Barbara Hartwell

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Independent Investigator, Intelligence Analyst, Journalist. Former CIA (NOC, Psychological Operations) Black Ops Survivor. Sovereign Child of God. Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ (Ordained 1979, D.Div.) Exposing Government Lies, Crimes, Corruption, Conspiracies and Cover-ups.

Thursday, June 30, 2022



NOTE: I have divided this report into two parts as it is lengthy. Please read PART 1 before continuing. PART 2 is not meant to stand alone.



In the context of setting the record straight regarding my Christian faith, here is an overview. I have been accused of being a “right wing fundamentalist”, a “religious zealot”, a “fundamentalist fanatical religious freak”, a “Christian right wing anti-government extremist”, a “Christian bigot”...and so on...

My website has been blocked/censored (as in ACCESS DENIED) from a number of public places, including libraries and schools, for the purported offense of “hate” and “racism”. Nothing could be further from the truth! I have a proven track record that I have always exposed and denounced any kind of bigotry. I advocate EQUAL RIGHTS and EQUAL JUSTICE for one and all. But according to the leftist morons who would censor me, that is not enough. No, they want “special rights” and “social justice” for certain groups, so in fact they are the real bigots, racists and haters.

First off, it should be clear that these accusations have been made by people who hate Christians, and all that the Christian faith stands for. Without exception, they came from Luciferian leftists, Marxists, New Age nincompoops (such as those who speak such gobbledygook as “connecting with Source”, an ambiguous, nebulous term which negates the reality of God as Spirit, Lord of Hosts, Creator of Heaven and earth), secular humanists, atheists, and satanists.

"Religion" is a loaded word. Evolution, for example, never more than an unproven theory (and a bad one at that), has been established as a religion. Whereas, true Christianity is a faith; it is a personal relationship with God, with our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God. We are saved by grace, through faith.

"Fundamentalist" is another loaded word. I do not consider myself a fundamentalist, for the simple reason that I do not adhere to any number of beliefs promoted by those calling themselves by this label. I have found many of these people to be self-righteous, holier-than-thou, domineering, male supremacist/misogynistic, legalistic, and bound more to the conventions and doctrines of men, than to the actual love and reverence for God. I have no interest in engaging in arguments with these people, about scripture, or dogma, or doctrines, or anything else. They are free to believe what they will and I don't attempt to force my views on anyone, as these “fundamentalists” often do. Avoiding them solves the problem for me.

Leading a Christian life is a moral and spiritual imperative to me. I do not limit myself to any particular form of religious orthodoxy, though I have attended churches of various denominations (on and off) throughout my life. I don't need to go to church to practice my faith; I can do that anywhere I happen to be, though I do enjoy corporate worship and fellowship, as long as I find nothing objectionable which I cannot in good conscience support. Sadly, I have found quite a number of churches and Christian groups to fall into this category.

I was first baptized in the Eastern Orthodox church. I have been trained in seminaries, specializing in pastoral counseling. I also had private formal instruction in other religious systems (including by Jesuits, Sufis and Buddhists). I wanted to find the truth, and for me that meant investigating these systems (and more), to find out what they believe, and why.

Based on both experience and revelation by the Holy Spirit, I have found that most systems are a form of cultural indoctrination, the doctrines of men. There is no substitute for the Gospel of Jesus Christ, in all its simplicity, while grounded in sound doctrine.

I was ordained in 1979 (D.Div.) as a minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I do not use any titles awarded to me, as I seek no acknowledgment of the World. I had no calling to be a pastor and have not served as such. This is an important distinction; serving as a pastor is only one form of Christian ministry.

Over the years I have served in the ministries of different churches and have been a member of several for a time. Mostly I have served in ministry outside of churches per se, especially in counseling, particularly of intelligence/military personnel and survivors of government operations.

I was an instructor at various educational institutes, at some of which I was the only Christian on staff, or brought in as a guest lecturer, but that was where God placed me. I developed and led a seminar called Prayer: The Greatest Power in the Universe, which was my favorite.

I enjoy going to church, including the fellowship. I always love the people, as my brothers and sisters in Christ. Unfortunately, I have seen so many churches which embrace worldly values, promoting the doctrines of men, and in some cases, the doctrines of devils. So many churches have been infiltrated by New Age and secular humanist ideologies.

Christianity is not a “cafeteria”, not an “a la carte” faith. Those who think they can pick and choose, mix in all kinds of non-Christian ideologies, to suit their subjective opinions and worldview, or to hedge their bets, in the misguided belief that there are “other ways” than Jesus Christ, the Way, the Truth and the Life, are not Christians, no matter their claims. You cannot serve two masters. Let the redeemed of the Lord say so.

I have had a particular history with the Episcopal Church (in part due to family connections), and was confirmed in Christ by an Episcopal Bishop, though I was not ordained in that denomination. Traditionally, the Episcopal church embraced “conservative” values and was mainly based on scripture. At least I found nothing which was insupportable.

I left once the Episcopalians began to make a hard left turn, supporting Marxist causes like gun control, advocacy for allowing illegal aliens to invade this nation, the LGBTQ mafia, BLM, etc. etc.

To add insult to injury, most recently, the officers of a church where I served for two years in the ministry as Clerk of the Vestry, required compliance with the unlawful edicts of the corrupt public officials in government, that all attendees must be masked AND vaccinated AND observe “social distancing”. I am always non-compliant with such appalling tyranny. Of course I love the people and still pray for them, but on principle, I will never darken the door of that church again. Not unless they publicly repent and acknowledge their grievous errors.

One of the most egregious displays of the anti-Christ spirit is those claiming to be Christians, who are Jew-haters. This atrocity has been an alarming and growing trend, with its adherents grossly defaming and condemning all “The Jews”, simply by their “bloodlines”, by promoting anti-Jewish propaganda (such as the so-called “Jew World Order”, and the thoroughly discredited and fraudulent “Protocols of Zion”), and by calling the Holocaust a “hoax”. This is an abomination to God. They, and all their supporters, should be shunned and denounced by true Christians. Never the twain shall meet. True Christians do not hate Jews, nor promote such shameful propaganda. Jew-haters are anti-Christ. Period. Case closed.

I am charismatic, as I know the gifts of the Holy Spirit to be real. I have been blessed with these gifts since childhood. I have witnessed them in others, and been blessed by them, over a lifetime. I know from experience that 'cessationism' (as some call it) is a false doctrine. Jesus Christ, the same, yesterday, today and forever. God is so much greater than some believe! He expects us to use His gifts in His service and to declare His Glory!

I don't care one way or another about denominations and I refuse to be locked into any set of rules and regulations, which I see mostly as man made contrivances. I preach the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and I discern by the Holy Spirit, not by the doctrines of men.

I do not embrace the values or doctrines of the World and have no worldly ambition. Friendship with the World is enmity with God.

I have been blessed many times by Divine Intervention, and communion with angels, including being delivered from grave danger, experiencing miraculous healings, and surviving life-threatening situations.

Praise the Lord and pass the ammunition!


Now here is a minefield, if ever there was one. These are three distinct and separate categories. Yet they have been thrown together and placed under one generalized umbrella, AS IF they are one and the same. And it has resulted in a mess of confusion and false information, which was exactly the plan by those who spawned it.

Without exception, the worst cases of false information promoted in connection with the name of Barbara Hartwell have been on these subjects. The damages have been extreme and severe and my outrage knows no bounds.

My name has been falsely dragged into every conceivable category among these issues, which have been lumped all together by promoters of government black propaganda, and endlessly parroted by ignorant people, including government stooges and lackeys.

The sheer number of falsehoods promoted is far beyond the scope of this report, so I will list some facts which should set the record straight on at least the basics. (Also see reports on this site for more detail.)

I come from a CIA/military intelligence family (both sides). I was trained for intelligence work, beginning in childhood. I was chosen and recruited without my knowledge or consent, through family/bloodline connections. It is important to state that, as a child, I was given no choice in the matter.

I am a survivor of MK Ultra and other CIA black operations. It is important to state that MK Ultra was a very specific operation, for the primary purpose of “creating the perfect spy” during the Cold War era. There were sub-projects, using drugs, hypnosis, behavior modification tactics, psychotronic weaponry (including Electronic Dissolution of Memory) and trauma based programming.

To set the record straight (as I have done many times before), see this list of false claims which have been promoted in connection to my name.

At no time was I ever a victim of sexual abuse, nor was ever a “sex slave”, nor “sex trafficked”.

At no time was I ever a victim of satanic ritual abuse.

At no time was I ever any kind of “mind-controlled slave”.

At no time was I ever involved in what is known as “Monarch”.

NOTE: Monarch was never a CIA operation under MK Ultra. It has been used as a side show (sex slaves and satanism) to misdirect attention from the actual MK Ultra operations, which had absolutely nothing to do with sex slaves or satanism. Anyone who is promoting Monarch as a CIA op under MK Ultra is 1) part of the purposeful deception, for an agenda, 2) parroting the party line out of ignorance, 3) exploiting this false information for self-serving motives such as material gain and/or ego gratification and/or seeking power and control.

Having to fight my way out of CIA operations, I broke free, as a defector, in 1994. I am not “retired”.

Since the time I became a CIA whistleblower (1995) I have been targeted for political persecution by the government. It is called a “neutralization campaign”. Much of the persecution against me is because I am a Christian. The perpetrators hate Christians, because Christians alone know that the only way out of criminal government/military operations (including MK Ultra and related projects) is Jesus Christ.

I was delivered from CIA by the grace of God, after many years of spiritual (supernatural) warfare and what I can only describe as trench warfare.

That is the truth, for the record.


In yet another case of mistaken identity, my name has been exploited, over a period of many years, by large numbers of people who call themselves “targeted individuals”(aka TIs). They make false claims that I am “one of them”, and drag my name in repeatedly and profusely where it does not belong. I am a CIA whistleblower, targeted for political persecution, in a vendetta of extreme prejudice. NOT a “targeted individual”. And there is a huge difference between these categories, as I will explain (once again...)

Among the number of journalists (and others) who cover these issues, there is a tendency for them to take the party line and lump a number of issues together in one basket. Very few who speak about these issues are professional journalists. Even among those who are, most are not survivors of government operations, nor were they involved in any way, and most significantly, they are not government whistleblowers. To put it bluntly, they don't know what they are talking about, but are seeking fame and fortune at the expense of genuine victims, survivors and legitimate whistleblowers, those who have shed blood, sweat and tears, who have risked their lives to expose government corruption, have worked and fought for decades to put criminals out of business and behind bars.

Among the claims made by those promoting themselves as “targeted individuals” (including those in the many groups who are self-described members of the so-called “TI Community”) is that there is a “TI program”. Some promote the falsehood that “ALL TIs are blacklisted into this program.” Some claim that TIs are all victims of “trafficking” and/or “non-consensual experimentation”.

Quite a number of these persons make extravagant claims of being individual (specific) targets of huge black operations, involving FBI, CIA, DOD, fusion centers, etc. etc. They speak of armies of perpetrators, foot soldiers, fleets of cars, drones, aircraft, invading a neighborhood, for the purpose of singling them out, attacking them with electronic weaponry with the intent to kill them.

If this sounds absurd, that is because it is. Imagine the extent of resources, the manpower, the military hardware, it would take to deploy such a campaign, against a lone individual. Millions upon millions of dollars?

And this, against people who are not even government whistleblowers, who have never been involved in government operations, and who therefore would pose no threat which could possibly rise to the level of justifying such expenditures.

Yet these are the claims being made by a large number of people calling themselves “targeted individuals”.

Making such sensationalist claims only discredits the entire subject. Anyone with even a modicum of common sense would know that such an immense operation, supposedly to “kill” one person makes no sense whatsoever.

Those who have actual experience and knowledge in these matters know that if they were hell-bent on killing someone, they could easily do so, without making a huge production out of it.


The whole point of this report is to make it clear that what I have chosen to make public about my own case, my own background, my own purposes, has been tainted by a plethora of false information, over a period of decades.

The less publicity I get, the more I thank the Good Lord.

I am outraged (and righteously so) at having my name grossly exploited and defamed by self-serving publicity-seekers, ambitious and aggressive individuals, intelligence groupies, government stooges and snake oil salesmen, looking to make a name for themselves at the expense of those legitimate persons (of which I am only one), whose purpose is to serve God, defend Liberty and pursue Justice, for one and all.

In the one thing I know I cannot do wrong, I pray God's Justice on them all, according to His will.

Barbara Hartwell

June 30, 2022