Barbara Hartwell

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Independent Investigator, Intelligence Analyst, Journalist. Former CIA (NOC, Psychological Operations) Black Ops Survivor. Sovereign Child of God. Minister of the Gospel of Jesus Christ (Ordained 1979, D.Div.) Exposing Government Lies, Crimes, Corruption, Conspiracies and Cover-ups.

Tuesday, December 9, 2025

CIA-Wannabe Candace Owens Presents: The One Woman Clown Show from Hell






 

 

 

 

 

 

"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned."


-William Congreve, The Mourning Bride (1697)


"Pride makes us artificial; humility makes us real."


"Instead of hating the people you think are war-makers, hate the appetites and disorder in your own soul, which are the causes of war. If you love peace, then hate injustice, hate tyranny, hate greed - but hate these things in yourself, not in another."

 

-Thomas Merton 

 

Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.


James 4:4

 

 

Ever since the murder of Christian conservative activist Charlie Kirk, Candace Owens has been on a media rampage of epic proportions.


In her pathological obsession with Charlie Kirk, she is hell-bent (and I mean that literally) on destroying everyone and everything connected to him, most notably his organization, TPUSA.


Slinging accusations of dastardly deeds against anyone who was involved in Charlie's life, personal and/or professional: associates, colleagues, family and friends.


Not a soul has been spared the harassment, the slander, the arrogant demands -“just asking questions!”- (which no one is obligated to even acknowledge, much less answer); the baseless finger-pointing, including of conspiracies to murder the man she has claimed was her “best friend”.


She being the one and only person who was ever loyal to him, and who cares enough to “investigate” his murder. (This, from a rank amateur who could not investigate her way out of a wet paper bag.)


Her delusional boasting of being the one-and-only champion of Charlie Kirk, while casting suspicion on anyone who dares to disagree with her preposterous crackpot theories, has created a firestorm of controversy. Candace Owens has millions of followers, the minions who are chomping at the bit to go on the attack against anyone Candace decides to sic them on.


Meanwhile, Candace, the “grieving best friend”, is exploiting his death to generate millions of dollars off her podcasts and other social media content.


Let's review the lineup of suspects in the murder “investigation”:


The Egyptian planes. The Communist Underground Bee Cult. Benjamin Netanyahu. Mossad. The Zionists. Israel. “The Jews”. Donald Trump. The FBI. CIA. The “military infiltration” of churches. Calvary Chapel. All the principals at TPUSA (including Charlie's grieving widow, Erika Kirk, and his pastor, Rob McCoy), all of whom she claims have “betrayed” Charlie Kirk. French paratroopers in maroon shirts. Students from the soccer team wearing green hoodies. (Sorry if I've  left anyone out, it's hard to keep track of them all.)


And most recently, she drags in the Macrons, who, while suing her for defamation, she now claims have paid $1.5 million to put a contract hit out on her. Red Alert! Candace Owens is now a target for assassination! Everyone in the world should be paying attention! Stop what you're doing! Look at ME!!!!


Candace contradicts herself, as she so often does. According to her hysterical claim from a previous podcast, “If something happens to me, it's the Zionists!”


Or maybe, just maybe, the Zionists have teamed up with the Macrons in an operation to take out Candace Owens. In the twisted, fantastical psyche of Candace, anything is possible, especially since she is always front and center in the psychodrama (emphasis on the 'psycho').


The French Gendarmerie are also involved, according to one (or possibly more) of Owens's many and varied “inside sources”. Or perhaps, it was one of her junior G-woman-wannabes, her recruits, the 'mommy sleuths', her personal army of 'intelligence agents'.


Haven't you heard? It's the fabulous CANDACE INTELLIGENCE AGENCY, “the new CIA”.


But wait...has Candace Owens ever produced any evidence to support any of these theories and sinister accusations? Never. Nothing at all. Not a scintilla.


Does all this sound ludicrous beyond belief? Batshit crazy?

 

(Just asking questions...) 


Welcome to the wild and wacky world of intelligence groupie, CIA-wannabe, Candace Owens. The One Woman Clown Show from Hell.


THE WORLD OF THE WANNABE


Remember this word: wannabe. It is the key to understanding what fuels her obsessive media madness.


What does Candace Owens want? What does she want to be? Let's examine her behavior for some clues.


Here are some key words and phrases: Seeking attention. Worldly ambition. THE SELF: Self-centered. Self-promotion. Self-aggrandizing. Self-serving. Self-important. Self-glorification.


Entitlement. Devaluation of others. Feelings of superiority. Lack of empathy, care and concern for others. Need to pursue power and control over others.


Sees others as merely extensions of self, to be used to enhance one's own reputation and agenda. Makes demands of others. Violates boundaries, invades privacy.


This is the behavior of a narcissist. More specifically, a malignant narcissist.


Candace Owens WANTS TO BE the center of attention. She seeks the approval of the World. And she will stop at nothing to get it, no matter who gets hurt, no matter the damages caused to others.


I would say, that's a very serious problem -even a threat- to everyone around her. Especially since she has the vast resources (millions of dollars at her disposal) to carry out any self-serving schemes which capture her fancy, with the support of her millions of followers.


THE WORLD OF THE BUSYBODY


And there is another issue here. Candace Owens is not only a malignant narcissist, she is a busybody.


The psyche of the busybody shares some commonalities with the narcissist. Not all busybodies are narcissists; but all narcissists are busybodies.


Here's why: The basic characteristic of the busybody is aggression. The busybody engages in acts of aggression against others. The busybody is a power-hungry aggressor.


Busybodies violate privacy. They invade and intrude where they have not been invited and are not wanted. They ask intrusive questions and dish out unsolicited advice, even about issues and subjects which they are unqualified to address.


Worst of all, they are meddlers. They interfere in the personal and/or professional business of others, most often without the knowledge or consent of their targets (victims). They have ZERO respect for the privacy and personal boundaries of others. This includes family, friends, associates, casual acquaintances, and even total strangers. In the mind of the busybody, anyone is fair game.


They wreak havoc in the lives of everyone around them, because they just can't mind their own business and leave others alone to tend to theirs.


The pathology of this mindset is that their self-esteem is based on outside events and other people's opinions of them. They lack a core of personal spiritual integrity, which in the psyche of a healthy person, is based on a relationship with God. Busybodies seek the approval of men, rather than being willing to act in obedience to the commands of God. And for someone who claims to be a Christian, that would certainly be a problem.


Busybodies are always leftists, no matter their claims to be conservative. The leftists, like the busybodies, believe they are “entitled” to push their way into any situation, and to “have a say”. And they will use threats and coercion if all else fails. Then, when confronted by those who are outraged by their aggression, they will resort to passive-aggressive tactics. Feigning indignation, they will cry: Who, me? I never said that. I was just asking questions. I'm just trying to find the truth!


The busybody is obsessed with “knowing” things. Even when the things they want to know are not their business, and which they have no right to know. They make demands for information, with no authority to do so.


The busybody is a snoop and a snitch, a town crier, who takes pleasure and pride in being an “informer”.

 

You heard it here first! They will burn up the phone lines, hammer out e-mails, post on social media, relentless and obsessive. They KNOW THINGS, and they are desperate to prove to the entire world what they KNOW. But in actuality, it is only what they think they know. The truth is most often entirely something else.


It follows that they are name-droppers and gossips. They seek out associations with so-called “celebrities” because it makes them feel “important”. They want to hitch their wagon to a star, thinking that they will radiate the reflected glory of those they idolize.


Gossip is their stock-in-trade. Mostly, they just parrot what they have heard from others, but they will also resort to fabricating lurid falsehoods if it serves their ends. They are ghouls who feed their “need-to-show-what-they-know” with exploitation of the misfortunes of others.


Does any of this sound familiar? Remember the character which is the focus of this report, one Candace Owens.


Then, there is her habit of projection: accusing others of exactly the offenses she commits against them. She calls them out with feigned indignation: Liars! Gaslighters! Fake Christians!


In the case of Candace Owens, she exhibits barely concealed malice against those of whom she is so obviously jealous. She is engaged in a psychotic witch hunt, especially aimed at those who have rejected her advances, ignored her bids for attention and approval, or declined to comply with her unwarranted demands. How dare they! There will be hell to pay.


This woman is a textbook example of all the worst character traits and vitriolic pathologies imaginable. And regardless of the excuses anyone tries to make for her abominable behavior, there is no denying the fact that this behavior is just plain evil.


CANDACE OWENS: FACT-FREE & PROUD TO BE


Dreams, feelings, vibes, gut hunches. I had a dream... My gut feeling is... I don't like the vibes...

 

No facts, no evidence presented for any of her sensationalist and derogatory claims against others. It is all just wild speculation and what appear to be paranoid fantasies.


Malicious gossip abounds, promoted all over social media and aggressively spewed with venom on her podcast. She is prolific in her slander of the innocent, those who have done nothing to deserve to be excoriated and pilloried in the public square.


How many lives has she damaged with her outrageous lies? Again, this is evil, no doubt about it.



THE MANY UGLY FACES OF CANDACE OWENS


I must admit that I cannot stand the sight of Candace Owens. Not surprisingly, others have made the same comment. The podcasters who are exposing her will express, in their disgust, Look at that face! 

 

They can hardly contain their outrage. Nor can I. I confess that I find myself cursing at the screen.  


I have noticed from watching her on video the grotesque facial expressions, twisting her features with ugly grimaces, smug arrogance and malicious glee (smiling) when she is attacking and slandering others, accusing them of so many of the offenses she herself commits. Projection, obviously. It is clear to me that she is a pathological liar, as well as a narcissistic psychopath.

 

Smug, smirking, smiling, her constantly-moving  mouth, filled with fake, blindingly bright white teeth. 

 

I'm not very good at using technology. My computer skills are rudimentary at best. I don't know how to capture still screen images from video. So I can't show the many ugly faces I have seen, as described above.  

 

So I have to make due with the images I could find. Still, they are telling. I have also noticed that the face of Candace Owens looks very different in certain photos, so much so that it seems clear that there has been some work done, probably by plastic surgery, just like the work she had done on her teeth.

 

Which would make sense, considering her vanity and her penchant for presenting herself as something she is not.

 

Here is one: Same woman, different face. 

 


 


 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In the image above, she is barely recognizable, compared to how she looks on her podcast, or in other more recent photos.

 

I can't exactly say why, but for some reason, from the expressions on her face, Candace Owens reminds me of a frog.

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

GET OFF THE CASE, FROG FACE!

 

 

In her narcissistic arrogance, Candace Owens delivers her attacks, appealing to the toadies in her large audience to support her in her social media search-and-destroy campaign, while raking in the bucks from sponsors, donors and monetized videos.


She's making millions from her exploitation of the misfortunes of others, while boasting of being a “Christian truth teller”.


And though many, including myself, think she has a “face made for radio”, unfortunately, her voice was not. As many podcasters and journalists have noted, her voice is “grating” and very hard to listen to. One podcaster described Owens's voice as “nails on a chalkboard”. How true! To me, it is insufferable.


Also, her pronunciation is totally jarring. The way she enunciates, stressing the consonants at the end of each word: Examples: AnD. ThaT. Doesn'T worK.


This is not natural speech. It is phony and stilted. No one speaks like that, except when they are trying too hard to sound “correct”. It sounds as if she has taken elocution lessons from a bad teacher. Just another indication of the total fraud, the pretentious poseur that is Candace Owens.

 


 


 

 

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

THE MEN CANDACE ADMIRES, PROMOTES, SUPPORTS & ENDORSES


Now, let's take a look (though I'd rather not) at some of the men whom Candace Owens advertises as her closest friends, allies and supporters. Remember, she's a name-dropper, from way back.


But what decent person in their right mind would want to drop the names of these total sleazoids?


Misogynists, abusers of women, sex perverts, rapists, criminals. The lowest of the low, the scum of the earth.


But Candace not only has no problem with these odious characters, she is proud to claim them as her friends, to support their criminal, filthy, anti-Christian values and degenerate, morally corrupt lifestyle!


HARVEY WEINSTEIN

 


 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Sex offender. More than 80 women made allegations of sexual harassment or rape against him. He is a convicted rapist.


Candace Owens claims he is innocent and offered her support:


"It definitely looked like the Me Too movement got so big, that they needed to sort of hang somebody, you know?” she said. “Somebody's gotta die so that we can move on and think that we've achieved social justice. And I think that that's somebody who is definitely you."


-Candace Owens to Harvey Weinstein


ANDREW TATE

 


 


 

 

 

 

 

 

Career criminal. Sex predator. Jew-hater.


A self-described misogynist and “king of toxic masculinity.”


He runs a commercial enterprise called “Pimpin’ Hoes Degree” course, aimed at teaching men to manipulate and socially isolate women.


He claims that sexual assault victims bear the responsibility for what has been done against them, and that women become the property of their husbands after marriage.


"British prosecutors have confirmed that Andrew and Tristan Tate face 21 criminal charges in total, that include rape, assault and human trafficking." (News item.)


"You can’t slander me because I will state right now that I am absolutely sexist and I’m absolutely misogynist, and I have fuck you money and you can’t take that away."

 

-Andrew Tate .


KANYE WEST

 


 

 



 

Sex pervert. Founder of pornography website. Jew-hater (author of song, Heil Hitler).


He parades his wife around in public, completely naked, or very close to it.


Candace Owens defends him, no matter what he says or does. She says she "will always love him".

 

Excuse me, Candace. Just asking questions!

 

Why does Candace Owens gravitate to these sex perverts, predators, rapists, porno mongers? 

 

Misogynists, one and all. What is there to love?

 

Could it be that these men and Candace are birds of a feather?

 

Like, maybe, turkey vultures?

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Is she a pervert too? Does she hate women just as much as they do?

 

No offense intended, Candace. Just asking questions! 

 

A MESSAGE TO THOSE NOMINAL CHRISTIANS WHO DEFEND CANDACE OWENS

 


 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MODEST CHRISTIAN ATTIRE OF CANDACE OWENS

 

(WARNING: DON'T WEAR THIS TO MASS!) 

 

 

I have found it hard to believe that some of the people I once would have supported and promoted, people who claim to be Christians, are standing up in the defense of this loathsome creature, this servant of the devil.


Have they even bothered to do the research that I and others have done?


Do they know that she hates Jews, that she is running a filthy defamation campaign against them, including singling out individuals, simply because they are Jewish?


Do they know the harm she has done to countless people, Christians and Jews alike, with her hate-filled rhetoric, which is anything but Christian?

 

[NOTE: I should have added Brandon Tatum in the original report, but better late than never. He is vociferous about being a Christian. He has publicly stated more than once that he disagrees with Candace Owens on major issues, but has been unwilling to come out and name her for what I am certain he knows all too well: that what she is doing is evil and anti-Christian. He names others of her ilk and calls them out for being evil: Tucker Carlson, Nick Fuentes and does not pull punches. But not Candace. So, in my opinion he is a hypocrite and a coward. He can't have it both ways. Last I heard, he was praising her to the skies for "standing on truth". (Barf bag alert!)]


And, especially for the Catholics among her defenders, how can they support a woman, who claims to be Catholic, but whose personal associates are living embodiments of everything antithetical to Catholic doctrine? Just as she herself displays the behavior of a servant of the devil. She is the epitome of anathema.


I was amazed when I saw that these Catholics were defending her. Have they no discernment whatsoever? Apparently not.


I did not name them before. I only stopped promoting their websites and podcasts. But now, I can no longer remain silent about their support and promotion of this demonic deceiver, Candace Owens, and her husband, George Farmer.


Michael Matt (The Remnant Newspaper), who sponsored their appearances as speakers at the Catholic Identity Conference, 2024 (Candace Owens) and 2025 (George Farmer).


Taylor Marshall (podcaster and author), who enthusiastically promoted Owens and Farmer, apparently just because of their conversion to the “Catholic faith”.


Does it matter who they really are, what they actually believe, and what harm their actions are doing to innocent people, including Catholics, other Christians, Jews, and the public at large?


Where is their discernment? Do they have any perception at all about the true diabolical nature of Candace Owens?


It appears that they are only intent on their agenda of promoting Catholicism, rather than the Gospel of Jesus Christ, and that they will welcome anyone into the fold, as long as they proclaim that “CHRIST IS KING!” and loudly promote their loyalty to the church, fraudulent as it may be.


And this applies to anyone else claiming to be Christian. Candace Owens is not a Christian. Her very words and actions preclude it.


Shame on them, and on anyone who is so lacking in discernment who would not see the glaringly obvious truth about this very vocal enemy of the Christian Faith, Candace Owens.


CANDACE OWENS: THE ONE WOMAN CLOWN SHOW FROM HELL


So I will wrap up this report with the following statements. These statements represent my views, my opinions, based on my research, my analysis, as a trained intelligence analyst and former profiler for various agencies of the US government.


As always, the readers may make of it what they will. And don't take it from me; there is no substitute for doing your own research.


Candace Owens is a pathological liar. She lies to advance her agenda, to embellish her claims against others, and to protect herself from the consequences of her own dishonesty.


Candace Owens is a malignant narcissist. She cares only about herself and what she can gain from her efforts: namely, fame, fortune (money), worldly acclaim, and influence and power over others, for her self-serving ends.


Candace Owens is a CIA-wannabe. She is a pretentious poseur who wants her audience to believe that she actually has some real knowledge, some genuine connections with the intelligence world, and that thereby she "knows things" and wields some clout.


She often references Psy Ops and MK Ultra, trying to make herself look like she knows what she is talking about. I can guarantee, this fool of a woman does not. As it happens, one of the areas of my professional expertise is psychological operations. As for MK Ultra, I myself was born into the program, and was recruited into CIA operations through a family bloodline, as the third generation of intelligence professionals.


In reality, Owens is a total fraud. She's nothing more than an intelligence groupie, seeking connections which she believes will bring more fame and influence for herself. But no legitimate intelligence professional could actually take her seriously. I would consider anyone who does to be a suspect, as they should certainly know better, just by virtue of their own training and background.


Candace Owens is a servant of the devil, who, as an accuser of the brethren, spreads diabolical calumny far and wide, for the purpose of sowing discord among Christians, to divide and conquer, in the spirit of anti-Christ.


Candace Owens seeks to destroy the base of political conservatives, to divide Christian conservatives from Jewish conservatives, by her propaganda campaign against “The Jews”.


Candace Owens is, in her heart (and as shown by her actions), a leftist political agitator, just as she has always been. As a “conservative”, she is a total fraud, as she has always been. She adopted the title of “conservative” only so she could gain access to infiltrate conservative circles, after she realized that she was making no headway as a “progressive” (Marxist), which movement is filled to the brim with black female agitators, just like herself.


But most important of all, Candace Owens is evil. She is on the wrong side, the side of Satan and his fallen angels, the evil spirits that roam about the world seeking the ruin of souls.


I am only one person. I don't run a high-traffic commercial website. I am not a part of the Internet culture, of social media, of the pursuit of clicks and cash, of fame and fortune.


I don't make any money off my work, which is not monetized in any way. I get very few donations anymore, since I do not engage with the public, and have nothing to offer except the content of my website, which has always been free.

 

But I am a sincere and devout Christian, a believer in the Gospel of Jesus Christ, who is greatly concerned with the salvation of souls.

 

As mentioned above, as well as in my other reports, I know there are many others like me, Christians and Jews alike, who know the truth about Candace Owens. For a true Christian, it is not hard to discern.

 

We issue our warnings because we care. We don't want to see anyone else hurt because of the nefarious schemes of this woman and her crew of Jew-haters, criminals, perverts and predators. 

 

I can only hope and pray that there may be those with eyes to see, ears to hear, who will listen to these messages and pass them on to others.


In my opinion, Candace Owens is a poison, whose contagion is spreading due to the ignorance of the masses of people who blindly follow her, not aware of what is the evil they are actually promoting.

 

Many of the expositors of Candace Owens make a mockery of her, they make fun of the complete stupidity and absurdity of her One Woman Clown Show. And it certainly is. I appreciate their humor and share in it. 

 

And though we make fun of the idiocy of Candace Owens, we know that, ultimately this is no laughing matter. 


They know, beyond a doubt, as I do, that her One Woman Clown Show comes straight from the pit of Hell. We know who is directing it, who is funding it, and where it will end when the curtain closes.

 

That is, unless we as Christians do all we can to shut it down, before it's too late. 


I believe that the intent of Candace Owens is not only evil, but criminal. She will do anything she can get away with until someone stops her, by hook or by crook. Or just possibly, by the grace of God.


Personally, along with many others (Christians and Jews alike) I pray that she will be sued into oblivion by those whose lives she is destroying, that she will be put out of business -permanently. Her name deserves to live in infamy in perpetuity. Amen.


Barbara Hartwell

December 9, 2025


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SACRED HEART OF JESUS & The Body of Christ Versus Adolf Hitler, Jew-haters, Holocaust Deniers & Fraudulent Christians


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Candace Owens: ACCUSER OF THE BRETHREN, SERVANT OF THE DEVIL


https://barbarahartwellvscia.blogspot.com/2025/11/candace-owens-accuser-of-brethren.html


 

ALEX JONES: “I SUPPORT CANDACE OWENS”

 

https://barbarahartwellvscia.blogspot.com/2025/10/alex-jones-i-support-candace-owens.html



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https://barbarahartwellvscia.blogspot.com/2025/10/urgent-warning-to-christians-no-silence.html



THE HUBRIS OF CANDACE OWENS: SELF-CROWNED QUEEN OF THE JEW-HATER BRIGADE

 

https://barbarahartwellvscia.blogspot.com/2025/09/the-hubris-of-candace-owens-self.html



LETTER TO LORD MICHAEL FARMER FROM RABBI SHMULEY BOTEACH: “Condemning the Execrable Opinions of Your Infernally Antisemitic Daughter-in-law Candace Owens”


https://barbarahartwellvscia.blogspot.com/2025/11/letter-to-lord-farmer-from-rabbi.html

 



 

Saturday, December 6, 2025

ONCE CIA, ALWAYS CIA: FALSE ACCUSERS ABOUND-A WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE




 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

FOREWORD

 

I wrote this report in 2020, during the horrific, UNLAWFUL, UNCONSTITUTIONAL government lockdown. I truly do hate the government. They have never been anything but a source of pain and suffering in my life. In my mind, they have always been, and will always be, the “government rat bastards” who, through tyranny and corruption, destroy lives.


However, I am not an anarchist. I recognize the need for law and order. The Constitutional Republic, by “consent of the governed” is the best that can be hoped for, a nation of laws (not the mob rule of men), equal justice for one and all, acknowledging that rights come from God, not government.


God-given (inherent) unalienable INDIVIDUAL rights. I have always, to the best of my ability, defended the Constitution and the original intent, which “guarantees” and protects those rights.


Well, anyone reading the report below might see how well this has worked out for me. I learned, the hard way, that nobody cares. But that does not mean that I don't care. And no, my circumstances have not improved; materially speaking, I am still in dire poverty, at risk of having the power shut off, or losing my home if I can't pay the rent.


As those who are true Christians know, we must care. The Christian life is one of service and sacrifice. It is lived on a battlefield where we fight evil all the days of our lives.


I will be a warrior on that battlefield until God sends the chariot to take me home. But that does not mean that I will accept being treated with disrespect and disregard for my God-given rights, or that I will not stand up to defend the rights of others.


I am thankful for God's blessings, for the many instances of Divine Intervention, for the Grace of God, which has preserved my life.


I expose the evils of government, not only on principle, and in the pursuit of justice for myself, but more importantly, to bring the grievous wrongs into the light, in doing my part to stop these bastards from inflicting injustices on others, especially my grandchildren.


So, no. For those still making this false accusation (and there are many), you are dead wrong.

 

Once CIA, always CIA. NOT TRUE.

 

Praise the Lord and pass the ammunition!


Barbara Hartwell

December 6, 2025

 

ONCE CIA, ALWAYS CIA: FALSE ACCUSERS ABOUND (2020) 


"Barbara Hartwell is CIA". "Once CIA, always CIA".


These false accusations have been hurled at me countless times, by everyone from high level government officials (former and current), to their stooges and shills, to the intelligence groupies and camp followers, to the charlatans and grifters, to the hordes of nameless cowards, hiding behind silly screen names, who populate the Internet, especially social media –those who seem to have no more important use for their time than to parrot government-issue, fabricated stories and spread malicious gossip about people they don't know.


It has been more than a quarter century (1994) since I broke out of CIA operations, by a combination of supernatural warfare and trench warfare, but ultimately by the grace of God. (Thank You, Jesus!) And no one who claims, “Once CIA, always CIA”, can ever prove this statement to be true. Certainly not in my case. As it happens, I also personally know a few former CIA (whose names are not public as whistleblowers) who have got out, for good, and lived, have not gone to prison. There are others I don't know personally, but whose public testimonies as whistleblowers I deem absolutely legitimate.


True, their lives have been destroyed, they have been abandoned and betrayed by many, even some of those closest to them. They have been driven to bankruptcy and/or financial destitution. They have lost everything (or most everything) they owned. They have been treated like pariahs, shunned, ostracized, mocked, persecuted.


Isolation. Alienation. Deprivation. The psy op engineered against a political target. Such is the brutal nature of political persecution, the neutralization campaign against a government whistleblower.


I am so very tired of having this false accusation plastered all over the Internet, in every imaginable venue. There are often times when I deeply regret ever having gone public. But remaining silent was not an option for me, nor do I believe it would it be for any Christian, any defender of Liberty, crusader for Justice.


In 2013, the persecution drove me to homelessness, after I had already lost my home in Maine in 2010 (in which I had invested everything I had). Between 2010 and 2011 I was forced to live in motels, as no landlord would rent to me, due to the government-sponsored massive smear campaign, orchestrated to denigrate, discredit and destroy. (Anyone who does not believe this may easily verify it by putting my name in a search engine.)


When I finally found a rental, it was again by the grace of God. The landlords had no idea of my background, had not seen the libel campaign on the Internet, and were Christians.


In 2013, when the next disaster occurred, I could not find the help I needed, no matter how I tried. Nobody would help me, and so it happened that I was forced to sell most of my possessions, to give the rest to charities, knowing I would have no choice but to move again, by the end of that year, with no money, no prospects, no assistance, and nowhere to go.


I had to go to Christian charities, to food banks for the poor. I had no money, even to put food on the table. The Priest at my church helped as much as he could, but the church itself was struggling just to stay afloat.


And by far the worst disaster, in 2013, was a fraudulent, bait-and-switch offer of “sanctuary” by a person who claimed to be a concerned “friend”, but was revealed by his actions to be horribly dishonest and unscrupulous, driven by his self-serving ambition to make a name for himself as a “patriot” by attempting to latch on to a former intelligence professional, whose name he thought he could exploit.


He and his wife, to my consternation, revealed themselves to be devil-worshiping liars, deeply involved, for many years, in the anti-Christ heavy metal culture, where Bibles are burned onstage by demonic “rock stars”, and the idols of worship are violence, pornography and depravity.


I accepted this offer only in desperation (having no idea what I was really walking into), to avoid ending up homeless in the street, with an elderly cat I refused to abandon, come hell or high water. For 29 miserable days, I was stranded in a filthy, cold, dark-as-hell basement (a true dungeon), reeking of toxic black mold, during which time I was relentlessly harassed and pressured by these godless reprobates and their low-life friends. I had no money and nowhere to go.


By the grace of God, I managed to escape the dungeon, much the worse for wear and now penniless, ill, exhausted, with no prospects of recovery from the ordeal, no way to replace my massive losses.


In January, 2014 I finally managed to find a rental in New York, again by the grace of God, where I still live today.


In desperation, I applied for disability benefits, which I was granted in 2014. They sent me for a medical exam, in which I was deemed to be physically disabled (which had been diagnosed by other doctors for decades). However, Social Security insisted that I “prove” that I had no government pension. I found a pro bono attorney, from legal services for the poor, elderly and disabled. She was able to produce documentation that I had no official employment history on record, as I had been a ghost in the system for decades, by design.


But still, I am so far below the poverty line with the crumbs they have thrown to me that I am unable to pay the monthly rent and bills, much less afford other basic necessities. I think most people would be shocked at what I am expected to live on.


But it gets worse. I am disabled by severe injuries caused by several arranged car crashes (not accidents), over a period of years, when the government tampered with my vehicles, and in one case, when they sent goons to crash into my small foreign car with a huge truck, which totaled my vehicle.


I have not been able to afford the medical care I need, in all the many years since. The worst crash resulted in severe head trauma, injuries to the spine and temporary amnesia, and left me permanently blinded in one eye.


Due to lack of medical care, the injuries to my spine finally resulted in severe osteo-arthritis, a very painful and debilitating condition. My purpose is not to seek sympathy for my medical condition (sympathy is useless to me, unless it results in material support), but only to document for the record what relates to the government's continued egregious ill-treatment and its dreadful consequences.


For the most part I don't trust allopathic medicine and have used naturopathic and chiropractic medicine for my entire adult life, except in acute injuries where surgery was required, or emergency room visits.


The government Medicare system for senior citizens does not cover the kind of medicine I need. But when I took a bad fall in April, 2019, resulting in injuries, including a broken hand, and which exacerbated previous injuries (which went untreated due to lack of funds), I went to the emergency room for X-rays and was told I should “follow up” with my primary care physician. I don't have one, as I told the ER doctor.


It took me two weeks to find an orthopedist, during which time I had only a temporary cast on my hand. He tried to get me help, in the form of someone to come in and assist me with chores I could not do, but the application was denied. There was no one nearby I could call for help.


I was in a brace until July, during the three months I continued to go for treatment with the orthopedist, who fortunately for me was a great doctor, and very kind. He also took X-rays of the older spinal injuries (the major source of disability) and gave me the same diagnosis I'd had for years (including by chiropractors, naturopaths and MDs) of severe osteo-arthritis, now degenerating from lack of treatment over many years.


He recommended that I go for physical therapy (and gave me a written prescription), which Medicare does cover, and said they might cover some chiropractic as well.


During that time, during my visits to the orthopedist at the medical center, I happened to find a notice for a Medicare advocate available for senior citizens to help them navigate the system. I had never had health insurance in my life, so I decided to seek assistance, which was available at no charge.


I had been signed up with a provider I was not at all happy with. I would not let anyone (especially from the government system) “manage” my health care. I was getting constant harassing phone calls, asking intrusive personal questions about my health, which I of course refused to answer. I refused to fill out their forms, and told them that I would use what care they covered, by my own choice, when necessary, and that was the end of it.


I attended a meeting at the medical center, where I spoke with the advocate and set up a private consultation. He helped me choose a different provider which he thought would suit my needs, and signed me up.


He was very helpful, but as it turned out, there was a series of problems, which he later told me were particularly anomalous. First, the new provider was supposed to send me the paperwork within 2 weeks of being enrolled. This was in early June, 2019. I checked the mail, every week, but the documents did not arrive. I called the advocate and explained. Meanwhile, I still had no medical care. More time passed, still no documents. Long story short, I did not get my documents, or insurance card until late August, nearly 3 months later.


When I asked the advocate why this was happening, he told me that he had “never seen anything like this” before, in all his years as a Medicare advocate. He told me he had kept calling the provider, with no results, and did not understand why, in this case, there was such difficulty. Finally, he called me and said that he had “given them hell”, and at long last, they did send the documents. 3 months later, rather than 2 weeks, as was the normal procedure.


But it did not end there. Now, I was receiving bills in the mail from the medical center for my treatment with the orthopedist, stating that they were overdue. According to my coverage with the previous provider, I don't have any co-pay, which the advocate knew. Bills were also coming from the previous provider, denying coverage.


Again, I called the advocate. Again, he said he had never seen anything like this happen before. He tried to help, but the bills kept rolling in, and now, I was denied any medical care due to the unpaid bills –money I did not owe. And still, no medical care.


Then came the collection agencies, dunning letters and harassing phone calls, all for what I could not pay, and more to the point, did not owe. And still, no medical care.


I don't have any dealings with collection agencies. I know the law and know that since I did not contract with them for anything, they cannot legally hold me accountable. I let the voicemail pick up the harassing calls; some of the letters I had stamped REFUSED at the post office, and returned to sender. Some, I kept for evidence.


Finally, in sheer frustration, in early March, I called the legal services which had represented me in my disability case, and made an appointment. I explained all that had happened, and that I need this matter to be settled, to get the collection agency harpies off my back, and to be able to finally get the medical care I need, which had been denied for no good reason.


The attorney, too (who had access by my permission to the previous disability case file), said the case was “unusual”. She sent cease and desist letters to the various parties, and documents I provided, showing the facts of the case, that I did not owe any money, but was being denied medical care. It was probably just a glitch in the system, said the attorney. But apparently, there is something else going on here.


It is now late May. The harassing phone calls continue, every day, and the bogus demands by letter for payment, which I do not owe.


And still, I have no medical care.


But even had this mess been straightened out (which it has not), then came the so-called “pandemic”, which now made it impossible for me to get medical care without the risk (which I refuse to take) of outrageous government interference, just by walking into any medical center or doctor's office. No thanks, I'd rather live with the pain, debilitating as it is.


But I won't be talking about it anymore, to anyone. I am beyond disgusted. I am done. I have decided on a vow of silence, regarding my personal life, until such time (if ever) that I am able to get the medical care of which I am in desperate need.


My problem is poverty, plain and simple.


My car is 21 years old, repeatedly in need of repairs, which I cannot afford. I dare not drive more than a few miles, only to local stores, due to the total breakdown which is coming, sooner or later, for lack of money for needed repairs.


I live at constant risk of losing Internet service (which I did, last month, for lack of funds).


Aside from a disability check, I can't rely on donations from the public, as I don't offer any “exclusive” content or benefits for sponsors, as many journalists do. This has become the nature of the Internet, and I won't be a part of it. I would not criticize those who do, it is not my business, but such arrangements are not for me.


I don't run a high-traffic, commercial website. I have nothing to sell. I won't be pressured under deadlines or obligations. I don't seek sponsors, nor “followers”. All the content on my site is free, and will remain free. I don't engage in quid pro quo deals, not where my work is concerned.


I am entirely independent, always have been, always will be.


I don't seek publicity, outside my own website, which is not a “news” site, not meant to follow “trends”, but is very simply an archive of my work.


I don't seek interaction with the public, and do not use social media. I don't join groups, I am not a team player. In point of fact, I am a recluse who prefers solitude (for the most part), with few exceptions.


I belong in a monastery, out of the World, but this is not likely to happen, unless by the will of Almighty God, Who is the only Authority in my life.


For now, my home (such as it is) is my sanctuary, my cloister, where there can be peace, as long as intruders are repelled and my privacy defended, against all enemies, foreign and domestic.


So, for those many ignorant and/or malicious detractors who will continue with spreading and parroting the utterly preposterous fabrication that I am a CIA agent, living the high life, promoting disinformation and black propaganda, courtesy of a hefty government paycheck, those whose outrageous lies have contributed in any way to this injurious and egregious injustice, and fomented much pain and suffering, for me, and others in a similar situation, I can only say:


May God's swift and terrible JUSTICE be visited upon you.


Barbara Hartwell

FORMER CIA, Pauper, Recluse
May 27, 2020


RELATED REPORT


ONCE A CIA AGENT, ALWAYS A CIA AGENT (2005)


"You admit you were once in the CIA. There are no alumni in the CIA. Once a CIA agent, always a CIA agent. If you attempt to get out or expose them, you either go to jail or you die."


"Do the righteous people of the world a service and, like other slimy creatures, slither back into the hole from which you came."


FBI Chief/COINTELPRO KINGPIN Ted Gunderson to Barbara Hartwell


SOURCE: OPEN LETTTER TO BARBARA HARTELL FROM TED GUNDERSON, PUBLISHED BY KEN ADACHI


From Ex-FBI Agent Geral Sosbee:
 

"There are no alumni in the CIA. Once a CIA agent, always a CIA agent. If you attempt to get out or expose them, you either go to jail or you die"...


...is the rule, but you are proof that he is wrong; the same applies to me and the assassins of the fbi who are trying to kill me in the only cowardly manner they know. My question for gun is why he does nothing to expose the crimes against Humanity that are currently on going; and further, with his vast experience as a fbi chief, why he has not confessed to the world of his many crimes against the American people.


ted gunderson, former fbi chief, verbally assaults a true American Hero, Barbara Hartwell, by the use of language that reveals gun's own warped character.


Ted Gunderson (hereinafter referred to as 'gun') recently wrote the following words to my good friend and professional colleague, Barbara Hartwell:

"Do the righteous people of the world a service and, like other slimy creatures, slither back into the hole from which you came.

Ted L Gunderson, FBI-SAC(Ret)"

Sosbee writes:

Such words as quoted above when directed against one of the true and great Defenders of Liberty (Barbara Hartwell) offend all sensitive persons who read them, but especially those of us who know and respect Barbara for her stand against government corruption. Indeed the 'righteous' as you call them reject the use of such descriptions above because no human being merits such a label.

However, gun is steeped in the use of labels, especially those that send good and innocent people to torture chambers, to prisons or to their deaths; gun is an expert by his own proclamation of his credentials (i.e.:SAC) in a) black operations, b) mind games, c) secret agent-provocateur dirty deeds worldwide.

No, gun, you are wrong. The world needs Barbara Hartwell more than you could possibly know/imagine; and as you have sold out to the evil forces of a corrupt government (the United States of America) in return for your petty benefits, you are the one who must someday atone for the atrocities you approved, directed, or condoned against men and women over the past half century.

Come clean, gun, about your knowledge regarding offenses and crimes against Humanity; help save the lives of targeted individuals; and renounce the fascist state that you presently support; then, maybe intelligent and informed people will listen to you.

You dare pretend to show a concern for the people of the United States when in fact you exploit the ignorance and fear of all who listen to you in order to further your own private interests and in order to perpetuate the destructive agenda of the cia and the fbi. The downfall of this country into a fascist state is in part your doing, gun, and you should not be proud of that, no matter how high an office you have attained.

Sosbee writes for the record on April 30, 2005:

gun indicates on his website that he was chief inspector for the fbi in 1973; in such capacity, gun had the responsibility to investigate Sosbee's reports of fbi crimes during that year. Not only did he fail to perform his duties as chief inspector, he continued thereafter to serve in high level positions in the fbi at a time when Sosbee was being harassed for reporting the criminal conduct of numerous fbi agents as set forth in www.sosbeevfbi.com

In early 1971, the FBI's domestic counterintelligence program (code named "COINTELPRO") was brought to light when a "Citizens Committee to Investigate the FBI" removed secret files from an FBI office in Media, PA and released them to the press. Agents began to resign from the Bureau and blow the whistle on covert operations. That same year, publication of the Pentagon Papers, the Pentagon's top-secret history of the Vietnam War, exposed years of systematic official lies about the war.


OPEN LETTER TO EX-FBI AGENT TED GUNDERSON FROM BARBARA HARTWELL (2005)

 

EXCERPT

 

The best I can do for now is stand up for the truth as I know it, upon information and belief; citing the facts and the evidence to substantiate those facts wherever possible; and ask for God's protection in making my stand, as I have done these many years. Despite the several attempts on my life, so far, this approach has worked well enough for me; but more importantly, I have no doubt that God's justice will prevail, if not in this life, then certainly in God's eternal time.

 

Someday we will all have to stand before God. This holds true for everyone, whether one believes in God or not. As for His grace, I cannot presume to say whom He will extend that to, though I have certainly been the recipient of God's grace enough to know that it continues to be possible for me.

 

I also find it necessary to state, once again, for the record, that I was delivered from CIA by the Grace of God. None of the lies being disseminated, none of the false allegations being made against me by you and many others can change that. It's a done deal. God knows it and I know it. What others may believe is a matter of no concern to me. It's also none of their business. But I'll say it again, right up front: I do not work for CIA; nor have I had any professional dealings with them; nor been hired under any contract by them or their proprietaries, for over eleven (11) years [since 1993]. 

 

Furthermore, it is my contention and belief that you, Ted Gunderson, know this to be true.

 

I'm certain there are at least a few persons (including my witnesses) who will believe me when I say that as God is my witness, all that I will state herein is the truth, information which I now find it necessary to provide for the public record. I will also state the same, under oath, in any court of law in which I may find myself testifying and in any formal, notarized affidavits on which I may place my signature. I will never commit perjury, just as I have never lied in any public reports I have written.

 

But only God knows what is in my heart, as in yours. Only God knows who among us is telling the truth and who is not. And so, I have no reason to fear that any testimony given here, in writing, can ever be proven false.

 

As for those who would attempt to use any portion of the testimony given here against me, let them try. They have done it before, with only disastrous consequences to themselves when their plots and lies were exposed. I have committed no illegal acts. I have no criminal record. Nor has anyone ever won a judgment against me in any civil lawsuit. In fact, to date, I have never been sued by any person, for any reason. If you'd like to be the first, be my guest.

 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ted Gunderson, FBI Chief, COINTELPRO Kingpin