This is the final segment. For the entire
overview, please read Parts 1 & 2 first.
For Part 3 I had originallly intended to include
more detailed information about my background and special
interests. But considering that I won't be able to remain on the Internet much
longer, due to lack of funds and support, I decided to instead cover a list of
grievances related to damages caused by the perpetrators of evil in the U.S.
government, aided and abetted by their minions and hirelings.
I will use a standard narrative form rather than
a question and answer format. My
purpose, as always, is to leave a record of the facts so that the information
will be available to all and sundry, who may make of it what they will.
Due to increasingly severe material hardships,
mounting losses and worsening disabilities, for which I cannot afford even a
fraction of the medical care I need, I have had to suspend most of my
work-related activities, including radio broadcasts, but it is important to me
to document this updated information for the public record while it is still
possible.
If I have said it once, I have said it a hundred
times: I am only one of many Targets for political persecution by the
government. I am only one person who has suffered a lifetime of egregious
injustices perpetrated by these psychopaths and evildoers. Yes, the crimes and
injustices happened to me, but I have never seen this as being 'all about
Barbara Hartwell'.
My purpose in exposing this information is
not to generate sympathy for myself, though I have been falsely accused of
such, but rather to generate outrage against the pervasive institutionalized
criminality and lawlessness of the U.S. government, which is a growing threat,
not only to those who have been designated as Targets, but to everyone. As the
saying goes, if you're not outraged, you're not paying attention. And I would
add that, if you're not outraged, you won't be motivated to do anything and
everything in your power to put a stop to it. Consequently, somewhere down the
line, I daresay, you will find yourself wishing you had paid attention while
there was yet time.
The chronic illnesses and disabilities from
which I suffer are all, without exception, a direct result of long-term and
ongoing abuses (some in the form of felony crimes against my person) and extreme
violations of my God-given, constitutionally protected rights, perpetrated
against me by agents of the U.S. government (and certain foreign
governments) and their cronies and accomplices, over a period of more than six
decades, beginning in early childhood, including (but not limited to) under the
infamous, covert and illegal domestic MK Ultra program, which recruited children
without their informed consent, often from CIA/military families like mine, in
their efforts to "create the perfect spy" during the cold war era. The plot of
the conspirators being: get them while they're young and can be molded to our
specifications.
Because I am among the older generation of those
recruited under MK Ultra, a number of the perpetrators, in my own case (and in the cases
of certain of my family members), were actual Nazi doctors, scientists and war
criminals, brought to the U.S. under Project Paperclip, those who formed the
original core of CIA. These criminals included Dr. Josef Mengele (the
infamous Angel of Death) and Dr. Sydney Gottlieb (CIA, Division of Technical
Services), who was one of my personal handlers. (When he died, I would have
loved to dance on his grave! All I could do, in the circumstances, was pop a
champagne cork and celebrate that one more of these bastards bit the dust. It's
not for me to say whether God will forgive him, but I cannot, nor any of his
colleagues.)
And I must say I could not be more disgusted by
the growing presence in the so-called 'patriot community' of Jew-haters, rabid
bigots and Nazi pimps who brazenly endorse Adolf Hitler and his Nazi regime,
seeing them as heroic figures, rather than demonic destroyers. Some of these
creeps actually take pride in displaying the swastika on their websites, along
with photos of their 'noble leader' and his fellow psychopaths. ("Heil
Hitler!")
I have been viciously attacked by these lowlife characters over a
period of many years, simply because I have exposed the truth about the Nazi-CIA
connection (drawing from my own
personal/professional experience and direct knowledge, but which is also solidly
based on historical fact); I have also been accused of being a "Jew" (to them
that is a dirty word), simply for standing up in the defense of those being
persecuted, whether they are Jews (which it so happens I am not) or anyone else
targeted for their white-hot hatred and malice.
They say the holocaust never happened, and call
it the "holohoax". Tell that to the survivors of the death camps, a few of whom
are still living (some of whom I have personally interviewed and debriefed), but
who lost their entire families. Tell that to the survivors of MK Ultra. Will we
ever see justice done? Not likely, not in this life, though I will continue to
fight for justice until God sends the chariot to take me
home.
And speaking of Nazi torturers and assassins,
the extensive damages to me include numerous injuries from assaults with
directed energy anti-personnel weaponry; chemical and biological warfare;
'arranged' car crashes and other incidents disguised as 'accidents' (plausible
deniability); drugging and poisoning; severe emotional distress/pain and
suffering caused by purposefully induced stress and trauma (physical and
mental); surgical scars of 'unknown' (at least to me) origin; cruel and abusive
treatment, including extreme provocations, stalking, harassment, death threats.
(And that is only the short list.)
Because I have no official employment history
(CIA trained me, then utilized me in covert operations under NOC), I am not
eligible for social security, nor disability benefits; I have no pension, I am
not "retired", but rather a defector, for cause (since 1994), an escapee from a
form of involuntary servitude in all the years the government exploited my
talents, capabilities and the expertise I developed (under their tutelage and/or
via adjunct formal education) for their own ends. Like many others, including
military veterans (especially those involved in black operations, most of whom
suffer from PTSD), I was abandoned and betrayed by the country I served and
left bereft, alone and isolated, to fend for myself as best I
can.
I am now a senior citizen, but I have no
reliable form of material support, and no person or entity I can rely on for
such support. Due to disablity, I am "unemployable", unable to be reliable in
working on any regular schedule, unable to make commitments or take
on responsibilites where others would need to depend on me. Any work I am able
to do (which includes as a journalist, investigator, intelligence analyst, etc.)
has to be done at my own pace (very slowly and most often intermittently), with
no pressure or deadlines. As it stands now, I am not even able to volunteer my
time for any causes I support, except when it does not involve having to
be reliable, to show up somewhere at a given time, operate on any
time schedule, or complete a task by a certain time. The same holds true at my
church; I can't commit to taking on any responsibilites in our ministries, but
can only contribute what I can, when I can. Fortunately, the Priest and other
members understand that I am disabled, which is more than I can say for almost
anyone else.
I have fairly recent letters from two (2)
doctors, stating that I am disabled and unemployable. Over the course of
decades, I have been diagnosed with several forms of chronic illness and
disabilities by various specialists, all of whom were well aware of my
background and the abuses/assaults which caused the damages. In every case, my
condition has been judged by medical professionals as
"severe."
I have been told repeatedly by doctors that in
legal terms I should be considered "100% disabled", which means I should be able
to collect disability benefits at that level. Instead, I have been left with
nothing, no way to get the medical care I desperately need, nor the medicines to
treat the chronic illness/disabilites, nor any acute illness/injury which might
occur.
I do not use allopathic medicine, nor do I trust
most medical doctors, due to my extremely negative personal experiences of what
I can only call malpractice, and I do not use drugs, which I oppose for various
reasons, including because the government administered psychotropic drugs in
their abuses of its victims (including me); and also in relation to my spiritual
and religious beliefs. The Medical
Mafia and Big Pharma are killing more people than they are healing, helping or
serving, from my observations.
I believe in naturopathic medicine (and similar
systems), chiropractic, and treatments that "first, do no harm". I believe that
just as God created the universe, heaven and earth, God created all the remedies
for illness, in the plants and herbs, other substances occuring in nature, and I
trust in those practitioners of natural medicine who care for the patient
wholistically, who treat the whole person, rather than just the
isolated "disease". Aside from that, I have seen prayer (including laying on of
hands) work miracles, in the lives of many people, including my own. As a
Christian minister, I have practiced the laying on of hands for many years.
But in any case, even if I were "eligible" for
disability benefits, from the very government who is responsible for the
disabilities, they are in league with
the standard-treatment medical community, and refuse to cover alternative
medicine. The only way I can get the health care I need is to have the resources
to pay for it, which I lack.
I am a long-term victim of "Legal Abuse
Syndrome".
See:
Aside from the aforementioned "legal abuses"
committed against me, for all the years until I was able to break out of the
operations, and those that came as retaliation for being a government
whistleblower, and in attempts to neutralize me, I have been threatened
repeatedly with lawsuits by those whose crimes I have exposed.
Among those who have made such threats are the
late FBI chief/COINTELPRO Kingpin, Ted L. Gunderson (a former
professional colleague of mine); his longtime crony/accomplice, former senator
and CIA black ops perp, John DeCamp, both instrumental in a massive
libel/slander campaign against me in which the threatened lawsuit was also
featured in sensationalist fashion; they sicced psycho stalkers on me, most
notably their lackey, predicate felon Timothy Patrick White. Then, there were
two CIA agents, Ronald and Mary Ann Cerra (who claimed to be "retired" from
CIA), who also threatened to sue Barbara Hartwell for libel, after their crimes
against persons were exposed, who also filed a "criminal complaint" against me
in the state of North Carolina. I had at no time committed any crimes, I have
always been law-abiding. No, it was because I stood up in the defense of those
who were victims of their crimes, when no one else would.
And in what I can only see as a bizarre twist, I
have more recently been threatened with a RICO lawsuit by "federal
whistleblower" Stew Webb, who has also been disseminating outrageous lies about
me, in print, and on his frequent radio and TV interviews.
SALT & LIGHT
As for the truth of the factual
information given here (only a small fraction of the whole) I have
written hundreds of letters and reports, over decades (some published, others
not), asking those closest to me (family and friends) to read them. I have
attempted to relay the facts in personal conversations. I have implored them to
"see" and to hear, but to no avail.
It seems that unless I am willing to pretend to
be someone I am not, to pretend that none of my history ever happened, that none
of the atrocities the government committed against me (as well as others in my
family) ever took place; that unless I am willing to be a party to the vast
denial in which they continue to live, they will treat me as a non-person,
someone who is not worthy of their time or efforts to support. Rather than
support me, they most often 'blame the victim' because it would apparently be
too difficult for them to acknowledge the truth. Should they do that, it would
require them, in good conscience, to stand up for those being victimized, to
raise their voices against the injustices and atrocities. It would require them
to take action.
I have clearly and repeatedly explained that I
will not be participating in, nor enabling their denials, nor compromising my
principles to accomodate them. If they cannot find it in their hearts to accept
my truthful testimony; if they are not willing even to openly acknowledge what
I'm sure in their hearts they know to be true; if they try instead to place a
gag order on me, to make the facts of my life a taboo subject in their 'polite
society', as the price of maintaining relationships with them, then it may be
that I will lose those relationships (as has happened time and time again).
But
I will not allow anyone to silence me about the truth of what has happened in my
own life, nor about the larger issues of criminality and tyranny in government.
I will not allow anyone to minimize what has happened, what is still
happening. (They are free to believe what they will, but they can't prove that
by me.) Nor will I allow anyone
to dictate what I will or will not do, to pressure me into the compromises they
themselves seem to find acceptable, even necessary, in their own
lives.
This is an issue which has been heavy on my heart for a very long
time. I am distressed at the lack of true Christian principles I have observed
in the apparent beliefs, viewpoints and actions of professing Christians. Jesus
said that we are to be "the salt of the earth" and "the light of the world". We
are also to be "in the world but not of the world".
But the values (if they could be called such) of
many who call themselves Christians are all too worldly and far from
those taught in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
Many Christians seem to have become afraid to speak the truth, to be the salt and light we were meant to be. We are meant to "speak the truth in love", but speaking any kind of truth (with or without the love) has increasingly been replaced with secular humanist psycho-babble, political correctness, pop-psychology platitudes, self-help sermonizing, human potential/positive thinking gobbeldygook, right out of the New Age/New World Order Manifesto. Situational ethics, moral relativism, social engineering. Could any of these ideologies be further from the Light of Truth? The truth clearly set forth in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
What ever happened to moral absolutes? What ever happened to speaking the truth, no matter how unpalatable, no matter whom it might offend?
So many times, in my attempts to "speak the truth in love", the persons with whom I am trying to communicate, rather than even listen to what I am saying, will take offense, will become angry, will refuse to discuss the issues, or try to sweep them under the carpet. Often, they will inappropriately project their own beliefs and standards on me, or try to foist their views on me via pressuring me with unsolicited advice. When they realize that I do not respond to aggression or pressure, except to explain that this behavior is unacceptable to me and that my principles are non-negotiable, they will abandon the relationship altogether and withdraw any support they have previously given.
What about the truth, does it even matter? Do they not know that, although their treatment of me (and others like me) is hurtful, that they are also hurting themselves by their refusal to acknowledge the truth? Do they not see that there can be no compromise when it comes to truth? Do they not know that by compromising with evil, they become a part of it?
Compromise is always a slippery slope, and those who think they can compromise "just a little, just this once", will find themselves sitting at the bottom of it, sooner or later.
Salt and light are antithesis to the slightest comprise with evil, and until that is clearly acknowledged by those who say they are Christians, evil will continue to flourish.
By
their fruits shall you know them.
Barbara Hartwell Percival
May 13, 2013
You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.
Barbara Hartwell Percival
May 13, 2013
You are the salt of the earth; but if the salt loses its flavor, how shall it be seasoned? It is then good for nothing but to be thrown out and trampled underfoot by men.
You are the
light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden.
15 Nor do they light a lamp and put it
under a basket, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all who are in the
house. Let your light so shine before men, that
they may see your good works and glorify your Father in
heaven.
Matthew 5:13-16
And you shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
John 8:32
But the counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father has sent in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.
John 14:26
Matthew 5:13-16
And you shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.
John 8:32
But the counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father has sent in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.
John 14:26
Barbara Hartwell Percival
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