I
do not often bother anymore to give my personal testimony about the
persecution for which I have been targeted, which began even before I
defected from CIA operations in 1994. My battle to get out was the
beginning of the hellish ordeal.
My
purpose in documenting my case has always been that it is very
important to me to have a public record of events, including my
testimony, so that at least anyone interested in the facts has the
opportunity to access the information.
Whether
they find the information valid, credible, or of value, or not, does
not concern me. Those with eyes to see, ears to hear, will see and
hear. Others will not. My reports have always been presented for
information purposes only. The reading/listening audience may make of
it what they will.
I
have documented numerous incidents of offenses (both civil and
criminal) which have been published on my websites (since 2000),
before that and concurrent on other sites (since 1995) and on
countless radio shows (terrestrial and Internet podcasts).
My
previous background in journalism (even while still involved in CIA
operations) was in mainstream media, both print journalism and as a
talk show host/producer in terrestrial radio and cable TV, a career that has now
continued, in various forms, for more than forty years.
The
primary purpose of my work, as a journalist and especially from the
time I became a CIA whistleblower, has been to defend Liberty and
pursue Justice. My areas of expertise involve counterintelligence and
psychological operations.
CIA
has a standard operating procedure (SOP) for dealing with anyone whom
they have deemed an enemy of the state. It is a methodology which
aims to destroy every area of a person's life, the goal being to
drive the person to destitution, homelessness and eventually, death.
And they intend to do this without ever being found culpable (at
least in a provable legal sense) in the person's demise. Their
carefully-crafted campaign is implemented using 'plausible
deniability', whereby they deploy their limitless resources against
an individual they wish to destroy.
It
is called a Neutralization Campaign. The primary tactics are:
Isolation, Alienation & Deprivation. I have covered this subject
in depth in my reports over the past quarter century (as regards my
own case and numerous others I have investigated), so I won't take
the time to go into further detail here.
This
report is meant only to document my current situation, and looking
back over the past few years.
I
am a disabled senior citizen, living in dire poverty, attempting to
live on disability benefits, which do not even begin to cover my
basic living expenses.
I
have a roof over my head, for now, but not much more that I can count
on.
I
have not been able to get any medical care for the past 6 years
(except in cases of acute emergencies), of which I am in desperate
need, as the nature of my disabilities requires regular care and
treatment.
The
government has found ways (let me count the ways...) to deprive me of
the care I need, and even though I have had several pro bono
attorneys to represent me, the situation has still not been resolved.
To date, no medical care at all.
For
the past year I have had no transportation. My old car (a 1999 model)
finally broke down because I was unable to afford repairs. Since I
could not get help, I drove it to the very end, even with bald tires,
and a failing exhaust system, praying that I could make it only a few
miles down the road to the market to get basic necessities. When it
became a total safety hazard, I had no choice but to have it towed
away.
I
have been forced to beg rides when I can get them, only for short
trips to the post office, market, etc. Otherwise, I can't go
anywhere, can't see anyone, can't do anything, not unless it can be
done at my home. If I am 'lucky', I might be able to get out twice or
three times a month.
In
May of last year I was deprived of yet another necessity. I had a
cell phone, one of those old prepaid flip phones, no contract, not
listed under my name. I'd had it since 2010, and only used it when
away from home, in my car, or for emergencies. I did not use it for
anything else.
One
day I found that my regular landline phone was not working. I could
not get a dial tone, only a message of “no service” on the
screen. I also later got the message, “line in use”. I didn't
have to wonder by whom the line was in use. I've had a 'party line'
for as long as I can remember, and there is no way to stop them.
This
had happened before, on a regular basis, due to hacking on my lines,
so I thought little of it. I tried to use the cell phone to contact
my service provider, to report the problem, as I usually did. But
now, suddenly, the cell phone also had no service, though it had been
working fine earlier in the day. The two phones stopped working at
exactly the same time. What a coincidence...
Later
that day, the landline phone came back, though I could get no
explanation from the provider, when I was able to call. But the cell
phone was dead, and has remained that way ever since.
I
had renewed the prepaid service for the time period (60 days of
service), so that was not the problem. And I had accumulated 9,000
minutes of call time. I'd had the same phone number for 10 years.
I
tried calling the company. I got a robot on the line, making
senseless commands, but never could get a human being to talk to.
When, after hours of frustration, I finally was able to speak to a
real live person, I could not understand half of what she said. It
was clear English was her second language.
What
I finally realized was that I had lost all the unused minutes (time)
I had paid for; that they had just taken my phone number from me and
disconnected my phone, for no explicable reason. Except it was clear
to me what they had done, and why.
I
later learned that there was nothing I could do. I would just have to
get another phone and start from scratch. I refuse to get a 'smart
phone', to give the bastards yet another way to track me, or put
'contact tracing' or other intrusions into my privacy. And I know that
prepaid flip phones are still available. In all this time, I just have not
been able to get to a place where they are sold.
Meanwhile,
now, if I lose power (on which the landline phone runs) and I have an
emergency, I will not be able to make a call to try to get help. Stranded, with no transportation, no phone service.
Next
item: Hacking/highjacking of my e-mail. I rarely use e-mail, except to send brief
messages, links or documents. But now, it has been 'decided' that I
will not be able to send e-mail to certain individuals, and that from
certain others, I will not be able to receive e-mail. I have friends
and colleagues overseas, with whom e-mail is the primary method of
contact and important for professional reasons. We can't use the
phone, as it is not affordable. So those contacts have been cut off,
except the occasional call by Skype.
For
others, two-way communication (except on the phone) has been made
impossible. And of course, these are people which are important that
I remain in contact with.
But
there is more...online meetings which I attend for work. Recently, I
was unable to hear or speak in a weekly meeting, 3 times in a row. My
microphone was muted, and I could not hear the others speaking. I
have the best professional tech person I have ever known, and despite
spending hours on the phone (and remotely, on my computer), no
explanation as to why I was being blocked was found. Then, once it
became a point of loud complaint on my part, and a number of others
became witnesses, the problem suddenly just rectified itself, again
with no explanation. Except the same old sabotage.
Then,
there is the deprivation of not being able to go to church. When I
relocated to New York in 2014 I joined a small church in a nearby
town, where I attended regularly, and served in the ministry as Clerk
of the Vestry for two years.
Then, near the end of 2017 I started to feel uncomfortable when the church made a hard
left turn and began supporting Black Lives Matter, started soliciting
the congregation for attendance at 'gun control' marches and rallies
for advocacy of illegal aliens.
There
were only two people in the entire congregation (at least that I knew
of) who were like-minded conservatives. The others knew of my
background and my politics, and bless their hearts, loved me anyway,
and the feeling was mutual, as it always will be. I still pray for
them.
But
with sorrow in my heart, I knew I did not belong there. When the
beloved Priest (who helped me and supported me immensely, at the
worst of times) retired at age 80 in 2018, I left as well. I could
not in good conscience continue to be a part of what had become more
of a left-wing political /social justice club than a house of God.
So,
I was not surprised when the church closed down in March of 2020, due
to the “pandemic”. I knew of this because they kept me on their
e-mail list. At first, they held services on Zoom, which I did not
attend. But then, as time went on, it got much worse. The latest
e-mail invitations I received stated that it was “required” that
all attendees be: masked, fully vaccinated and would practice social
distancing.
This,
a beautiful old Episcopal church in a country setting, built of
stone, with stained glass windows imported from medieval France,
where I spent so many joyous hours, has now become just another
casualty in the leftists' war on Christianity. What a crying shame!
Anyway,
I have not been able to find another church, one that is open to
non-masked, un-vaccinated parishioners. And even if I could find one,
I can't get there with no transportation.
The
hardest part of all this is that I am up against it alone. I don't
have anyone (near or far) I can rely on for support, the operative
word being 'rely'.
Most of the people I know have a spouse and/or family, and/or friends they
can rely on. They are not stranded, going without transportation.
They can get medical care when they need it. They can travel, go on
vacations, visit friends and family. They have no idea what it is
like to live in poverty, in isolation and deprivation.
But
then, they have not been deemed enemies of the state.
I
have given up talking about any of this to anyone. There really is no
point. They don't hear, and they don't see, and I see no reason to
burden them with my hardships.
I
get messages by e-mail, or voice mail, where I am casually told, I
hope you are well, or, I hope you are doing okay. Well, here, for the
record, I must truthfully say that no, I am not.
These
messages come even from people who have been told what is happening,
or at least would have had the opportunity to read my reports, but
for some reason, by all appearances, seem to have disregarded
everything I have said. So be it.
However...Despite
being stranded, shut down and cut off, by the grace of God, I am
still able to work, I am still able to defy tyranny, I am still able
to expose bad guys, I still have hope for the future, and for all this, I am still
blessed, no matter my circumstances.
And
still praising the Lord!
Barbara
Hartwell
Enemy
of the New World Order Police State
January
8, 2022
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