much of his personal
property, including his computer equipment.
His hard drive
was wiped out and he lost EVERYTHING. These vandals also stole copies
of videotapes, audiotapes and hardcopy documents which contained my
public testimony as well as that of other gov't mind control and
black ops survivors, including ex-CIA operative Chip Tatum. These
materials were loaned to the webmaster by me. Some of the hardcopy
documents were meant to be posted on my website. I have no money to
replace the items which are still available to purchase. As for the
others, they are irreplaceable, some of which were given to me by
former CIA personnel. (Yes, I know I was foolish to ever let my only
copies out of my hands, but there's no help for that now.)
After
trashing the man's home, as a finishing touch, the perps brought in a
fresh stack of flyers --hot off the photocopy machine-- advertising
my videotape series, which this man had designed, and scattered them
all over the apartment. The goons' message was crystal clear: STAY
AWAY FROM BARBARA HARTWELL ...OR ELSE....
There is also
another reason I believe this man was targeted. That is because he
was a witness, many years ago, beginning in 1973, to some very
strange events in my life. The incidents he witnessed were such that
his testimony could have helped me substantiate my claims in regard
to my involvement in CIA black ops. For one thing, he witnessed me
'switching' into trance states and being led away from public places
by government agents (some of whom presented gov't ID) dressed in
expensive suits into a waiting limousine or other gov't-issue
vehicle.
He
wondered, those many years ago, WHY I would 'disappear' for days or
weeks at a time. WHY I subsequently had little or no memory of this
'missing time'. And WHY I carried a passport in my handbag at all
times. (The reason he said I gave at the time was that since in those
days I had no driver's license, it was my only form of ID.)
One
thing the bad guys surely don't want is witnesses! Witnesses who
might be able and willing to corroborate my testimony. But I guess
these goons nixed any possibility for my old friend —and former
webmaster— to be a witness on my behalf. By his own admission my
(former?) friend won't tell me the worst of what happened to him as
result of his attempts to help me. Maybe he never will. God only
knows what else the perps may have done —or threatened to do— to
him, or what lies and slander about me with which they may have
tainted his mind. But then, that would not be unusual, not in my
life. As I have come to think of quite a few of my have-been and
could-have-been supporters and friends: Another one bites the
dust......
MY CHRONICLES OF COMPUTER SABOTAGE
Following
is the sequence of events since June, 2000, roughly one month after
my website was first put online. Suddenly one day, strange noises
were coming from the tower of my computer. It was malfunctioning and
repeatedly crashing for no apparent reason. Fortunately, in answer to
my prayers and public appeals for help, I had just received a
generous contribution from one of my supporters who had heard me on
the Expert Witness Show, WBAI radio in NYC, in a series of programs
on CIA MKULTRA, hosted by former 25-year federal agent, Mike Levine.
The lady who sent me the contribution, a well-known author
who wishes to remain anonymous, told me she believed my testimony
regarding my involvement in the CIA MKULTRA mind control program and
wanted to offer financial support. So I was able to take my computer
into the shop for service.
[NOTE: The author was the late Gloria Naylor, who later published her documentary "fiction" book, 1996, in which she named Barbara Hartwell as her first source of info re CIA mind control operations.]
The computer experts ran a diagnostic
on the computer, but strangely enough they could find NOTHING wrong.
Not a thing. However, thanks to the contribution I received, while
the computer was in the shop I had them install a new and much larger
hard drive, which I had been in need of. They simply transferred all
my files to the new hard drive. As an extra precaution, I had the man
who owns the computer service shop come to my home to hook up the
computer and to check to see that everything was running
properly.
For about 2 weeks, the computer was working just
fine. Then one day it happened AGAIN: anomalous malfunctions and
electronic beeping coming out of the tower for no apparent reason.
AGAIN, I brought the computer back to the shop. AGAIN, a diagnostic
was run. But the BRAND NEW hard drive worked fine --that is, WHILE IT
WAS IN THE SHOP; just like the OLD hard drive.
AGAIN, they
could NOT determine the nature of the problem, since the computer
malfunctioned ONLY WHEN IT WAS IN MY HOME and NEVER when hooked up in
the computer shop. Again, the computer experts were puzzled, to say
the least. They explained that it was a very unusual situation and
that they could not advise me as to what the problem was, much less
what could be done to rectify it. When I asked if they had ever
encountered such a situation before, they answered that they had
not.
And so, once again, I brought the computer home, hoping
for the best but —trying to be realistic— preparing for the
worst. On the first day I brought the computer back to my home, I had
a friend come to help me hook it up. The date was August 18, 2000. At
first, there was no problem. For the first time in weeks, I was able
to get on the Internet. I was able to retrieve several hundred e-mail
messages which had come in to my ISP while I was off-line.
But
only minutes later, for no apparent reason, all hell broke loose!
Everything suddenly went wild! The images on the monitor became fuzzy
and distorted. When I went back into my e-mail program to see if my
recently retrieved messages were still there, to my dismay, I
discovered that they had been erased, every last one. Not only my NEW
messages, but ALL messages formerly in my inbox, dating back to June,
had also been erased. I had not even had a chance to read my new
messages, nor to see who they were from.
I immediately called
tech support on my local ISP. But —as usual— they were unable to
help me. In the past I'd had SO MANY bizarre problems with my e-mail
that I had literally spent hours on the phone with these people. The
man I spoke to said he could give me NO explanation as to WHY my
e-mail messages had been erased.
I will spare you the rest of
the gory details about all the bizarre computer malfunctions. It
would take pages —and hours of writing— to describe them all.
Suffice it to say that ONCE AGAIN, my computer had crashed. ONCE
AGAIN, I was forced off-line with no communication to the outside
world. This situation continued for several more weeks. I was in
limbo. There was nothing I could do. I had no money for another
diagnostic from the computer shop nor for repairs. And although I
tried, I could find no one willing to help me.
Finally a
friend and fellow mind control survivor, who also happens to be a
computer expert, came to visit me. She lives 3 hours away by car and
it was her first visit to my home. With considerable effort, using
her expertise, she was able to get the computer running properly
again. I was able to get back online.
But the hundreds of
missing e-mail messages were NEVER retrieved. They had seemingly
vanished into thin air. Maybe they disappeared after crossing the
event horizon of a black hole...Maybe they got stuck in a time/space
warp....Derailed into hyperspace! Maybe they are now in a parallel
universe?....Who knows? Whatever the explanation for the case of the
derailed e-mail, my brief good fortune —having my computer running—
only lasted another week.
One week later, the computer crashed
AGAIN. This time, as I later learned, the crash PERMANENTLY destroyed
my hard drive and wiped out all my files. This was the BRAND NEW hard
drive that had been installed only a couple months before. ONCE
AGAIN, I carted my computer back to the shop. AGAIN, I waited for a
diagnosis to find out what the hell had happened to crash my BRAND
NEW hard drive. Meanwhile, I prayed ONCE AGAIN that I could somehow
get the money to fix the computer.
A diagnostic was AGAIN
performed by the computer specialists at the shop. But unlike the
past 2 times, the computer did NOT run while at the shop. Not this
time....I was told that the hard drive had been TOTALLY DESTROYED.
CORRUPTED BEYOND SALVAGE.
As for an explanation, none was
forthcoming. The cause was unknown. No viruses were detected. No
mundane or even PLAUSIBLE explanation was possible, at least not by
the computer specialists. (I guess they never heard of 'plausible
deniability'.)
One guy at the shop actually asked me if my
house was haunted! Yes, I said: It's haunted by spooks and I don't
mean of the ghostly kind.
The man who owns the shop decided
to replace the hard drive at no cost to me, through a warrantee by
the manufacturer, since he could not determine HOW it had been
destroyed. Considering my history of anomalous computer problems,
which he had been witnessing (and repairing) for the past 3 years,
I'm sure by this time he knew that something very strange was going
on. But I still had to pay for the labor, the diagnostic, the
installation fee and for the house call. But I had no money. So ONCE
AGAIN, while the computer sat in the shop, and the weeks crawled by,
I waited......
February
6, 2001
THE LIFESTLYE WITHOUT A LIFE:
AN OPEN LETTER AND
VERY PERSONAL COMMENTARY
I am writing this follow-up report in
the form of a letter because what I have to say here is of a very
personal nature. Some of you know me and some do not, but that makes
little difference to me. It is only because of letters like this that
I have been given the opportunity to come to know some of you, to
exchange information and to learn that there are many others who
share a similar 'lifestyle' --certainly not a lifestyle any sane,
reasonable, freedom-loving person would adopt by choice.
Because
it is a lifestyle which precludes having any REAL LIFE. A lifestyle
which requires the individual to focus ALL of her/his time and energy
and to exhaust ALL resources simply in the efforts of BASIC SURVIVAL
and SELF DEFENSE.
Some of you will recognize this lifestyle; I
realize most others will not. It is possible that what I will
describe may be happening to you, your family or friends. I will only
be able to include a few other brief case histories in this report,
but I am hoping that you —whoever you may be— will read this
report with an open mind and a compassionate heart, whether or not
you may personally relate to the information.
I now write
this letter under the pressure of rapidly-escalating harassment and
under conditions which are increasingly life-threatening in nature.
It is very important to me that the truth be known about what is
happening to me, and not only to me, but also to others, some of whom
are also survivors/victims of gov't mind control, but all of whom
--in one way or another-- have been targeted for political
persecution. Thus, from their own life experience, they have come to
know whereof I speak when I describe the Lifestyle Without a
Life.
In glaring contrast to Lifestyles of the Rich and
Famous, this is Lifestyles of the Downtrodden and Obscure . This
lifestyle is reminiscent of 'A Day In The Life of Ivan Denisovich'
the saga of a political prisoner incarcerated in a Russian gulag.
Only in this case, the gulag in question would be your own home.
And the prisoner is a Prisoner of Conscience. The only
missing element seems to be the uniformed guards, the gaolers tasked
with keeping the prisoner overworked; undernourished —in every
sense of the word. Deprived of the basic necessities of life. Removed
from the sustaining contact and support of other human beings. In a
state of unrelenting, life-shattering stress.
But things are
not always what they seem. The gaolers are there, believe me. Or to
be more accurate, they are here, there and everywhere...It's just
that we don't often catch sight of them. Like all cowards, they
operate behind the scenes; under cover of darkness and well hidden
from the light of day —fearing discovery; fearing that the truth
will out.
Watching....Waiting....Plotting and perpetrating
their dirty deeds from one of their many and varied posts: From a
spot in the backyard bushes, lurking and skulking about. Or —on the
other end of the spectrum— smugly sitting in front of a computer
console in one of their fully staffed and amply equipped
state-of-the-art Command Centers, replete with all the high-tech
spyware and diabolical implements of physical and psychological
torture required to ply their trade. It is the Trade of Tyranny.
The
reason this letter will be very personal is because I am going to
give you some of the worst of the gory details. Details about what
the perpetrators of this hellish persecution have done —and
continue to do— to me and to other decent, innocent, hardworking,
law-abiding people whose only 'crimes' are their refusal to knuckle
under to tyranny; their dedication to protecting their INDIVIDUAL
human rights; and their willingness to fight for freedom and
justice.
POLITICAL PERSECUTION IN THE USA: THE US GOV'T AND
THE KGB MENTALITY
In this flagrant perversion of the
principles of Liberty and Justice for All, on which our
Constitutional Republic are SUPPOSED to be predicated, we —those
targeted for persecution — are perceived and dealt with NOT as
citizens with sovereign and unalienable INDIVIDUAL rights, but as a
sort of Collective Public Enemy Number One.
I will furnish
details about the kinds of life circumstances we find ourselves
facing, against our wills and through no faults of our own. And the
"constitutional" perspective notwithstanding —when viewed
through the lens of the spirit, it is surely enough to make the
angels weep.
I have been criticized numerous times, both
privately and in the public eye, for putting so much time and effort
into speaking and writing about the harassment being directed at me.
Some of my critics say they think that I am 'paranoid' and do not
believe these things are actually happening to me; or that they don't
believe the gov't would inflict such oppression on its own citizens.
Others
say they think that I should focus on more 'productive' topics. Still
others admonish me for 'spreading fear' among my fellow targets and
the public at large. Some say they believe that if I would only stop
PUBLICIZING the harassment, that it would simply stop.
These
people are certainly entitled to their opinions, as well as to
exercise their freedom of speech by voicing them in any public forum.
But I can guarantee that these people either do NOT understand my
situation —or that they have motives other than the most noble for
disseminating these opinions.
In any case, on all counts, I
disagree. And I do not feel the need —nor am I required— to
justify my actions to anyone. Because it is MY life I am speaking
about, as well as the lives of others who have given me permission,
as a friend and as a journalist, to share their stories, and to speak
on their behalf.
Because the brutal harassment I am subjected
to is a serious threat to Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness,
the issue of this harassment —at least for me— is THE issue. And
I will not be silenced. I will not be stopped from shouting my
grievances from the proverbial rooftops. I will see the truth
exposed, or die trying.
But the term 'harassment' can be
misleading. It is certainly a vast understatement of woefully
inadequate proportions, when trying to describe having every aspect
of your life DESTROYED, piece by piece, day in and day out —BY THE
DESIGN OF THE PERPETRATORS— with no end in sight.
The modus
operandi of the perps bears a striking resemblance to the tactics
used by the 'former' KGB (now regrouped into the Russian Mafiya)
which were directed against dissidents in the Soviet Union. In point
of fact, these tactics have been utilized by tyrannical governments
for thousands of years and have only become more sophisticated and
widespread, due to 'globalization' and the massive technological
resources now available to the oppressors.
The
Inviolability of Personhood is nothing less than a GOD-GIVEN RIGHT to
which every INDIVIDUAL is entitled. It is a spiritual and moral
IMPERATIVE. It is this most basic human right to be FREE from the
intrusions and violations to the integrity of our minds, bodies and
spirits, which I am addressing. No, the term 'harassment' is NOT
enough.
Let's call a spade a
spade: It is full-blown political persecution of the most virulent
strain that we are facing. And we —the individuals targeted for
this persecution— have every reason and every right to claim the
status of the Political Prisoner, the Prisoner of Conscience.
But
back to my personal experiences of this persecution: There is no
aspect of my life which has been left untouched by these ungodly
violations: Personal and family relationships. Professional.
Financial. Physical. Psychological. Spiritual. In fact, just trying
to keep up with documenting this persecution has become akin to a
full-time job, as well as another form of daily torture.
As
I sit at my computer typing this letter, the state of my health (or
rather, lack of health ) is deplorable. My hands are ice-cold to the
point of numbness. I have shooting pains in my neck; ringing in my
ears; blurring of my vision and pressure and pain in my head. And
these are only a few of the painful, acute symptoms of disabling
chronic illness —which may strike at any time— brought on by the
many years of abuse in the black operations in which I was utilized
against my will. And exacerbated by the unremitting stress of my
daily life circumstances.
Imagine
if you will, this scenario: You wake up in the morning. Only you
can't quite call it 'waking up' since you've never really been to
sleep. Why not? Try this on for size: You are kept awake all night,
the result of a pronounced and intrusive electronic signal emanating
from an unknown source, permeating the room in which you are sleeping
— wait, make that TRYING to sleep.
Now,
although you've 'woken up', you can't quite manage to GET up. Because
you are so thoroughly exhausted that the very idea of moving brings
on waves of even worse exhaustion, right through to the marrow of
your bones. And a feeling that it will indeed be a miracle if you
make it through the coming day. Been there, done that....In fact,
especially over the past few months, as the perps continue to ratchet
up the pressure in every way, I have been there more times than I
care to remember.
Sleep
deprivation is one of the oldest tricks in the book —and one of the
most effective tactics for destabilizing the target's life. This
tactic of torture has been used on me —intermittently— for many
years and it is one of the most debilitating imaginable. But then, I
don't have to IMAGINE anything. Like I said, I've been there.
But
before I move on, one more comment about this electronic harassment
signal: This particular signal is not coming from 'inside my head'. I
know this because I have had a number of witnesses visit my house,
including family, neighbors and friends. They ALL clearly heard the
signal and ALL of them ceased to hear it once they left my home. Some
have even heard it through the phone line, from the other end, when
speaking with me. This particular signal started over 2 years ago,
and it has continued, intermittently, to be beamed into my home at
strategic intervals, ever since.
Now
let me get to some more of the gory details. The perpetrators have
destroyed 7 of my cars between 1994 and 2000...
Yes
folks, the count is now up to SEVEN —and I am ONLY addressing that
particular time period here— through vandalism, electronic sabotage
and arranged car 'accidents', some of which resulted in serious,
disabling injuries to me, for which I have never been able to get
adequate medical care and for which my insurance claims (my company
is GEICO, which stands for Government Employees Insurance Company)
were later denied. The last such 'accident' in 1998 —in which my
car was totaled— resulted in a sprained neck which has exacerbated
previous spinal injuries (also a result of violations by the perps )
resulting in ever-increasing disability.
Now,
my latest car —CAR NUMBER 8— a gift from a friend and supporter
after my previous car was destroyed last year, has also been taken
out of commission. For how long, I have no way of knowing. My current
car is an old BMW which my friend had kept in a state of excellent
repair. Just before I got it last June, the friend who gave it to me
had invested her own money to have her mechanic make sure it was in
excellent shape. Before putting it on the road, I also had it fully
inspected by my own mechanic, George, who is an honest person and a
good friend. This car ran like a dream. Since I always drive a
foreign car with a standard shift —and preferably a kick-ass
6-cylinder engine— this car was the answer to my prayers.
Considering the fact that I frequently find myself needing to make a
fast getaway....lose a tail...or avoid one of the arranged
'accidents' the perps send my way, I try to maintain as much of an
edge as I can.
Anyway, although it
is an old car, as most of my vehicles are wont to be, there were no
problems whatsoever for the first 6 months I had been driving the
BMW, and it had been well-maintained due to my mechanic's willingness
to help, often at no charge to me. You see, George had been a witness
to the purposeful destruction of several of my other cars. And being
a trusted friend, he also knows a good deal about my background and
the fact that I have been targeted for persecution —including
vandalism of my vehicles.
The
perps had cut the brake lines on of one of my cars while it sat
overnight in the parking lot of his shop, after another repair
—necessary due to sabotage by the perps— had been made. I did not
realize the brakes were gone until I needed to use them. But
fortunately for me, Divine Intervention saved me from a worst-case
scenario, as it has many times before. I was able to control the car;
turn it around and drive it right back to George's shop, only a short
distance down the road. After THAT incident, he never left any car of
mine overnight, unless it was INSIDE the locked garage.
Bottom
Line: ONCE AGAIN, I have become a prisoner in my own home, with no
transportation and no immediate possibility of relief. For me, in my
state of abject poverty —ALSO engineered by the perps— getting
the money it would take to fix my car feels like reaching for the
moon!
For me, it is a continuing
struggle even to keep a roof over my head or put food on the table;
to feed my family of animals —and they come first— much less
continue to shell out money for car repairs, as one car after another
is destroyed by this relentless sabotage.
I
can't say with certainty WHAT went wrong or WHY there was a sudden
and totally anomalous breakdown of my perfectly good car. Yes, I
know, these things DO happen. Buy WHY —why in hell— do they
ALWAYS happen to ME?
I know that the saboteurs who have been
wreaking havoc on my cars for so many years DO have the technology to
disable a vehicle in a number of ways. I've researched this
technology --mostly produced by defense contractors, at the behest of
agencies of the U.S. gov't, such as DoD, DIA, CIA, DoE, DARPA, etc.
And, if you haven't already —so can you. The documentation and even
some of the patents are available. Seek and you will find . (Check
out Nick Begich's book: Earth Rising,
as one source re this technology.)
And I know that the perps
regularly deploy these high-tech war toys with impunity, against
innocent, law-abiding citizens like myself. 'Plausible deniability'
—the perps' ever-ready stock-in-trade— makes it virtually
impossible for me to PROVE that malicious sabotage is responsible for
the continuing breakdowns, malfunctions and outright destruction of
car...after car...after car....
But I also know that it's a
perfect and very effective way to keep me from getting where I need
to go —and costing me money I don't have. They've done it many
times before and there's more than a good possibility, in this latest
incident, that they've done it AGAIN. And that they will continue to
do it AGAIN and AGAIN, ad infinitum...Can I prove it? Hell, no!
But
the bottom line, as always, remains the same: Stranded
AGAIN...Isolated AGAIN....A prisoner in my own home AGAIN...With
nobody able and willing to help me...Gee whiz....what a
coincidence.....
These convenient 'coincidences' have been the
story of my life ever since I broke out of CIA black ops and mind
control programs and told my handlers —in no uncertain terms— to
go to hell...which I suppose is redundant, since from what I can see,
they're already heading there, at warp speed —under their own
steam— in a handcart!
For those who don't already know, I
will briefly explain a basic strategy used by the perpetrators of
persecution, mind control or any other kind of control: Isolation.
Deprivation. Alienation.
These three states are instrumental
in order to keep the target in thrall: vulnerable, traumatized and
disempowered. Unable to get the help they need before it is too late.
So whether they want to GET the target under control; KEEP the target
under control; or 'neutralize' a target who has BROKEN OUT of their
control, the target finds herself in an abysmal, desperate and
overwhelming situation: Chock-full of a series of suspicious and
nefarious 'coincidences'. 'Coincidences' which do NOT bode well for
our well-being or peace of mind. As for the life expectancy of the
target ...that's anyone's guess.
It
is beyond the scope of this report to go into more detail about the
modus operandi and operational tactics of psychological warfare used
by the perps to disable, destabilize, traumatize and terrorize their
targets.
But I will say this: I have learned, not only from
many years of research in identifying the tactics and tracking the
patterns of this persecution; but also from my own observations and
extremely painful personal experience, that this persecution is
SYSTEMATIC. It is ENGINEERED with careful precision and flawless
timing by the perps. It is perpetrated with MALICE AFORETHOUGHT. And
it is INSTITUTIONALIZED.
And I would have to say, from what I
have observed and experienced, that in some —though not in all—
cases it is DESIGNED TO KILL.
If not to kill immediately, then
certainly over the long term....piece by painful piece, day by
exhausting day, strike by brutal strike: Murder by Design. Murder by
Proxy. Murder by Attrition ....The possibilities are endless.
Because if you have the courage, the will, and the strength
of spirit to fight back —if you REFUSE TO BE CONTROLLED AND
ENSLAVED, you are targeted for "elimination".
Not
everyone is willing to take a stand and say: "Give me liberty or
give me death" but I do believe this: If everyone WERE willing
to make this declaration and sincerely mean it, these horrific
violations would NOT be happening in our country, nor for that
matter, anywhere else.
God knows —and I know — I am not
being realistic. No doubt about it, I am a dyed-in-the-wool idealist.
But speaking only for myself, I would rather die with honor, fighting
for my freedom, than to cooperate even one iota with these evildoers.
Or to allow them to intimidate, enslave or control me. For me, an
honorable death would be infinitely preferable than to continue to
'live' LIKE THIS! This lifestyle is getting old...and the older I
get, the less I am willing —or able— to tolerate it.
Now
let me move on. I am not the only person being subjected to this
outrageous persecution. Far from it. Let me introduce you to some
other folks whose lives are being systematically destroyed in similar
ways to my own. Their backgrounds may be different, as are some of
the methods of torture to which they are subjected. But they are my
friends and have asked me to investigate, to document and to
publicize their cases. The names may have been changed, but the
stories I will tell you are as true as true can get.
I
will start with Suryai, a woman of 50, the same age as myself, who
also lives in N.Y. State. Suryai had read the material on my website
and finding that my testimony 'rang true' to her, introduced herself
to me by phone, after she found out we had a mutual, trusted friend,
and fellow target who gave her my phone number with my permission.
I do not give my unlisted number
to many people, with good reason. But I'm glad I gave it to Suryai.
And I'm very glad I got to know her. Because even though she
contacted me seeking help for her own situation, she also turned out
to be a great friend who has provided more support to me than I would
have thought possible. And this despite all the dirty tricks used by
the perps to keep her away from me and the escalating harassment she
was subjected to once I established myself as a supporter and friend.
The last thing the perps want is for any of us to help each other.
And the devil forbid we should find a way to corroborate each other's
testimony.
I learned, during our
first phone conversation, that Suryai had been a target of severe
electronic attacks for the past 17 years. As to the specifics of the
reasons I believe she has been targeted, at Suryai's request I will
not elaborate on them. But the reasons —determined of course by the
perps' twisted brand of logic— are not important - what is
happening to her IS.
The attacks
she described to me were so brutal that it was was hard for me to
listen to her talk about it, and it still is. But I listen anyway,
albeit sometimes through a veil of tears. Because one of the forms
her attacks take is ELECTRONIC RAPE.
I
myself have come near death on several occasions in the past, as a
result of severe electronic assaults. But I cannot even IMAGINE the
horror of being electronically raped. To have your most personal,
private self violated in the most degrading possible way. To NOT be
able to see —or identify— your assailants. To have NO method of
self-defense, NO way to disarm your attackers. And to never know when
it may happen again.
I have heard
the testimony of only a few other victims of electronic sexual
assaults —both men and women. Even in cases of so-called 'normal'
sexual assaults, where the assailant is visible and present in the
flesh, many victims do not come forward to seek justice, simply
because the experience is too traumatic, too humiliating, too
soul-shattering. But can you imagine being the victim of THIS form of
sexual assault?
For me, it has
been too painful even to try to imagine. On top of the extreme trauma
and physical pain, how can the victim possibly seek justice, even
assuming she is willing to come forward? She can't describe her
attackers. She cannot collect evidence which might establish the
identity of her attackers. And it would be a rare person indeed who
would even make a report to police. Most likely, they would be
inclined to cart the victim off to a mental ward, before even fully
LISTENING to the victim's testimony. And in fact, I know of cases
where the police have done just that, when victims of other forms of
electronic assault — including my own sister— came forward to
file a complaint.
For those who
are thinking that the circumstances faced by a victim of electronic
rape are not much different from those of the victim of the more
typical form of electronic assault: You are right, and I know that as
well as anyone could. But to me, it seems SO much worse in SO many
ways. Because to my way of thinking, no way in hell can any form of
brutal physical/psychological assault compare to a rape.
But
electronic rape is far from the only form of torture and persecution
Suryai has experienced. She is also targeted for electronic
harassment and psychological abuse at her places of employment. She
faces a hostile work environment, no matter where she works, no
matter how long her employment lasts.
Just
before Christmas, 2000 she was 'let go' from her last job, where she
had been working for 4 years. During the time she was employed there,
she had been demoted down to the lowest position, for which she was
eminently overqualified. In addition to the electronic attacks by
unseen perps on the job, she had been harassed by her
coworkers.
They would talk about
her within range of her hearing, coming out with details of her
private life which she had not told anyone. Insulting her dignity,
trying to destroy her self-esteem and even making fun of the fact
that she is being electronically assaulted. And to add insult to
injury, she was also subjected to 'evaluations' by a corporate
'therapist' in attempts by her employers to impugn her sanity.
On
the night before her employers 'let her go' —allegedly because of
'budget cuts'— (and BTW, Suryai was the ONLY person to lose her
job), Suryai had been on the phone with me. We were discussing the
hostile work environment she was facing every working day; how
WRONGFUL it was; as well as possible solutions for stopping all the
grievous injustices she was being subjected to.
The
perps —as always— were listening in. There is NO chance for me to
ever have a private phone conversation, and knowing that, I give the
perps a piece of my mind, every chance I get. I let them know that
they WILL be exposed; they WILL be held accountable and that they
WILL pay a heavy price for what they are doing to me, my friends, my
family and fellow targets. And I never let their invasions of my
privacy stop me from talking on the phone; nor in my home —which is
bugged to the hilt— nor anywhere else I happen to be.
Near
the end of the phone conversation, I made a comment to Suryai. Just
remember this: God knows WHO these perps are. God is watching them.
God sees into their hearts and souls. God knows WHO is on the side of
the angels and WHO is on the side of the demons. These people have
names; they have addresses. God knows WHO they are and WHERE they
live. And sooner or later, there will be a showdown. And they WILL be
held accountable for their evil deeds in the realm of spirit, if not
here on earth.
Guess what happened
then? The perps cut the phone line! It suddenly went dead. And the
very next day, Suryai lost her job. Gee whiz....what a
coincidence....
Any way you look
at it, we sure do seem to have more than our fair share of these
'coincidences.'
And here's
another one, which followed on the heels of Suryai being summarily
dismissed from her job: In order to get her severance package —just
a few weeks pay, which she desperately needed in order to survive
until she could find another job— Suryai was forced to sign a legal
agreement, which stated that she would not press charges nor file
suit for any form of discrimination (Suryai is Black and a
woman...two strikes against her in the Brave New World) or human
rights violations. From Suryai's perspective —with no money and no
way to get legal help— it was 'sign or starve'....she also has a 17
year-old daughter to support.
Shortly
after I started communicating with Suryai, through phone calls and
e-mail, I discovered another very disturbing violation which she has
been subjected to, on a regular basis, for the past 17 years. Some of
you will recognize this one: Audible voices inside her head, which
only she can hear. Through these voices, the hidden perps insult;
they taunt; they deride and they threaten. They talk about Suryai and
about her friends and family, as well as about all the terrible
violations they intend to continue to subject her to.
Suryai
came to visit me over the New Year's weekend. We were sitting on the
couch talking when I told Suryai that I wanted her to hear part of a
radio program, archived on the Internet, on which one of my
friends/fellow researchers was a guest. The topic was CIA mind
control and the implants installed by the perps in some of the
victims' bodies. I walked over to the computer and located the radio
show which I thought would be of interest.
Just
as I was about to hit the play button, I heard an exclamation of
dismay from Suryai. She told me that the voices were coming in loud
and clear. What were they saying? "SHE's the CIA, She's the
CIA"....
Naturally
they were talking about Yours Truly, Barbara Hartwell. And as Suryai
told me, this was NOT the first time they had been telling her such
things about me. At times, the voices claimed to be 'the FBI '. The
last I heard from Suryai, 'the FBI' told her that "Barbara is
exactly who she claims to be"....whatever THAT is supposed to
mean....
Gee whiz....what a coincidence!
Here's another
brief case history: Sandy, a survivor of gov't mind control. Sandy
lives in another state, but close enough --only a 3 hour drive-- so
that she and her husband Ted have been able to visit me. Only one
visit so far, but when you hear what's happening to Sandy, maybe
you'll understand why.
I first met Sandy when I gave a talk
at a conference in May, 2000. I cannot begin to describe the many
levels of severe harassment directed at this couple. In fact, Sandy
e-mailed me dozens of pages of documentation —which she had
compiled at my request— after she sought my help in trying to gain
some understanding of the bizarre and distressing events which had
made up her life; as well as to mount a defense against everything
from car sabotage to electronic attacks on herself and her husband.
Unfortunately, when my last hard drive was wiped out through
the perps' sabotage of my computer, I lost all her documents, along
with all the other documentation sent to me by other targets.
Gee
whiz...what a coincidence....
But I have not lost the memory
of what I read in Sandy's documents, nor of the brutal harassment I
have heard Sandy describe, in person and on the phone. I will share
just a bit of it here. Sandy and her husband Ted are living on
govt'-sponsored disability 'benefits' (Can they really be called
'benefits'?) having both been diagnosed with DID --Disassociative
Identities Disorder. After many hours of discussion with Sandy, and
through my own analysis of their history and the pattern of events,
it was obvious to me —and to both of them— that their DID was a
result of the gov't mind control they had both been subjected
to.
Neither of them are able to work at a regular job, though
they have both tried to the best of their ability, doing odd jobs,
whenever possible, in order to make ends meet. They, like myself,
have been reduced to living in abject poverty. They, like myself,
have a number of beloved animals to support and care for. Several of
their cars have been destroyed by sabotage, and they are both also
physically disabled by serious injuries, as a result of the
aforementioned arranged car 'accidents'. So in some very
'coincidental' ways, their situation bears a striking resemblance to
my own.
I had warned Sandy —as I warn all prospective
associates— that the harassment would immediately escalate in the
efforts of the perps to cut short any association she would have with
me. And in fact, did it ever! Surveillance vans with antennae started
showing up and parking on the street outside her house. Men wearing
earphones and utilizing high-tech devices electronically assaulted
her and her husband. Her computer was repeatedly sabotaged —always
after she sent e-mail to me, or on my behalf to others— while my
own computer was down. My phone conversations with Sandy were
repeatedly disrupted and interrupted. The perps put 'echo chambers'
on the line --one of their favorite tactics.
During the last
phone conversation I had with Sandy, only about 2 weeks ago, we had
been discussing strategies for protecting her and her husband Ted
from the perps' continual assaults. Sandy had explained that one of
her perps was an ex-military special forces man, now a police
officer, who lives right across the street. Sandy and her husband
have some evidence that he may be responsible for at least some of
the electronic attacks.
Based on other things Sandy told me,
we both believe that he is at least one person who is tapping her
phone. I said to Sandy: There's no way to know who all is on these
phone lines, between the spooks on my line and whoever may be on
yours. I know that I personally share a 'party-line' with the folks
down at Langley. And God only knows who ELSE is on this line.....
Guess what happened then? We both heard a series of loud
electronic tones and then the line went dead....
Gee whiz....
what a coincidence.....
I guess the jerks just couldn't
restrain themselves. And I guess they have to engage in such
sophomoric behavior, if only to remind me —as they had repeatedly
told me for years— ever since they got their hooks into me in early
childhood: There's nowhere to run; nowhere to hide, and that...We are
always on the case.
But there's more. And it gets worse: Sandy
told me, during this same phone conversation, that right after her
last phone contact with me, several weeks before, her husband was hit
so hard by an electronic assault, that he almost died. This is
something which, sadly, and with justified and profound rage, I can
relate to.
And I have no doubt whatsoever in my mind that
Sandy is telling the truth. I have been so savagely attacked in the
past that I lost consciousness. That I had convulsions and seizures.
That my heart almost stopped. (I have a congenital heart condition,
another 'convenience' the perps know they can exploit.) That I had
projectile vomiting and pain in my head that was so brutal I cannot
begin to describe it. But —and this is an important but— My life,
each time (so far anyway) has been saved by Divine Intervention. And
I have no doubt, so was Ted's.
Another
brief case history: Steve lives in NY state. Steve first contacted me
early in 1999 after he read my testimony on the Mind Control Forum.
Steve is a former postal worker, now retired on disability. And he
believes —as I do— that his disability is a direct result of the
mind control and electronic assaults which were perpetrated on him by
agencies of the U.S. gov't.
Steve's —like Sandy's and
Suryai's— is one of the worst cases of harassment and persecution I
have investigated. The perps won't give him a moment's peace. He is
followed everywhere he goes by hired thugs and provocateurs,
particularly of the 'street theater' variety. The electronic assaults
started while he was still working at the post office, and escalated
dramatically after he was forced to retire. Steve has also
experienced electronic assaults of a sexual nature; phone taps and
interference with all electrical and electronic equipment in his
home.
His
computer was destroyed some time back and he now must go the library
in order to get access to the Internet. I have also talked to his
mother on the phone, with whom he resides. She is very supportive of
Steve and knows for a fact that he is telling the truth, because she
lives in the same house and has witnessed much of the anomalous
electronic phenomena. In fact, she herself has been hit more than
once with the electronic devices. Recently, Steve told me that he had
to have surgery as a result of the serious damages done to him by the
continual electronic assaults. And by the way, Suryai found herself,
some time back, in a similar situation.
But despite his
disability; despite the nonstop extreme assaults, and fortunately for
the rest of us, Steve is also a researcher and a dynamic activist. He
is someone who gets out there, shares his research and talks about
his own experiences of harassment. He has also started a
discussion/support group which has monthly meetings in the lower
Westchester area of N.Y. state. This group will focus on strategies
to expose and stop the electronic harassment and political
persecution to which Steve and many others are being
subjected.
Steve has compiled his research into hardcopy
documents which he makes available at conferences; he has written
articles; he has documented his experiences of electronic assaults
and backed them up with further documentation of the nature of the
technology being deployed against targets. He has even —eternal
optimist that he is— provided this documentation to the local
police; to lawyers interested in these issues and to organizations
and human rights advocacy groups.
Now, back to my own case.
For the past 7 years, ever since I broke out of the program and began
to talk-- privately and later publicly-- about my history of CIA mind
control, and the black ops in which I was utilized, the perps have
done everything in their power to 'neutralize' me and especially to
stop me from getting any support from, or offering any support to,
others who were either already in similar situations, or who simply
became associated in any way —personally or professionally— with
me.
The tactics they have used —against me and ANYONE
associated with me— run the gamut... from the ludicrous to the
life-threatening. Ranging from petty harassment such as disruptions
on phone lines —to serious assaults deploying military hardware.
And everything in-between.
How about some of THESE tactics:
SWAT teams. Military fighter jets at rooftop level. Black
helicopters. 'Crop dusters'. Pulse beam/microwave, laser, sonic —and
other so-called 'non-lethal' weapons. 'Friendly visits', 'friendly
warnings' and setups by agents provocateur. Coercion and intimidation
by gov't agents or their hired thugs. Break-ins; theft of private
property, usually documents of a 'sensitive' nature. Tampering with
and rerouting of U.S. mail, both incoming and outgoing. Anonymous
death threats by phone and not-so-anonymous threats, up close and
personal. Police harassment. False arrests and trumped-up charges.
Surveillance vans. Tailed while driving, and stalked while walking.
Electronic surveillance. Vandalism of cars and arranged car
'accidents'. Sabotage of computers and other electronic equipment.
Tampering with electrical wiring and anomalous, unexplained power
surges. Slander and disinformation campaigns.....
Need I say
more? Believe me, I could go on...and on...but I won't. Because by
now I can only hope you get the picture......
And I swear, on
my sacred honor, and as God is my witness, I am NOT lying. Any more
than the people connected to me were lying when they described how
all hell broke loose in their lives. Sadly, most of them —including
family members— beat a hasty retreat and refused to have anything
further to do with me, personally or professionally.
But
thank God, a few people stood by me. And because they stood by me, I
intend to continue to do all in my power to stand by them. Because
the people who stood by me are the SAME people who would be deemed by
the perps —as I am— among the most formidable adversaries: Those
who pose the greatest threat to the perps' agenda. The SAME people
who are willing to risk their lives to see the truth exposed, and to
see justice done.
Quite a few years ago (during the early
'80s) I worked as a press representative for Amnesty International.
In addition to handling the media end for our local chapter, I also
investigated cases of political prisoners who were being held for
lengthy periods in foreign jails, without having even been formally
charged, much less tried for their alleged offenses. Many were being
tortured.
One of the ways we tried to help these prisoners to
stay alive; to maintain hope; and to work for their release, was
letter-writing campaigns. We hand-wrote letters to the prisoners,
just to let them know that SOMEONE —somewhere— cared. And of
course, we also wrote letters to the heads of foreign governments who
were responsible for the unjust incarceration and torture of these
political prisoners.
I remember —with profound dismay and
disgust— having to address letters to some corrupt foreign despot,
some bloated self-important plutocrat, using such terms as Your
Honorable Highest Excellency.... Your Most Eminent Minister of
Justice...and so forth, appealing to the 'mercy' and 'justice' I was
imploring them to dispense on behalf of their political
prisoners.
What I REALLY felt like saying was something else
entirely...but of course no prisoners would have a snowball's chance
in hell of being released, had I engaged in venting my anger and
frustration by addressing them as Your Most Despicable Dickhead
Despot...
But THIS is America...THIS is the Land of the Free
and the Home of the Brave...Isn't it? Tragically, as I and many
others can bear witness, it is NOT.
And writing a flattering
letter to some corrupt government official, beseeching him to release
the Prisoner of Conscience —which foreign despots, as well as those
in our own country, will ONLY do as a matter of political expediency—
just doesn't seem to work here. At least I've never seen it work yet.
Just
as a case in point, look what happened recently to Leonard Peltier, a
political prisoner —in a veritable travesty of justice—
incarcerated for the past 25 years. Bill Clinton denied clemency to
Peltier in the final days of his term, after spouting out bogus
claims of acting in the interests of justice and planting the seeds
of false hope for Peltier, his family and his supporters.
However,
a motley crew of other petitioners —career criminals, and gangsters
of similar ilk— OF COURSE were granted clemency. But then,
attempting to wring anything remotely resembling 'justice' from Bill
Clinton is the old saw: Blood from a stone!
Bill may be gone
from the Whitehouse, but now we're stuck with Dubya --the first
Unelected President of the U.S. (Not that Gore would REALLY have been
the widely-presumed 'lesser of two evils'.) And then there's Hillary
—and imagine my horror— in MY OWN HOME STATE! ....But that's
another issue and another report altogether. One that somebody else
could write better than I. So I'll try to stick to my own area of
most pertinent interest and expertise and just write about what I
know best .
Maybe you've figured out by now the point I am
trying to make. And what it is that I, for one, believe WILL work on
behalf of the unacknowledged, unknown Political Prisoners, Prisoners
of Conscience, of this day and age, right here in the U.S.A.
And
I hope that you will now understand —if you did not before reading
this report— why I will NOT stop talking about this persecution.
And hopefully, you will see my experiences —and those of my friends
and fellow targets— as something more than paranoid fantasies.
For the sake of argument (and putting the idea of 'paranoia'
aside) we certainly have NO reason to lie. After all, what kind of
person would want to concoct such lies, and for WHAT possible
purpose?
Believe me, we do NOT enjoy living like this. Most
of us do not enjoy TALKING about living like this. I for one, value
my privacy above all else, except that is, my freedom. Yet people
like myself cannot have any 'reasonable expectation of privacy' as
guaranteed under the 4th amendment, since we are living in a virtual
fish bowl.
The walls of our homes may as well be made of
glass, for all the protection and privacy they provide. As for our
hearts, it will indeed be a miracle if they don't also turn to glass.
And as for those 'coincidences', convenient to any but
ourselves....make of them what you will.
We —like most sane,
reasonable, freedom-loving people— would like nothing better than
just to live a 'normal' life. To just 'get a life' as they say. Yet,
the possibility of the peaceful enjoyment of such a life is currently
beyond our grasp. Instead, we are left with 'A Day in the Life'...
It doesn't matter if it's Ivan Denisovich...Suryai...Sandy....Ted...Steve...
Barbara Hartwell....or
any of the many others....We labor —in daily vigilance— in the
fight against the Lifestyle Without a Life.
The tyrants may be
right about one thing: Truly, there is 'nowhere to run; nowhere to
hide'. But I personally, am THROUGH running and THROUGH hiding, as
are many others who are willing to stand up...to tell the TRUTH and
to fight for our freedom.
Sure enough, the perps are always
'on the case'. But we —the targets— are also 'on the case'.. And
we will not get off the case until these
poor-excuses-for-human-beings CEASE AND DESIST from their massive
violations of our GOD-GIVEN HUMAN RIGHTS.
For Freedom and
Justice,
Barbara Hartwell
AFTERWORD:
Since the
events of September 11, 2001 it has become all too apparent that the
political persecution which had been previously reserved for a
relatively small portion of the population, deemed by the perps to be
'enemies of the state' has now been foisted upon the population at
large, with the advent of Homeland Security and other oppressive
violations of our Constitutional and God-given natural rights. It is
more important than ever that we stand up —individually and
collectively— against this tyranny and oppression.
